Mom, dad? Please, don't fight anymore

Putri Notes,

* Have you ever felt alone?

* Have you ever felt like everything is moving away from you?

* Have you ever blamed your life?

* Or have you ever felt happy?

Have you ever thought, only time always accompanies you faithfully?

* A friend who will always be by your side without you asking.

* A valuable friend who always gives valuable lessons about what you have been and will go through.

* A cruel friend, who will have the heart to leave you in sadness.

* A friend who does not ask for the slightest happiness from you.

* A friend who will go on with or without you.

*But a precious friend, who always teaches a lesson,

* So that you can appreciate your time.

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For the past three days, Putri has always locked herself in her room after school.

Even at school, there is more silence than before. Andi couldn't even comfort her at all. Several times, Andi tried to comfort Putri and asked her to go even if it was just to watch, but many times Putri balked at her friend's invitation.

Putri prefers to go straight home after school. Andi could not force his will.

The atmosphere at home is no more comfortable than school. Wira and Rian must have returned home. They were back on the day Putri visited Raja and Rafa.

Wira's attitude is colder than usual, while Rian tries to make the atmosphere of the house more lively. Putri hardly saw her father at every dinner she passed.

Roy said that his father needed rest. Roy didn't tell her much. Roy looks very busy with all the work given by Bambang.

Wira always tries to stay away from Putri. It makes Putri is uncomfortable with this situation. It made her think that this was all her fault. She is the cause of the breakdown of this family relationship.

Putri looked at the photo album, which was quite large and thick. She took it from the bookcase in the family room and brought it into her room. Smiling to herself, looking at the tiny faces of her brother. Some photos show how harmonious their family is.

Putri felt pain in her wrist. She put the photo album beside her. She felt pain in her right wrist. These few nights, Putri tried to make a lot of scratches on her arm.

But her courage was not strong enough to cut deeper, even though she tried again and again.

The incision marks were still clearly visible, even the intense pain and swelling she left for days.

Putri tries to cover the incisions she makes by always using long sleeves. Even at school, she uses sweaters with the excuse of being sick.

Putri sat with her knees bent. Don't know what she was thinking that led to the idea of ​​ending her life?

What she does always does not end in a good thing. Even the people around her that she loves are slowly starting to drift away. Putri knows if she seems selfish and thinks that she is the one who suffers the most. In reality, she couldn't handle all the disharmony in her family.

Her tears have often been in tears every night. Even now, Putri is still able to cry over her situation.

For a long time, Putri lamented herself in the room. The atmosphere after dinner went very quickly. Everyone had returned to their bedrooms. Putri is not sure if her sobs can be heard by her brothers.

Putri stopped her crying and wiped her nose long. She seems to hear the noise of the crowd outside. Her voice was familiar, and she was sure it was her mother's.

Putri ran outside, and she found Wira and Rian already outside the room. The two of them looked down at the ground floor, noticing the crowd in the family room, which could be seen immediately on the second floor, where they were all standing watching.

Putri looked down, and she saw the figure of her mother, Bambang, and also Roy.

The three of them were arguing. Their voices were too loud and filled the whole room in the house.

"Mariana!!" said Bambang loudly, "Is it appropriate for your attitude as a wife and mother of your children?" Bambang raised his voice, even more, trying to keep up with Mariana's loud voice.

"Enough, Bam! You should be asking yourself first? Who deserves or doesn't?" Mariana answered no less loudly.

"Why do you all always act like children. Can't you be mature, like your age?" Roy's words were no less loud, making him the center of attention.

"Mom?" Putri shouted from above. Her mother immediately looked at Putri's face sadly.

Putri immediately ran past Wira and Rian, quickly descended the stairs, and rushed to her mother. She hugged her mother tightly.

Mariana also returned Putri's hug with a kiss on the forehead.

"My sweetheart," Mariana said while hugging Putri.

"Mom, dad? Please, don't fight anymore." Said Putri, who was now crying.

Bambang looks shocked by Putri's words and takes a breath to regulate his emotions.

"You'd better talk about your problems outside and not inside the house," Roy spoke again,

Mariana seemed to agree, and Bambang couldn't continue their fight in front of the children. Mariana loosened her arms, but Putri seemed unwilling to let go of her mother's embrace.

"Putri, my dear. Later you have to come with me. I promise always to be beside you. You don't be sad anymore, Putri." Mariana said and wiping her daughter's tears,

"What do you mean, mom? Why I must come with you?" Putri asked very confusedly, then looked at her father's face, which immediately turned his face away.

"Ok, Bam! We'll talk about this outside. I think we've made enough of this mess in the house," said Mariana was now looking at Wira and Rian, who had not moved and were still staring.

"I'm coming with you," Roy said,

"No, Roy. You don't need." Bambang refused his son's invitation.

"Yes, Roy, you don't have to come. We think we're all grown up and won't act like kids." Mariana replied to her husband's words.

"As long as you all promise, you must think calmly and without emotion." This time Roy looked at his father with a sharp glare, considering that his father was the one who could not control his emotions.

"You don't have to worry." His father said reassuringly.

"I'm driving." Said Bambang, who immediately took the car keys on the table. Mariana just followed her husband's words.

"Mom, where are you going? I don't want you to leave me again," Putri cried and tried to hold her mother's hand.

"Calm down, Putri. You'll be fine. There are some things that I have to settle with your dad." Mariana said with a smile.

"You'll come back again, right? You will not leave the house, right?" Said Putri was still sobbing with her tears.

Mariana didn't answer Putri's question, but the look in her eyes showed that she couldn't promise anything to Putri. She left Putri and went with her husband.

Roy still looked tense, and a look of disappointment was evident on his face.

"Roy, what exactly is going on?" Asked Putri and held Roy's hand. She looked at her brothers' faces with sadness.