Please, Forgive Me. Because I'm Not The Perfect

"Dads is too emotional, angry and underestimates what we both do. All the insults and curses we received that night." Rafa said quietly and annoyed.

"We were kicked out, even though Mom was trying her best to prevent us from leaving the house.

"But in fact, he is trying his best to kick us out if we don't obey his orders." Rafa continued the conversation. Wira patted the Raja's shoulder as if to say to be patient.

"Rian and I, of course, are disappointed with our fathers' attitude. So we both decided to go out of the house and follow the twins." Wira smiled contentedly saying this.

Putri looked confusedly at her twin brothers, still not believing the reason they explained about last night's incident.

"Rafa, did you know that last night dad and mom fought? And do you also know where is mom right now?" Putri said slowly and hesitantly, not even daring to look at her brother's face at this time.

"Roy called us last night. He said that mom needed space to think. She would stay at the place of Surya and Leyna." Rafa replied and explaining.

Putri was surprised to hear her brother's answer. Why didn't she think that her mother would go to her first brother's place?

"But what do you know, if it's dad..." Putri's words stopped. And subconsciously bit her lower lip, everyone looked at her curiously.

"What's wrong with Dad?" Asked Wira, looking worried about Putri's unanswered words.

"Dad? He slapped mom. That's what caused mom to leave the house." Said Putri stammered.

Suddenly, Raja pounded the table, making a loud cracking sound.

"Did you say, dad, give slapped to mom? Are you sure?" asked Raja and looking very annoyed.

"Putri, say it! Are you sure he did that to mom?" Asked Rafa was now observing Putri sharply.

Wira covered his face with his right hand. A look of regret appeared on his face. "I shouldn't have left the house last night," Wira said quietly, and Mega held Wira's hand tightly to show her empathy.

"I didn't see it, but I could hear all the fights between mom and dad last night," Putri answered without hesitation.

"I saw mom come out with a sad face and still holding her cheek," said Putri unconsciously touched her cheek too, as if she felt the pain experienced by her mother.

"Dad has gone too far. Where did mom go wrong? Is it for defending his son? Only we didn't comply with his request to learn to do business in his company!" said Raja angrily.

"Or because what we do will not guarantee anything in the future," Said Rafa who unconsciously crushed the canned drink he was holding.

"I beg you to go home, please." Putri pleaded and hoped that Raja and Rafa would listen to her.

"We can't do that, Putri. We can't go home," said Raja flatly.

"He's already kicked us out of the house. Maybe we're not even considered his children anymore." Rafa smiled sinisterly as he spoke.

Putri knows that her twin brother was hurting and sad.

"Pease. Our father didn't mean to..." Putri's words were cut off.

Raja was starting to look emotional. "Oh... come on, Putri! We are not dad's favorite son. We are not like you." Said Raja loudly, and Putri looked surprised by her brother's words.

"What do you mean, Raja?" asked Putri in a loud voice.

Rafa tried to keep Raja from speaking, but his efforts were in vain, and Raja kept saying what he was thinking.

"You know! Whatever mistakes you make. Surely dad and mom will always protect you. It's so different from us!" Said Raja and again looked annoyed.

"What are you talking about it? I don't understand?" Putri was even more surprised by Raja's behavior.

"Raja, stop it!!" said Rafa annoyance,

"It's time for you to know, Putri. It is such a coincidence because Mega is also here, so she can hear the truth," said Raja and pointed at Mega, who looked confused.

Andi wanted to defend Putri but was restrained by Putri, and Andi immediately closed his mouth again.

"You know? How many criminal acts have you done and managed to escape? How much did our father struggle so that no media would know about your bad attitude to Mega? And has Dad ever kicked you out of the house?"

Raja's words were really out of control. Putri could only sit quietly and froze with all his words. Even at this time, Putri began to hold back her tears not to come out.

Putri never imagined that her brother harbored this kind of an annoyance for her.

