Sanjana pov
its night time and i am turning and tossing in bad but still i am not able to sleep, whatever happened today is expected, I knew from the beginning that he will behave like that because he is always like that, he only believe what he show he didn't think before reacting.
but i am feeling upset off course its hurt, but now i should not think about him, but my mind is not lettings this things go i am still bother about it. i am not able to sleep. i see my phone light is flashing. i took myin my phone
'hi' its message from Raj.
now a days his presence really bothers me, i don't know i just cant able to stop my self from being affected by him. its like kind of magic spell, his presence make me happy, i feel protective round him its like...ahh. i don't know what is this feeling.
in the morning also i feel he is bother about something he didn't said anything but somehow i feel he is, i again open my phone.
' hi ' i message reply.
' hi ' he again message.
' still awake ' he ask.
' yes same as you ' i reply,
' are you okay ' he said,
i can feel it he really care for me, i feel i don't have to say anything to him he understand many things without my saying. i don't know how, in a very small time he just came close to me.
' yes ' i said.
' why what happened ' i ask,
i know he can knows but i don't want to admit it that i bother about morning incident.
i know i can trust him but still i am not ready to show my weakness to anybody not even him.
' i am feeling sad ' he said.
' why ' i ask being confused.
' is that something related to morning ' i ask he looks very angry in the morning
' what did ankit and you talking '.
' who ankit ' he said.
' whom you talking in class ' i said ' come on you don't know whom you taking ' i role my eye.
' ohh that nothing, just general intro ' he said.
' really ' i know he is not telling me something definitely fishy.
' yaah really ' he said.
' you dint answer my question ' he said.
' which is ' i said.
' that are you coming for ice-cream ' he said, and my lips curved into a smile.
' when you ask that ' i send with confuse emoji.
' just know ' he said. and suddenly my i feel my chicks burring ahh god why I'm blushing.
' but its already late and it get late when came ' i said.
'yes or no ' he said. i really want to go because ice cream is best option this time but i know its already late.
' yes ' i dint want to say no i about to say farther but
' look out the window ' he said. i get up from my bad came to window lookout the window.
he is standing there ling on his car, and looking like Greek god, like very very delicious ahh what even I'm thinking. he look at the window and our eye met, look at me and i cant take my eye off, just cant able to break the eye contact. what is happening to me why i am feeling like that. i came back to earth when my phone vibrate.
' come ' its his message.
i quickly change and make my hair, i am standing in front of mirror, i think i am looking good, what i am doing i never went out with any boy specially in this time.
i came out the door lock it and went to downstairs my apartment is on second floor. i am feeling nervous and excited.
i went to him, when he see me he dint take his eye of my eye for some second. then he open the door for me i sit with him he didn't say anything he just came and sit in driving seat. he came close to face and tie seatbelt for me he went to back to his seat and start the engine.
" how do you know i will go with you in this time " i said breaking the silence. small smile crept on his lips.
" i just know " he said.
" how !! what if i say no to go with you " i said rolling my eye.
" i know you wont " he said. i look at him with confused look.
" why " i ask making pout, i may be say no.
" because you are foody " he said with smirk.
he look at me, i role my eye and we both bust into laugh. he is smiling looking at me and suddenly i again feel blush crept on my face, i look out of the window to hide my blush. cooled wind giving tingling feeling, and city looking beautiful with moon light.
" your looking beautiful " he said and my chicks turn into light shade of pink.
" thankyou " i said, looking out of window.
" you still dint tell me, what are you doing in front of my house at this time, don't tell me you came for ice cream " i said changing to topic.
" actually..... " he trailed of " i have to go home morrow so i just came to meet you " he said. and suddenly my all happiness vanish.
" home... " why i bluer out suddenly feeling very upset.
" yaah for someone important.. " he entrapped by a phone call i see towards it his phone, Janu is flashing on it he stop the car in side and pickup the call.
and my mind wandering about important who important, what am i even thinking he already told me he love some one but that's not a problem, problem is that why i am even affecting. because he is your friend my told me i really want to believe that but my heart still seems bothered.
he completed the call and when he is talking he is smiling, and for the first time i dint like his smile because its not for its for someone else.