Feeling of distress

Last night after taking pills, Juliane slept quite properly than before few days. She woke up early than other days. She made breakfast for her. Then started eating it including surfing on internet. She searched for the results of "Insomnia". She found many negative results. Patients of insomnia had high chance of going into depression when the condition starts to get worse. She was letting herself make worry a lot about her disease where the situation was just small as a pin as per her doctor.

But some strange happened when she was looking for insomnia results. She ended up watching a motivational video which taught about how to deal with the problem which Juliane was facing. Juliane got inspired from that motivational video and started searching for part time night duty job. She applied where ever she found easier and left for school. After school she went for her job as usual. While she was doing her duty, she got a phone call. From a place where she had applied for part time night duty job, she was accepted as a cashier in a grocery store. She was happy to listen that and said the owner that she will come to the store and do other formalities. Now she was excited about how her new job will be. She finished her duty and went to the address she was called for her new job. She met the owner. The owner of the store told that she had to work on the store till 2 am and return to her home. She will only be working as a cashier as there were other people divided for different works. It was easier for her because her home was near from her workplace and she will also get time to take those pills and sleep. Thinking about all these reasons, she finally decided to work a night duty job as well. But one thing that was hitting her was she hadn't told about it to her dad yet. She was waiting for the call from William. She said to the store owner that she will start doing job from next day and left for home. When she just arrived home, she got a call from William. She picked it up and started talking. Later on, she told William that she is going to start a night duty job from tomorrow. Listening that William asked for the reason to do that job and Juliane just said that she was feeling lonely which was the main reason behind this decision. William asked the rules of that store and Juliane too told him everything so he won't worry about her much. This time though she did not get guts to tell her dad the things whatever the doctor told her. They hanged up after talking for few more minutes. Juliane then got freshen up, made dinner and ate it watching repeat telecast of her favorite game. After eating dinner and doing dishes, she went to bed.

She thought for a while that if she could control her emotional feelings and make herself brave, not a single disease could touch her. She determined herself to be a brave and courageous person so that she could get rid of the disease which was pulling her towards it. She took a pill and went to sleep.

Another day and Juliane wakes up early again. Pills were working, they were giving her enough sleep she needed at least of 6 hours. So, she started feeling sound in her body. She did not make breakfast today, instead she made brunch which could be useful to eat after coming late night at home from job. She ate her brunch and went to school. Again as usual after school, she went for job. After finishing that duty, she went to her new job which she was going to start today. She was all ready for her new job. As the night went on, Juliane felt alone there too as she used to feel in home. Her phone rang. It was William who was calling. She looked here and there, seeing no one, she answered the call. She started talking with her dad about his trip. She also showed her new workplace to William and told him not to worry about her. A customer entered the shop and she had to hang up the call. She made the bill of that customer and received money. Juliane was trying to make herself comfortable in the surrounding by her brain but only her heart knew how distressed she was without William. She tried to motivate herself and make herself work hard so she could distract her consideration for unnecessary things. She found this as the only one option to cure herself from distress. There were 2 other people working with her on that time. One was of same age as Juliane we can say and another was 5 years older approximately. So in total there were three person in that store. After the time was over of their duty, the older one used to live there in the godown of the store so, he used to keep the keys of the store. Today's time was over so Juliane started packing her things and after getting her things packed, she went towards her home. The boy also came just behind Juliane. Juliane did not got to find that she was being followed. She came to her house and went inside. She sighed out loud since she was tired and then went to be freshen up. After getting fresh, she warmed her brunch which she made morning. She ate it so fast because she was starving a lot. Then she took one pill and went to sleep. Until she got sleep, she thought about her day which just spent. Starting from making brunch, eating it and going school, after that going to job and working for hours, then again going to her new job and getting new experience. She just remembered that she did not even introduce herself to her work mates. She promised herself that she will introduce herself nicely to them and make them be friend with her tomorrow. Thinking of all these things, she just went to sleep.