Ex

Time flies so fast, they say. That's true. Because my three days vacation with my family is super boring. Though, Dad didn't extend because they might have a lot of work to do. I have nothing to say in that, they still have a lot of time, they are so busy. I just maybe spend a lot of time. But I also need to review because our next semester is near. I have to review though, especially now second sem. I'm still a little nervous about Sir Rellente because of his terror.

Like I said my two friends didn't show up. One week left before we bid our goodbyes to the vacation. Maybe we'll just take advantage of that one week.

"It's fun!" I said. We are here now at BGC. What else is it. Last week is my vacation with my fam then now, hanging out with my friends and block mates. Lots of people on the dancefloor. Jezley and Heart and I were at a table together with our classmates. Anissa, Mayesah and Meryl look at me the same way. It looks like they're wearing fabric defects but let it go. Tonight, I'm wearing a simple black tube and white skirt matched with my black boots up to my knee. My hair is in a bun and I wore my simple silver necklace. I don't know what went through my mind to wear silver.

Heart handed me something. Me again? "Here's yours,"

"I'll just drink, me again?" I protest.

"Pure complaint, drink it!" He's blushing because he's taken a few shots of tequila before. While I remained sitting on the sofa. I feel like I've lost energy. Maybe I'll go to the dancefloor later. I drank my shot and I feel it in my stomach.

Damn alcohol, why so good to be bad.

"Good," he still laughed as I handed him the glass. I immediately sipped a lemon. He also sat next to me.

"Where's Jezley?" I asked. He sniffed at the other table so I looked there. The guys we're all familiar but I don't know. She was laughing there while her hand was on the man's thigh! It's so funny too!

"The toy," I muttered.

The person next to me laughed as he swallowed the drink. He is drunk. How can we go home later when we're all drunk?

I went to the dancefloor, everyone was dancing, enjoying. On my right hand was my drink, I enjoy dancing when someone grab me. What the fuck?

"Don't touch me!" I shouted. But he did not stop as we were not far from the sea of ​​man.

"I said, Don't touch me! I don't know you!"

I was surprised when the man faced me. We are out here now but I can still hear the sound and shouting from the dancefloor. I immediately fell silent when I saw who he was. It's been a year since I meet him. We broke up two years ago when I was in my senior high. I don't why is he here. Standing in front of me.

I cross my arms over my chest. "That's how you feel." He laughed. I don't know, but I have this feeling that he still can't move on? I can see the bitterness in his eyes. But we're friends, we're civil, we're good. That's matter.

"You grabbed me. How do you feel I'm going to react, happy? You can, someone pulls you that you don't know, can you be happy? But because you're a man, you can't relate. That's why you're just pulling just like that."

He looked at me. "You can't even recognized me," he said in a bitterness tone. Why is he like this. I do not like it. We're over. "You knew me, Kane. You knew every single one of me."

"Yes. But I already forgot it years ago. Your just my friend. We're friends, right? There's nothing bitter about it." Because he seems to be bitter to the two of us!

He laughed bitterly.

"Because it's been a year, I forget everything." I said.

He nodded. "What do you think I am here?" he asked.

"Why asked me that?" I asked back.

"Because I'm not yet done. Kane, you know that right? I don't want to end up with someone. You push me before. I have no choice so I did what you want and it really breaks me knowing that you wish me to be gone. "

Damn it. Why does he have to relive the past? I already burred myself in that. I don't want you to think about the yesterdays that I also try to avoid until now. Did he think that was easy for me too? No! I am the one who broke up with him, but that's nit the reason I won't be hurt anymore! I was also hurt that was what he wanted to hear. I don't regret all that because that's what it should be.

"I didn't wish you to be gone, Marxie. All I wish is for your own good. For our own good. If we continue that relationship, it comes to worse and toxic relationship and I don't like toxic relationship, so I decided to broke it. I have no regrets after all. Seeing you right now, you're doing well. I'm happy. " I smiled to him.

He's jaw clenched. He doesn't seem to accept what I said but he needs to swallow you now. Deal with the reality, dude.

"You're hurting me." he said. As if it's my fault to say those words. That I should have regretted that but I didn't.

"I'm just stating the fact, Marxie. You're just my ex before. That's all. I don't want to rely on you now and show that we can still. Because for me, if I end it, I will end it forever." I said directly into his eyes.

He looked at me too. Right now, I am no longer afraid of his eyes. He's been part of my life, yes. But we're not really meant for each other. But I'm thankful because without him, I don't realize things before when I'm with him.

Just remember the things you've done, weather it is painful or not, you should still value that experience, especially the learnings. You learned things by your mistakes. And your mistakes makes you stronger and and a fighter. That's how I built myself.

"You changed a lot,"

"I have to," I replied.

"Why?"

