chapter twelve ...

LEO'S POV....

Jason and Gwen moved out of our house .I was surprised when Gwen said that she was pregnant ,she didn't tell me anything about being pregnant the last time we met .When did she get pregnant ?,for how long has she been pregnant ? she didn't say anything about it .

I havent been able to see her since they left the house but we have talked over the phone few times . She said that Mr and Mrs Beckett have always been around her so she got no chance to come see me .I miss her so badly and I hope when I meet her tonight she would tell me about this pregnancy she has .

What if the child is mine ? I don't know what I would do Rachel would be so angry and what about Jason ? what kind of friend would he say I am?

Gwen was first mine before being Jason's the only hinderence was Rachel .She had told me since I have a girlfriend and don't want to leave her she needs to date Jason.So that's how she was able to move in to my house .

Though I may be in love with Gwen I do know she is dating other people ,I know about her secret affairs with married men so that she can get money .

She says she is an actress ? she is just a girl with all the sugar daddies .I kinda feel sorry for Jason ,he was too blind to realize the mind games being played on him .

At first I actually believed that Gwen was in love with Jason ,they looked so much good together and the pictures they took it seemed like a way of her revenging me for being with Rachel instead .But I had tried to break up with Rachel I told her the truth ,I don't love her ,I told her to just go back to her home but everytime I do she clings more and more asking me to forgive her or give her a chance .

One day I was so mad at her so I told her how can I continue to date you if you won't even let me have sex with you ?or even kiss you? .It was a petty line , an excuse but she took it at heart , the next day she came forth and kissed me and after I was done being suprised I kissed her back.It didn't end there ,that was the night I screwed her .

I have been screwing her her alot oftenly since that day as a revenge for all the days I didn't and also because I simply miss Gwen alot .Rachel is nothing like Gwen ,she is too basic and naive but then what do you do when life gives you lemons?

"hey handsome " I hear Gwen's voice and a smile finds its way to my face .I turn my head to see. her right there wearing a denim skirt with a black tank top and black wedges .

"hey beautiful" I reply . Before she walks to go seat across my place from the spot beside me ,I grab her waist and turn to face her to kiss her .

it's not a polite kiss it's a oh my god I miss you so badly kind of kiss, a passionate deep and possessive kiss.

"here I am thinking you were joking when you said you missed me "she says when the kiss ends .I just stare at her like she spoke a foreign language

"one more kiss?" I ask .

"Leo I didn't come here to give kisses that's what kissing booths are for " she said while staring at me "I came here for much more " and with that I smile but then-

"aren't you pregnant?" I ask with concern written all over my face .

"come on I am just one month pregnant I can still do it " she replies then she sits on my lap ,I just swallow a lump I didn't know was stuck in my throat .Sensing that she adjusts herself moving about making her skirt go higher than how it was .

"I know Rachel made my boo cold so allow me to warm you up ". that's actually very stupid to say provided the turn our relationship took but I don't object her .

I am too busy running my hand all over her body to talk .I don't know what would happen if the truth gets discovered so I gotta enjoy my moment as I can .You only live once right?