Chapter Six

I woke in my room later on. Glancing at the clock quickly I realized that it's 9:30 at night which would explain my dark room. I sighed heavily and flopped back down in my bed. What should I do? Should I stay away from Jacob until Ethan finds his new girl? Or should I keep doing what I'm doing? I'm not just hurting them, I'm hurting myself. I can feel the stress affecting me in so many bad ways.

Rolling over I stared out my window looking at the beautiful full moon. Does Jacob forcefully change on a full moon like in Vampire Diaries? If Ethan gets bitten by Jacob will it kill him like when Damion was bitten by the wolf?

"I can hear all your thoughts you know."

I knew who it was so I didn't turn around. "Stop reading my mind Ethan. It's supposed to be private."

I felt the bed move and then felt Ethan's body press against mine. "I'm not trying to be mean to you or hurt you, I want to help you understand but it's not working out that way right now. Jacob and me both love you and are attracted to you which I understand makes you more confused. When he touches you I feel so enraged but I know he feels the same way when I touch you."

"So what do I do then?"

Ethan moved and rolled me over on my back to face him as he is leaning over me on his elbow. "You make that decision on your own. I will support you either way."

I felt his lips on my neck and knew instantly what he wanted. I moved my hair and titled my head so he had better access. I felt his teeth pierce and then the elated feeling I got last time. It's been a while since he's fed from me.

After he was done he replaced his teeth with his tongue to help stop the bleeding and heal the bite. We lay together for a while before I finally fell asleep again.

I dreamed about Jacob and Ethan. They were on opposite sides of me with Ethan on my right and Jacob on my left. In front of me stands a lady in a very long flowing red dress. Her long black hair flows down her back and her olive skin glows with a natural light. She's looking at me with her beautiful green eyes and a smile on her full lips.

"Hello my child. I've been waiting for you."

Confused I responded, "Waiting for me? Why?"

She nodded and walked toward me. "Yes Anastasia. You have been chosen to lead a very interesting life. A vampire and a werewolf are both in love with you yet you are not sure which one you love. That is why Jacob is on your left side and Ethan is on your right. You must choose who you love."

I had suddenly remembered something and asked, "But how is it possible to be a mate for both a vampire and a werewolf?"

"That's why I say your special my child. No matter what choice you will have someone to love you."

Suddenly Ethan and Jacob started to disappear and the lady in front of me said, "Ana trust yourself and try to find the one for you."

I lay awake in my bed wondering what the dream was about. Is it meaning that I should try out both guys before deciding? That just sounds horrible but at the same time if I don't try than how will I know. So deciding that maybe this is the best path to take I rolled out of bed and hopped into the shower. After getting nice and clean I stepped out of the shower and wrapped myself in my towel before heading back to my bedroom.

I stopped short as I saw Jacob lying on my bed. He smiled this heart stopping smile as he sat up and looked me up and down. Blushing a bright shade of red I asked, "What are you doing in my room this early in the morning?"

Standing up he shoved his hands into his jeans and walked over to me. It's the first time I've actually checked him out. He's wearing a hot blue Aeropostale t-shirt with some jeans and black and green tennis shoes. He reached me and leaned forward so he is level with me, "I'm here to take you out of the house for a bit. You've got to be bored sitting here."

Stepping away from him I walked into my closet, "And exactly where would we go?"

I couldn't see him but I could imagine he just shrug, "Wherever you would want to go. I just want to spend some time with you."

I left my closet dressed in a knee length flower skirt and a light blue tank top with my flowered vest. "When do we leave then?"

Jacob's eyes got wide. "I guess whenever you're done getting ready. Why are you so willing to go with me all of a sudden?"

I went to the bathroom to get on my makeup and he followed me. He leaned against the door as I replied, "I had a dream last night in which a lady told me to try to figure out if I love you or Ethan. Honestly not sure how to do that unless I try. So this is me trying to figure it out."

I had finished applying all but eyeliner as I spoke and before I could continue I felt his hands on my hips as he snaked them around my stomach putting his head on my shoulder as he looked at me in the mirror. "You're beautiful and I don't want to loose you to him. I want you, all of you. Every single part of you."

I blushed as what he said sank in. Before I could say anything I felt his lips on my neck and heard the moan escape my mouth. As he continued kissing my neck I reach behind me to grab handfuls of his hair. He uses his hands to pull me more into him as I feel his member rub against me. He stops kissing my neck and turned me around to face him before kissing my lips. So hungry for his kiss I don't resist. He sits me on the counter and wraps my legs around him as he pulls me closer grinding against me.

"Well don't you two look comfortable together."

We quickly pulled apart and looked at whoever spoke. Standing in the doorway, with his arms crossed, is a very angry looking Ethan. Jacob grumbled but didn't take his eyes off me, "You always have the worst possible timing. Can't we just get some time together?"

Now he looked, no rather glares, at Ethan but he stood his ground, "Actually my timing was rather perfect. Otherwise you two would have gone all the way."

I felt the heat rise to my cheeks again this time because of Ethan. I don't want to give it up in the heat of the moment. But Jacob held on to me tightly, "We're going on a date so get off your high horse."

Now Ethan's look turned to me, "What?"

I explained to him, "I had a dream last night where this lady told me that I need to try and choose who I love. I have no idea who it is right now but I need to figure out so I'm going to try."

At first his expression didn't change but then he sighed and smiled, "When do I get my turn?"

Now confused, "Umm tomorrow I guess. Why the sudden change in attitude?"

He smiled and said, "Well I figure that maybe I can win you over with my charm since he's trying that too."