"Because people change. And feelings fade as well, Marxie. My feelings for you are gone. A years ago." I never want to say those words to him but he made me do.I will say those words but if that's the reason to hate me. Then, I will.

"It's clear to me. You already have new?"

"I have my friends."

"Boyfriend,"

"Well, if that's bothering you I don't-"

"Kane! You shot! Langford is here looking for you!" Jezley shouted. What the heck?

"Who's Langford?" he looked at me as if I betrayed him. Your wrong.

"Mind your business." I said before I ran towards Jezley. Marxie followed me but I ignored her.

"Kane, who's Langford! Why you didn't tell me!"

"Kane, answer me!

I closed my eyes before facing him. "Shut up!"

"Who's that guy? Are you in a relationship ?!"

I sat on the sofa before swallowing your Black label that had been waiting for me. He was tied up standing in front of me. I leaned my back on the sofa and looked at him.

"You know what, you're desperate," I muttered.

She messed up her hair. "You know what? You're heartless! You don't know how to feel! You say those words to hurt me! What do you think of me numb ?!" He shouted.

"Don't shout at me!"

"You made me do!"

Her eyes reddened as I remained staring at her. People don't care, they keep dancing, because of the noise we really need to shout.

"What's going on here?" Someone spoke. I knew immediately who it was. I poured the wine again and you immediately swallowed. Draw that down my throat that excites myself.

"Mind your business, Dude." Marxie's answer was clear. His fist was clenched. His gaze flickered back and forth between Langford and me.

Believe what you think.

"Who are you?" Langford said, coolly. But it was obvious to him that he wanted to punch Marxie.

Marxie laughed. "So, your the boyfriend?" Marxie looked at me. He showed me that my types, like Langford, were gloves.

"What?" Langford laughed. "What if I am? Can you do anything?" defiant says Langford. I remained seated as if watching an intense scene in the movie. Even if they fight in front of me, I don't care. Men really.

"Yes. Because before he loved you, I was before you."

"So, you're the ex-boyfriend, then?"

"So what, if I am?" Marxie replied.

"You know what, their are two types of exes, the one who's moving on, and the one who can't move on. And you now what we're you belong?"

"I don't need your words."

"Let me tell you this,"

"I'm trying to lose my tempered. I'm gonna punch you."

"You're like a pathetic guy who's desperate to be back on his girl that he lost a year ago."

"And you know what, I want to punch your face right now," Marxie said in a strong voice. His fist was already clenched as his breath got faster and faster and so did Langford.

But before the melee happened, Heart kicked so it didn't continue. Honey.

"Marxie, leave her first. She's tipsy. And please, not now. Not now that we're enjoying ourselves." Heart said, he has been listening but he is not speaking. Maybe he understood that too. It was as if he had lost his drunkenness because of my argument with Marxie.

Marxie nodded before leaving. But before that, he gave me an "We're-not-yet-done" look.

Langford sat on the other sofa opposite me. I looked at him but I just didn't speak.

"I'm sorry Marxie, James. He drank that too. But I was surprised because he's here. I thought he's in the states. But others said, he just came home earlier so I'm wondering. But I understand now."

"Who is he?" He was looking at me but I had no intention of telling him. I added your Black label again. Fuck, it will make me drunk.

Heart sneezed. He really lost sleep earlier because of what happened. "Kane's ex-boyfriend. Marxie Vito Delo Santos."

No one spoke to us. No one dared to ask any more questions. I don't know but Langford immediately took my glass and translated it before effortlessly gulping it down.

What's your problem?

"You didn't tell me, Kane," he said calmly still looking into my eyes.

I sighed. "For what?"

"To inform,"

I laughed. "What are we?

"We're human."

"What about us?"

"What about us?" he's jaw clenched.

"Well..."

"Well, what?"

"You're just a stupid motherfucker." I said. I know he will be mad at me but that's the only way I can hurt him. And for him to stay away from me. Yes, I accept that I'm being heartless here in the story but I can do both antagonist and Protagonist character. Consider me as the villain.

"Kane, your mouth! Omigod, fix it!" Heart said. He also didn't like what I said. Me too.

"I just need to." I said, calmly. Hate me now.

"I understand. Stupid motherfucker? Yes, I am. I'm fucked up since I started my life with my fucking father and no one can ever change that." That was not the answer I expected from him. I thought he was cheapening me but he didn't.

I translated again before it was swallowed again. Encouragement. Damn it. I stood up and Heart was surprised so he stood up too. Langford looked up and down at me. I saw how he's Adam's apple moved.

No goodbye I pulled him in towards the outside.

Starting today, I will be the puller. I went to the parking lot to get in my car while still holding his hand.

"Kane, you can't drive. Your drunk." I confronted him. I gave him a seductive smile while biting my lower lips. He swallowed as I did that.

"Drive me," That's when the time I crashed my lips into him.

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