Chapter 13.5

Dear Frey,

If you are reading this it means I'm no longer by your side. Remember the day we first met? It was chaotic; I never expected that the two of us will be best friends. The days I spend with you are the best. Eating and studying together with you will forever be my most treasured memory. Even if I'm no longer by your side physically, please don't forget that I will always be by your side guiding you together with everyone.

Take care of yourself. Don't be too sad about what happened to me. This is my decision. I know it was a selfish decision but I hope you will understand me. You will always be my best friend. I don't have many regrets but one thing for sure that I regret is not seeing you marry the man you love. If you find the man you will marry and spend your lifetime with, introduce him to me. I want to meet him.

This letter was just a countermeasure if something bad happened to me. I don't want you to read this but if you are reading it already, I'm sorry. I love you and please help Claude, James, and my family. I love them so much. I don't want them to suffer because of my decision. Thank you for being my best friend.

Yours Truly, Nicole

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Dear James,

If you are reading this it means I'm no longer by your side. The days I spent together with you and the others are always fun. You always make sure I'm doing okay. I really appreciate the things you do to help me.

Take care of yourself. Please stay by Claude's side. I know it was sudden but I hope you will not be too sad about what happened to me. Be happy. Live your life to the fullest. I wish I get to meet your soon-to-be bride. If you ever meet her, introduce her to me. I want to meet her even though it is impossible.

Please take care of Frey, Claude, and my family for me. I know it is shameless of me to ask you a favor but you are the only one who can accomplish it. Thank you for helping me every time I have trouble breathing. Thank you for being my friend. I'm sorry for leaving all of a sudden.

Yours Truly, Nicole

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Dear Kane,

If you are reading this it means I'm no longer by your side. Remember the date we had? It was so much fun. I want to have another date with you again. I want to watch a movie and eat together with you again.

I regret not seeing you grown up. I wanted you to see me as a Prosecutor. I wish I have a chance to see you as an Architect. Don't be too sad. Death is normal for every human being. You have to move on. The time I spent together with you is fun and interesting.

Take care of Mom, Dad, and my friends for me. I love you. I didn't get a chance to say it to you face to face but I really love you. This sister of yours is really sorry for leaving you behind. I hope you forgive me and my selfish decision. You are the best brother anyone can ask for. Yours Truly, Nicole

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Dear Mom and Dad,

I'm sorry. I know what I did is really selfish. Please don't blame Claude or anyone for what happened to me. This was my own decision. I hope you understand. I love you guys so much. You guys are the best parents anyone can ask for.

Thank you for having me. Thank you for taking care of me. Thank you. I'm sorry it seems I can't be a Prosecutor. Even if I'm no longer by your side you guys still have Kane. Take care of him. Love him as much as you guys love me. I will always guide you guys so enjoy the times you have with each other.

Please take care of Claude and my friends for me. I love them so much. I regret not seeing them achieve their dreams but I hope you guys will stay by their side to guide them. I love you guys.

Yours Truly, Nicole