Chapter 111

Paris is smiling as I watch my mom walk towards me "mom-" "Silas kitchen now" she grabs my hand dragging me

"What the heck was that?" I hear Paris's whisper as I'm being pulled away. "Am I dead? Or were you and Trevor kissing?" We turn to each other

"No you're not dead I'm dead, and gone to heaven"

"What's going on?"

"I don't know honestly, he came over and was like he's completely ok with us being together" "But he's not gay"

"Thank you! I've been saying that this whole time! I don't know what to believe mom, he's kissing

me and telling me it's all ok but last week he was screaming" "What do you want?"

"To not feel so guilty..."

"Why do you feel guilty?" I shrug, why shouldn't I feel guilty?

"It's complicated" turning I watch him and Paris talk, their words are inaudible but he's laughing. I gulp at the sight of Paris making him feel good "I'm going to take what I can get."