chapter ten.

JASON'S POV.

Jesca and her date Eli have invited me for dinner ,again .

That has actually been going on for a while now but today I ask her on why she is actually doing this .

"I am saving your social life dear and maybe hanging out with us will give you a push out of your walk in mansion sized closet".

She is lucky I had already decided to go so I don't cancel on her ,like I could actually cancel!.

Anyway Eli is a really funny girl ,I want to hear more of her country's stories.

"at our school girls holding hands ,or being close like always together was illegal. Some people actually got accused of being lesbians because they were holding hands and they were like so close.They were best friends ! , they were called lesbians because they where always together".

We all laughed at this , though it was actually also sad really people just go around assuming stuff like ! wow.

"if you were a tomboy then more danger for you dear !donot be close to any girl because every bit of your activities together will be romanticised!!!!.you eat together? then it's a date , you wash her clothes? you are playing husband to her ,you tell her you love her? we all know you mean Eros kind of love ". she adds on ,we keep on listening while eating our food .

"things get worse when you are actually caught dear ! you get EXPELLED . I think up to 10 girls have ever been expelled because of lesbianism in our school , and is not only my school .Every school expels any homosexual ever caught ,but then compared to being imprisoned by the government? -well it's better ".

"you hear Jason ?people are being expelled and here you are lying to your own best friend on your own sexuality!" says Jesca .

"I am going to tell the truth! I truly am-

"when ? when will you do it ?" Eli interupts me to ask .

"soon very soon ".I answer , it's now a few days to August ,so close to the day I promised to say it .They just roll their eyes like I won't actually do it .

You just wait , people soon I will be that" gay and proud "kind of guy!.

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On Friday night 26th July 2020 we have a double date after ten thousand years . Tonight in particular , nobody is busy ,even Gwen got no night shift and she and Rachel actually cooperated to make dinner.

When the food was ready and the table set we all get together to the table .

"before we start eating ,I got a suprise for my love Jason" announces Gwen before before we sat down .

I just look at her quizzically when she shows her hand which she had hid behind her back. She was holding something ,a box , a gift ? it was not even my birthday so-

"open it" she says as she hands me the box .I receive it but I still got a questioning expression on what's the meaning of all this.i open the mystery box and look at what it contains ,then I look at her to find her smiling like an idiot .I reach in to what was in the box ,I hold it and take it out .

She is still smiling ,I look at the thing again and I look at her again ,she is now smiling while nodding her freaking head .I actually look at the box again to make sure there was no another thing or clue I missed ,like a note or something explaining what's the meaning of this but the box is empty so I finally ask.

"WHAT THE HELL IS THE MEANING OF THIS?"

Then she actually has the audacity to laugh.

"Jason it's a pregnancy test ". she answers simply like I didn't notice what it was at first sight ! ,I see its a damn PREGNANCY TEST ! ,still doesn't answer my question.

"See its positive ? it means I am pregnant".and that's how I died, except I didn't actually die ,I just-

"wow ! oh my gosh !! Jason you are actually going to be a dad congrats broh!" .said Leo ,I just stood there mouth agape still unable to register what type of shit this is .

"come on guys let's eat" .

we sit down to eat and through out the dinner I wait for the moment that Gwen would just look at me and shout "JOKES!" so that we can all laugh at how funny and believable she sounded ,the moment never came .

"what do you mean you are pregnant?" I ask.

she actually looks at me like am crazy .

"Jason why are you asking that?" replies Leo as if I freaking asked him the damn question.

"is the holy spirit involved in this ? is virgin Mary your middle name ?are you going to give birth to Jesus Christ ? because last time I checked I never even had sex with you!" . now everyone was looking at me like I was crazy.

" Jason what are you saying ? I don't understand we never had sex ? I you actually denying having slept with me? I can't believe it !all the times you used to come in my house ! we even took pictures the other day -

"Jason how dare you ? how can you deny your own child?well if you are aren't ready to be a dad just deal with it ! ". says Leo but I just don't understand what is this going on ,it feels like a freaking nightmare .

Jesca actually starts to cry then Rachel rushes to go comfort her .

"I don't understand you men you go sleeping with girls but you don't want to be a father , what did you expect Jason? she is pregnant now just accept the facts instead of this stupidity you are doing !". Rachel screams at me ,and that is the last straw .I just walk out of the house ,take my car and drive away .

Away from all this bullshit .

No I don't rush in to a club to drink like there is no tomorrow that will be stupid .What if I meet another girl who will later on come to claim I got her pregnant?.

I do something better I go around driving people like I am a taxi driver because someone gotta earn some money for my son's Jesus college fund right?

I can't believe of how Gwen is such a bitch !!! How didn't I see this coming?

how could I see this coming?

I am so mad and so so shocked by this bullshit that happened am actually laughing so hard .

Gwen got me good ! I mean wow !

Did I have sex with her ?

Can you have sex with someone and not remember it ?

is that what happened on our first date?

I take out my phone and look at the pictures we supposedly took on our first date that is supposedly to be the day we hooked up and I can't with this!

I don't remember this first date okay?.

I don't remember anything of what happened on this date ! I never did! and that has never been an issue until tonight .How?

Can you suffer amnesia for just one day?

Can I just forget this one event in particular?

Whatever happened on that date night I know clearly I didn't have sex with her !

I know I didn't! just because I don't remember what actually happened doesn't mean-

Who on earth am I kidding! who will believe this shit ! who would actually believe me when I say this?

Hey I am gay ok? I know you all know about my girlfriend we were neighbours yah we took those pictures, then we moved in together and slept in the same room but I swear I have never screwed her ! I have never had sex with her and I am not the father of her child ! I am practically still a virgin ok?

I just drive around till I remember that petrol doesn't grow on trees then I go to where all this shit began.

No I don't go back to Leo's I am not in the mood to introduce myself to my son Jesus yet .I just go back home ,to my little sister because family is everything right?.

Maybe she will refer to all her fake dating knowledge and tell me what to do when your fake girlfriend gets pregnant and claims you are the freaking father when you never even had sex with her .