Chapter 7 - Reincarnation a blessing or curse in disguise... (Re-written)

Going up In his room, Allen closed the door and lay on the bed as he buried his head on the mattress, while his emotions were in turmoil but his heart also contain sense of excitement, given how would one feel after knowing that he got to live with girl he just had a crush and alone at that.

Rito was not going somewhere but his significance in Allen mind was close to nil, so poor guy was forgotten by both of them at that moment.

Taking in to consideration, Allen fixed his hair while smile at his reflection on the mirror hanging in his room, while his smile bloomed given he thought 'I am being a narcissist right now.'

Coming down he saw Mikan sitting on the sofa right side, while eating popcorn that she might have saved or must have baked for the show, she was watching right now. Mikan noticed him but tried to focus on television, while she saw him sitting on the other sofa to the left of her side, which was little far from her.

She felt a little relief and felt a little happy how considerate Allen was toward the situation, Allen also looked at the show which started to get interesting as it goes on, while he started to feel relieved himself given talking to a recent crush is kind of a hard job to do.

looking at Allen watching the show, She thought for sharing some of her popcorn with him giving it would be quite rude to not to ask him in the current situation. Mikan looked at Allen while saying " You want some." at which Allen nodded his head, as he took some from her while eating it with the show.

The show was an anime adapted by an manga, while it was first time for Allen to see them which was also included in his fun experience in this world. There were also comics of Marvel, Hollywood movie which he would come to know while recalling previous host memories slowly.

He had to stretch so far just to pick some popcorn... I have a lot of them and I don't think I can eat them all...

As the thought continue like that, the distance between them kept on shrinking

Big brother is now sitting their, he seemed to be looking at me... hmm! does he want some room or what...

Sometime by not saying anything, is the best way to let the girl guard down against you...

"Hmm!" looking left Mikan saw Allen body next to her while Allen also started to notice it and looked back to her, when he smile to ask " This anime seemed quite good don't you think so, I was not aware of such entertaining thing was around me."

"Uh-huh! I also think same."

"Oh! then do you have any idea of more about anime which had similar high-school genre."

"Yep, I can tell you more."

"Then I will be looking forward to have some look at those anime too, wait how will I watch them then, if it isn't shown on the tv."

"Aha! for that I had CDs for them."

"Plus with CDs player here we can watch them after sometime."

"you like them right, these anime series you are talking about."

'hmm! I can't say I like them, but I don't dislike them either and all those CDS were given to me by my father.'

"I had a hunch of that, given only uncle can make you watch them."

'At first I didn't use to like them, but now I started liking them a little giving they have very cute characters and designs.'

Soon the day passed as they talked about animes while Rito was more confused since both of them started talking casually while all that hesitation he saw at the door, was nowhere to be found among them. Rito thought it must be his misconception while he also joined them in there chat giving the atmosphere a unique warmth.

After the night descended and all of them walked out to have a night walk, since the beautiful breeze were flowing through the city with the hint of nice cold.

walking toward the park, the saw an ice-cream seller at the park, Allen ordered butterscotch flavour ice cream while the brother and sister duo order choco flavour ice creams. Looking at stars wild swinging on the swing.

looking at the brother and sister duo for some reason Allen felt a little jealous not because they were sister and brother, but on the fact that they can live such a peaceful life, they can live without taking other persons lives. People think that it going on adventure fighting demons becoming a hero and marrying a beautiful girl are what superior life is all about, but those who really had to go through all that will realise the life, no peaceful life they had at the beginning was what they wish to live.

' To live a peaceful life huh!

it is very hard to achieve, given I think I won't be able to live in this life span of mine.'

"Mikan will be going to that convenience store for a time being, I want to have some choco bar it's my favourite snack since I have to study about the thing I have left of my school, So I might be studying at night."

"Hmm! Alright." Mikan nodded as she looked at Allen, who waved at them and walked toward convenient store, for some reason she felt a little distant to Allen figure just for a second.

" Become, become stronger to defend not to kill someone, huh! what an impossible thing to be asked."

Allen smiled as he looked at the sky as he walked toward the shop, while a intense expression took over his face, as he looked at a certain alley!

It's an burning night? I'll let lust to dance for a while!

then...

Alright, Allen watched watchmen walking towards him, while the knife he has packed inside his sleeves, reemerge within his palm as he flipped it tightly to not to let it be seen by other person sight.

As for the reason why why they will be targeting him is because he didn't exist in this world while his forced method might have mutate his soul for this purpose, that is why the world is not rejecting him, but people who devour people soul would have interest in his soul.

A Succubus, would have interest inside his sole because of of his uniqueness, given they become powerful by sucking away the soul of a male, his soul can be counted as a power booster to her.

Watchmen extended his hand to grab talent shoulder but Allen was a step ahead given he twisted his body, while grabbing the hand which was about to tap on his shoulder and giving a light push toward him, the right hand which was in not any use, revealed a knife as he slashed in a silent manner cutting the throat in the process, while giving a light kick infused with Psion to through him in the Alley before any one could notice what happened there.

Using Psion, he melted knife which was thrown into the Alley removing the evidence in the process.

" I am sorry, if I was strong I could have helped you by removing you from the spell of the succubus."

look down as his face revealed a grief, but also new that even if that man was pulled out from the spell of the succubus he could only have live for a few days.

" then also, it is only an excuse I made myself to justify my action of killing a person, that is why my life is again burden by one more innocent life."

In truth, the ability Allen first awakened was a telepathic, yes a telepathy between two dimension through which sometime he experienced lives over lives of many people who looked like him and their name was also Allen. As a child immature mind, had to go through all those memories he become nature but in a twisted manner, of self deplorable guy.

In many novels out about reincarnation it is always shown that the protagonist is able to make up up with the the memories of his previous life and grow as a strong as possible impossible for a normal kid to do, well what they said was a truth but just a part of a truth because there were many supporting characters inside the novel which help the protagonist mind to develop in a unique manner.

but what about those guys you have no one to guide even if we have the knowledge of the thousand world he is still a human child not a God who can believe in such things with calm attitude.

Even though Allen look like a mature one but In all honesty he is just the kid who has matured in a twisted manner, that is why reincarnation is not a blessing but a curse in disguise.

why in all the Bible and the religion book is worshipped for natural order because it is is the only truth.