"Raja, enough!! We've already discussed this, haven't we? And this isn't the time." Rafa kept Raja from speaking for a long time.

Meanwhile, Wira looked stunned and couldn't believe what his brother had said.

"Raja! Please, hold your emotions." Wira said and trying to intervene.

Mega looked at Raja in disbelief. For some reason, Putri was sure she could see Mega's smile of satisfaction when she realized that Putri had been cornered.

"Huh! Why is he so mad at us? What have we done?? We don't do anything embarrassing. We just prove that we can also be useful and successful people as he expects." Raja spoke again.

"But in fact, all our best efforts were never rewarded by dad. Do you know what it's like to be dumped by your parents?" Raja was continuing his conversation, didn't seem to care about Rafa and Wira trying to calm him down.

"You never feel that thing, Putri. No..! You never, because they love you too much than us," continue Raja with disappointment.

"Hk... I'm so sorry." Putri's words made the atmosphere quiet.

Raja did not continue his speech.

"At first, I hoped that we could all get together again." Putri's voice began to tremble, and she was still holding back her tears from coming out.

"We can try to improve the situation and the relationship in our family." This time, she couldn't hold back a single tear.

Immediately, Putri wiped her tears.

"If... If my presence in this family, it turns out that many are suffering. And too many differences are felt. Once again, I apologize to you, Raja, Rafa, Wira, and Mega, especially." Putri got up from her seat.

Andi didn't know what to say, could only look at Putri and followed her to get up from her seat.

"Perhaps, it would be good if I was never around," said Putri and slightly holding back tears.

Wira turned his face towards Mega. And Mega only looked at Wira with sympathy.

"Putri? what are you talking about?" Andi said very slowly and started to worry.

"I'm so sorry. I hope you all can forgive me, please. I'm not the perfect human. All I can do is make mistakes and get all of you in trouble," said Putri with tears.

"I apologize to all of you. I promise not to make you suffer or disturb you all."

Putri turned around and left her brothers, running a little and hoping to leave the room soon.

Andi quickly followed Putri, while Rafa followed Putri and caught up with her on the ground floor.

"Putri, wait!" Rafa said.

Andi and Putri's steps stopped.

Putri looked at her brother then looked down. "Putri? Please forgive Raja. He's still emotional about what happened last night." Rafa held Putri's shoulder.

"It's ok. I've never been angry with Raja." Said Putri was still holding back her tears.

"I know. You must be shocked to hear Raja say that." Rafa's calmer voice made Putri dare to look at her brother.

"For you know, dad also slapped Raja last night. Even, he ruined Raja's painting in front of him. That was enough to make Raja feel disappointed for our dad's attitude." Raffa explained.

"Painting?" Putri asked,

"Yes. That painting. The painting that we told earlier. Dad ruined it in front of us and said the things we did were rubbish and something useless," Rafa sighed.

"That's when Raja started comparing him and you, Putri. He thought what he did was not as bad as what you did before." Rafa explained again and saw the look on Putri's face.

"But calm down. Raja didn't mean anything from what he said. It was just a matter of comparison. So, why should our problem be exaggerated." Rafa gently stroked Putri's head.

"Yes, Rafa. I understand why Raja says it to me," replied Putri.

"I will go home," Putri in a low voice.

Rafa took a deep breath and he began to run out of words in front of Putri.

"Andi, please take care of my sister. Please take her home." Rafa glanced at Andi. And Andi nodded quickly.

"There's someone I need to calm down. In fact, he's my older brother because we're only 3 minutes apart. But if I think about it now, he's just like the last big brother who gets cranky easily." Rafa said with a smile.

Putri and Andi left Rafa. She looks very shaken, Andi tries to calm her down many times, and it doesn't seem to work.

This time, Andi let Putri let out all her sobs. Couldn't say anything, could only hug Putri tightly as if Putri could hear Andi's heart, who faithfully accompanied Putri in her sorrow.