being with him
Sanjana pov
After Suhani left I thought I will get some alone time but that doesn't happened Mr. Annoying didn't leave even he hijacks' my house, but its side to watch him in the morning, with his messy appearance he look handsome like greek god, his hair were on his forehead, making his look like an model.
He was continuously drooling over my legs, and he think I don't notice, I ask him to make a coffee truly I kind of liking his company.
With him I don't feel uncomfortable, his presence make me feel comfortable that is why I let him stay, but I still don't get it why Suhani let him stay it's kind of unbelievable. she the one who make rule no boys in the house it's mostly for her because we don't want her ex's to ever show here.
Now Mr. annoying need my help in college assignment, for me its a good excuse to stay alone but i don't think god is with me. we had our breakfast after that Raj went somewhere he said he will come back in 2 hour
and after that we go for little shopping. I already cancel that plan because i don't want to go out with him.
when he came back i will say to him that i don't want to shopping with him, but the bad thing is that i don't know how to cook, i can only make vegetable pulao and Meggie. thinking of that I already start on missing my friend making a sad pout, i was thinking she really make different food things she like cooking.
I am thinking to clean my room so went to my room, when i looking from where to start because I think i don't need my t-shirt and pants to put it on cupboard, i can easily find them on the table so why do i need to clean my room. but i can rearrange my book. because they all on my bad not like i am complaining.
when i am putting those books my eye fell on a box, its old wooden box which was given by my mom, i don't want to open this chapter again i said to myself again but i still took that box.
I am sitting in on bad thinking of that box my most beautiful memories are in that box which i don't want to open tears already following from eye i hug that box and put it on cup bored and hid that box i don't want that past to hunt me again i have to move on.
I took my phone from the table look at it asking myself, should i call or not but i finally dial a number. Suhani pick my call after some rings.
" hey " i said.
" hey " she said.
"...…." i don't know what say.
" he is okay know " she said.
"i....." i try to say something but words dint came out.
" i know " she said, and a smile came on face she knows me very well.
" don't tell him about...… like " i said.
" i know that to " she said.
she trust me so much without knowing my region she trust me so very much, she is very strong part of my life.
" i love you yarr " i said.
" i know that to " she said, and be both bust into laughter.
" i miss you " i said.
" aww " she said.
" Suhani i am s..... " i about say but she cut me.
" you don't have to, i know your upset " she said.
" bye, come early " i said.
" okay " she said and disconnect the call.
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Raj is taking shower it's quite a good morning, he has again have to go Sanjana house, and he is delighted that she didn't refuse me to stay with her.
he wrap towel around his torso and drying his hair. his phone ring he take look at it, mom flashing on the screen he pickup call and a smile came on my lips.
" hey mom " Raj said.
" what is this beta, where are you yesterday night, why didn't you came home yesterday and...…" mom ask so many question in one go he have to cut her in middle.
" mom, if your not letting me talk how i will i Answer " Raj said smiling.
" are you okay son? " mom ask.
" i am okay mom don't wary " he said.
" so why are you not taking my call "she ask.
" mom my phone went off yesterday, i am with my friend , i just came from her house that is why i didn't call you mom" he said truly.
"is everything okay " she ask again with concern.
" yes mom "he said.
" why don't you came home on this weekend "she ask.
" mom i have stuff to do " he said pouting, he really don't want to upset his parents but he can't leave her right know.
" okay "she sound disappointed.
" mom.... don't be upset yarr i really have work " he said " okay i try to came if i completed my stuff okay " he said.
" okay " she said still little bit upset.
" know tell me about her, if there any progress " she ask, he know what she want to know, she want to know about Sanjana.
" mom i don't thing, i should think about her what if she already have some one in her life " he don't know why he said this he just want to share with someone, that he am scared to lost his first love.
" So what beta, its not compulsory that if now she have someone in her life, he will with her in future " she pause " may be when she know you she will fall in love with you " she said try to explain his, she can feel sadness in her son voice how can she let him give up so soon.
" my son if you love somebody you should be happy in his happiness, even if she was happy with someone else, love is a beautiful feeling and every buddy should feel it at least once and if you lucky enough you will get love of your life" she said.
" mom i know your philosopher, you don't have to proof me " he said and both chuckled.
" i am just saying the fact son " she said, with a small smile.
" did one person love is enough " he ask " will my love will enough for both of us " he said what's in his mind.
" its depends on how you think about love " she said.
" what that mean " he ask.
" its means love can never be enough, it's like as much as you get, you crave for more, love is like desert, means how much food you eat it doesn't completed without desert " she said.
" yes mom " he said.
after he call office, tell them about work and tell them he will be available on call. because he want to go for his girl house.
even after knowing that someone else is may be important to her my love for her doesn't change. i may not be important for her know, but i know one thing that i will be part of her life and whenever she needs a friend i will we with her specially knowing how alone she is he thought to himself.
flashback( yesterday night )
he is looking at her for brief time sleeping in car, but he still didn't have a heart to wake her up, then he hear some sound which is coming from her beg, he open her beg and she her phone is ringing, Suhani flashing in that ihe pick up the call, quickly doesn't want to disturbed her beauty sleep.
" hello " he said Listing to his voice Suhani became alert.
" why do you have Sanjana phone and where is she " she ask, Suhani is very protective for her friend Raj can feel that.
"hey Sanjana sleep in my car and i don't know her address, so i am taking her my home " he said in whispering town.
" no...… i send you address you can bring her here " she said, she can't trust random guy.
" okay " he said. after two min a message pop in my mobile, in which her address is written. he put Sanjana hair behind her ear which is disturbing her and start the car. he reach her house in just 10 min.
he pick her up like bridal style, she snuggle in his arm like cute puppy after finding comfortable position she stop snuggling he took her to her apartment. her friend is waiting for them so she instantly open the door.
"come " she said.
he nodded and she lead him to a room which is Sanjana room. he put her on her bed and her friend stand there all the time. he see her smiling in sleep.
" lets go " Suhani said.
when they come out from room Suhani offer him glass of water and ask him to sit. went to kitchen, open the frige
" bear " she ask.
" yeah " he said, Suhani bring two bear bottle from fridge. and pass him one and sit in front of him.
" so " she said.
" so.... what " he ask.
" do you like her " she ask. he is not expecting this direct question, but he is not scared to say truth.
" yes " he said, she look into his eye for confirmation, she can see the sincerity in his eye.
" she have no one, and she has the purest heart in the world so please don't heart her " Suhani said sincerely after some time. it clearly showing she really care for Sanjana.
" i won't " Raj said formatively.
" it's already very late if you want, you can stay here but we don't have extra room but you can use couch " she said.
" thanks " he said, because he am really tired and he don't want to derive, also his can live under one roof with his girl.
" Raj, i.. know you like her in a good way so please remember, don't talk with her about today incident it will heart her " she advice him and left to her room.