You Don't Want Me?

I felt my body stiffen when Alina sat bordering over my stomach. Fuck. I needed to stop this before doing something I regret or something she will regret in the morning.

"As much as I like where this might be going, Alina, I need you to stop right there," I muttered and pulled her down beside me, "You don't want me?" Alina whispered, and I sighed, "Of course I want you, Alina. But you are very drunk and not thinking straight for the moment, and I don't want to take advantage of you."

"But what if I want you to?"

"Then you will have to sober up then, because when I make you mine, Alina, I will take you over and over again while you are begging me for more. And when you don't think that you can handle anymore: I will make you come again, and again in waves. I will drive you over the edge and into oblivion," I mumbled in her ear and pulled her into a spoon position. "Am I clear?" I whispered,

"Cristal," Alina replied, and I smirked. Fuck. I felt my boner rise and poke against Alina's ass, and I quickly hurried up and ran into the bathroom to take care of it before she would notice.

Alina's Pov

Jakov got up and left to go to the bathroom, and he left me horny and drunk alone in the bed. Shit. Was I insane? I had never felt like this before.

All these romance novels I've read over the years had described these situations, but I never imagined that I would feel those words happening to me the way they did. It must be the alcohol playing tricks on me.

The Morning After.

I awoke feeling slight nausea, and as soon as I sat up in bed, it hit me with full force.

"Oh no!" I mumbled and ran inside to the bathroom and rammed the toilet with both hands.

"Shit! Are you okay?" Jakov asked from the door opening, "Do I look okay?"

I hissed and felt the vomit burn my throat.

Jakov walked behind me and pulled my hair back while stroking my back.

"What are you doing?" I mumbled and felt uncomfortable, "In sickness and in health? Right?" He mumbles, and I sighed.

"We have literally been married for like a day,"

"Every day counts," Jakov replied.

"Do you have an answer for everything?" I said and flushed the toilet before standing up.

"Yes!" I rolled my eyes and washed my mouth by the sink.

"I look like shit!" I mumbled to my reflection with a puffy face and stained eyes from last night's drinking. "No, you're perfect!" Jakov said calmly and stroke my back.

"Hands off!" I uttered a little frightened and pushed him away.

"That's not really what you wanted last night?"

"Last night?" I asked, a little confused. But then it all came back to me. Omg, this was so embarrassing.

"No need to be embarrassed," Jakov mumbled and took a step closer. I felt my cheeks burn when I remember what he said he would do to me. He stood before me and grabbed my jaw, and tilted my head backward.

"You have no idea what you are doing to my head, Alina. The things I want to do to you," He whispers, and I gasped when he leaned down and kissed my neck.

Jakov's Pov

I wanted her so bad. Staring into her beautiful blue eyes left me speechless. Alina is the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. She was all I needed now. It's crazy to know that I have only known her for a day, but it feels like we've been together for a lifetime. I can't wait to make her mine for real, to touch her, all of her. I bent down and kissed her neck slightly, and I could feel her gasp when I did.

One of my hands caressed her back, and I had the other one cupping her neck.

I craved to kiss those lips, touch her curves and please her as she had never been pleased before.

All my other conquers were nothing compared to her, and I know that I could never go back to any one of them now.

"Stop," Alina whispered and backed away.

"What's wrong?" I replied, a little confused, "I'm not ready for this," She whispered, and I could see that she was afraid.

"It's okay, don't worry. We have all our lives ahead of us," I mumbled, and she took a deep breath.

"It's not that I don't want to. But we don't know each other yet, and I want my first time to be special."

"Your first?" I said and frowned. This was not something I had expected.

"Yes. I'ma virgin..." She whispered and looked down at the floor with red cheeks. "Okay. I didn't know that. It's okay, Alina,"

"But what if I'm not enough for you? You seem so experienced..." She bit her lip and nervously twinned a sling of hair between her fingers.

"Don't think like that. You are already doing things to me that no other woman had managed to do," I mumbled, and she looked at me confused, "What do you mean?" "As crazy as it might seem... But the moment our eyes met, that was the moment you stole my heart. I never believed in love at first sight, but now I do. It was fate that united us." Alina frowned and was further confused.

"Stop playing games because I might do something crazy like fall for these lies." Alina whistled and ran away from the bathroom.

"Hey!" I shouted and grabbed her arm. "I'm not lying. And you can't run away. We need to communicate if this is going to work out, Alina. We can't run away as soon as we feel a little heat." I was surprised by myself and my words. I sounded just like my father.

He and my mother used to fight a lot over the years, but they never went to bed angry at each other, and my father was always preaching communication and honesty. My mom was hot-headed and short-tempered, and my father was short-tempered as well. But since they both were much alike, he often had to let go and go to be the bigger person to keep the balance between them.

Alina glared at me, but she remains still.

"I am entirely honest with you. I meant every word. I can't explain it, but I know you're the only woman in my life right now. I want to be a better man just by looking into your eyes." Alina looked away, and I saw tears forming in her eyes, "But how can you feel that by just looking at me?"

"It's something I can't explain, but it's true." I took her hand and held it against my beating heart. "Can you feel that? Do you feel how fast my heart is beating for you?" Alina looked up at me, and our eyes locked. Then I felt her slender hand grabbing my other hand, and she placed it against her chest. "That's how fast my heart beat's for you. I think I won..." She whispers, and I saw a tear falling down her cheek. I smiled and caught the tear with my thumb, and let my hand rest against her chin. She tilted her head against it and closed her eyes.