My brother Drake agreed to live by himself this time so Andre can be with me at my unit. We are still feeling awkward with the presence of each other. He is using his old room, the one he shared with Drake. I can smell the meat he is frying from the kitchen. He is like Drake just walking around the house, I feels so awkward when he kiss me. It feels like I'm kissing my own brother. The advantage is I have my personal cook and helper. Seems like he wants to impress me with being ifficient inside the house.
ahemmm... I made a sound so he would notice me. " Do you think we need a maid to help us with the house work?" I asked Andre while he is frying.
" No need. I love doing this. I love cooking for you I feel more useful and I wanna serve my queen, you know!" Andre said with a smile. He seemed happy with what he is doing. " And besides I want to he alone with you. I don't want that maid to bother us in our little home." That sounds different than usual. To call this unit a home. Am I ready for that. We don't seem ready for that. We should realize our feelings first or at least me. Andre looks decided already of what he wants. Jerry said he might be after with my shares at the company but I'm not really concerned of those shares. I'm willing to share that to my future husband as long as he would be loyal to me. I am more concerned of my own emotion, as much as possible I want to fall in love. I want to be happy. But if those things that I so desire is not for me then I can accept a business marriage with Andre. It would be good for our business to keep the share with in the family. If Andre would be one of us that would be good I think. So far he is a rational guy. I'm already setting my mind in his possible betrayal in the future. I must be ready when it happens. Should I be angry again or should I just let it go and get used to it already. Men will be men. Andre rang the bell to catch my attention this time. " Food is ready".