4.

ELEANOR.

I walk around my room preparing myself to go to the living room. I don't know what the fuck happened last night. We almost kissed and then he left like nothing had happened. He didn't even say goodnight. I look at myself in the mirror and fix my hair and walk into the living room where I see Noah sitting on the couch with two boys and one of them had Paris in their laps.

"Hi,who are you?",the blonde guy asked and diverted his eyes from the football game that was playing on the tv.

"I'm Eleanor, Noah's roommate",I crossed my arms on my chest while looking at Paris.

"I'm Liam and he's Grayson",he says pointing to the brunette guy holding Paris. He looked up at me and murmured a hi and started playing with Paris again.

"Uh I just came to say bye to paris, so can I hold her?",I asked.

"Yeah, here you go",grayson gets up and brings paris to me.

I hold her and she rests her head against my chest and snuggles up to me. I go to the kitchen to get some coffee with Paris in my hands and start making it by one hand while Paris was babbling something.

I took a sip of my coffee and saw Noah coming inside the kitchen.

"I'm sorry for last night",he apologized

"It's okay, we were lost in the moment",I smiled.

"She really likes you isn't it",he chuckled.

"Yeah, she's a sweetheart",I pressed a kiss on her head.

"Yeah,she is",he expressed looking at me.

"If you don't mind, where's her mother?",I asked.

He clenched his jaw and nodded "we'll talk later about it",

I took a last sip of my coffee and kept the mug near the sink and cooed Paris "aren't you the cutest". She just smiled like she was able to understand everything.

"I have to head out, I'll see you later",I kissed Paris's cheek and handed over to to Noah. He just nodded and he looked he wanted to say something but he couldn't. Well I do that all the time so it's fine I guess.

I sit in my car and call my dad's doctor to check up on him. He picks up the call and I keep on the speaker and start driving.

"Good morning DR. Johnson",I greeted.

"Good morning Eleanor, I'm sure you called to check up on your dad",he chuckled.

"Yeah, how is he?",I asked.

"Mmm he's doing good sweetie",he answered suspiciously.

"Dr. Is the chemo working?",I ask.

"We can't tell anything about that El, he's weak and we're all trying our best",he said  and I slam my fist on my steering wheel and cursed myself. I should have stayed at home atleast I would be taking care of my dad.

I blink back my tears and take a deep breath "sure,can you tell him I will be visiting soon?",i questioned.

"Of course, take care",he cut the call and I murmured a thank you.

I walk into the restaurant where I see Ana and maya sitting across each other. Maya and I met 6 months ago in a grocery store. We both wanted the same ice cream flavor but there was only one tub. After minutes of bickering who should take it. We both came to conclusion that we'll each pay half price and then go to Maya's house so that we can eat it. We both badly needed ice cream because I had horrible cramps and her boyfriend cheated on her.

"Hey girls I'm here!",I exclaimed and sat beside maya.

"Hey stranger, how's the hot roommate?",Ana asked while keeping her chin on her hand.

"He's good?",I raised my eyebrows at there weird questions.

"So did you two have sex yet?", Maya blurted.

"Wha- of course not!",I nervously chuckled.

She raised her arms in surrender and smiled "shore shore",.

"Well I'm hungry, I wanna eat so that we all can shop easily with a lot of energy", Ana said.

We all ordered our foods and something to drink along with it. We then went to the mall to shop cause we need more clothes. There can never be too many clothes in the wardrobe.

"Hey we should go there", Maya said pointing to Victoria secret's store.

"Isn't your mom gonna freak when she finds out you lost your virginity before getting married", Ana giggles. Maya is half Indian and half American. So there this weird thing in Indian culture that girls need to be pure before marriage. Trust me I love Indian food and culture but this is a big no no. What the fuck does that even  mean.

"Well I don't give a fuck", she chuckles while we get into the store. I straight up went to the Beauty section cause I love their body lotions and sprays.

"Hey El maybe you should buy this",she said pointing to the red lace thong she had held up on her finger.

"Get me a XS",I whispered.

"She's definitely gonna get laid", Maya sighed while me and Ana just laughed.

I also find a matching red lace bra to pair with the thong and head to the changing room while they both pick their stuff.

I change into the lingerie and look at myself. Oh my god!! I do look hot. I quickly take a quick mirror picture and save it. I also get some normal underwear because I can't wear this always.

After hours and hours of shopping we all head to each of our apartments. I open the door to the apartment and see No one there. There's always Noah or Paris sitting there. Maybe they are in the room. I went to my room and kept my shopping bags on my bed and decided to call my dad. After calling non-stop for 20 minutes he didn't pick it up. Maybe he was sleeping or busy.

I didn't wanna be panicked so I called DR. Johnson. He immediately picked it up "I was just about to call you",.

"I've been calling dad since the last 20 minutes, why isn't he picking up?",I asked.

"He fainted, his body has become very weak because of the chemotherapy",he said.

"Is he going to be okay",I questioned and started pacing around the room.

"If he's going to be okay it will be a miracle,I'm so sorry El",he apologized and my heart broke.

"I'll talk to you later, please keep me updated",I sniffled. At that point I knew I was gonna lose the most important person of my life.

Tears started to fall out of my eyes and I constantly try to wipe them until I hear a knock on my door.

"Hey, you okay",he asked.

I quickly wiped my tears and cleared my throat "Yeah, I'm good",I lied.

"Can we talk?",he asked",

"Uh yeah", I tried to wipe my tears but they were not stopping. Noah came into the room with a worried look on his face.

"What's wrong, you can talk to me", he said. At that point tears started to fall out of my eyes and Noah pulled me into a hug. I rested my face against his collarbone because that's the only place I could reach. He smelled like peppermint and vanilla. I was afraid of ruining his t shirt with my tears so I thought of pulling back but he didn't let me go. He instead started to run his fingers on my back to soothe me.

After a while we pulled back from the hug and he asked "now can we talk?",

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