Chapter 2

When we already at my company, we walk straight in the conference room where all the Board of Directors and some of manager who have handling all the famous singers in my company are there.

“I’m apologize for being late. I’m not aware that my company is facing some problems right now.”- I said when I entered in the conference room.

They don’t say anything. They just bowed at me for giving respect to the Boss.

“Take a seat, and start the meeting.”- I said in a cold tone. I’m a good person but I need to look strict so that they can’t just fool me around.

We talk about the problems facing my company due to this pandemic. I also suggest some ideas to save my company, they accept that.

“It’s that all? Are we done now? If that’s all then meeting adjourned. You can go now and take some-”- I cut by words when Manager Lee entered.

“Your late Manager the meeting is done.”- I said.

“No. Not yet. I have to discuss something Ms. Zyra. So, take a seat.”- she said in a cold tone but I’m not afraid to her. I’m the owner here so I don’t care.

I look at her, eye to eye, telling that she can start.

“Well, my dilemma here is for you Ms. Zyra.”- she said, pointing at me.

I furrowed my brow when she point at me. I don’t say anything letting her to continue what she’s saying.

“I’ll a sign you as the co-vocalist of the band that I’m handling right now.”- she said in a simple way. It sounded like she don’t care about me who also taking at.

Yes, she’s my fucking Manager. I build this company because I’m a singer.

“I don’t receive any contract yet. So, I can say NO as my answer.”- I said emphasizing the word NO.

“Ow Darling, you can’t say NO. The contract is already signed by your older brothers.”- she said while smirking. She love teasing me huh. Well, congrats to her she pissing me off now. Urgh!

“Manager, they can’t sign the contract without my permission. Right? Even though they are my Brothers.”- I said faking my smile, hiding the pissing look of mine.

“They can, Darling. I addressing to them. So, they can sign it without your permission.”- urgh! She love teasing me! They love teasing me. Urgh!

“You can-”- my word cut again by the members of the band entered.

The fuck! For all band’s working here, why them?! urgh! They pissing me off huh!

“Manager, we’re sorry for being late. We don’t expecting this urgent meeting.”- that asshole said to the another asshole.

Damn them!

“It’s okay. Right Ms. Zyra?”- Manager Lee said looking at me.

“You’re a shit! Are you aware of that?”- I said to my Manager.

She just laughing and she said nothing, that cause my blood boiling! I want to get my gun inside my bag and shoot her head!

The asshole looked at me without saying anything but he smiled at me. I rolled my eyes at him. Being with him in the same room reminding me the past.

“How are you Zy?”- he said, while still smiling. That smile. Urgh! I really hate that.

“Wanting to kill you. Right here, right now.”- I said in cold tone not looking at him.

I don’t want to see him! The Guy who hurt me a lot! The Guy who cheat beyond my back! The Guy who got my bestfriend pregnant! His a fucking shit!

“You’re being rush now huh. You change a lot.”- he said. Urgh! Why he’s so talkative!

“I missed you Mine.”- urgh! Mine your ass. I’m not that girl who you use to hurt in the past anymore.

“Missing your ass, asshole!”- I said. I stand and ready to go out because it’s so suffocating with this asshole in the same room.

I’m ready to go when someone opened the entrance.

Wow! They really want to teasing me huh.!

“What the hell are you all doing here? Trying to pissing me off more?! well, Manager Lee and that asshole already did.”- I said with my eyebrow raised and crossed my arm over my chest.

“Ow, my sister. How are- Whoa!”- my older brother cut his word when I trow a flower vase at them.

All my siblings is fucking here! For what? For teasing me? For pushing me to talk to my fucking exes? Really? Are they concern at me or they just pretending?

“Fuck you all! Are you asking me if I’m okay?! well! I’m not okay! Did I look like I’m okay?! who will be okay if your siblings keep pushing you to talk and back to your exes! And you know what?! my ow so love older brother do something just to talk and back in that asshole fucker! Who fuck and get my bestfriend pregnant!”- I said yelling and keep trowing them the vase in that room.

“Whoa- Stop- Whoa- stop Sis- Whoa.”- Zyriel said while keep hiding to our Brothers.

“Stop? How I will stop, huh! You keep pushing me to my exes! I told you! I don’t want to talk to them! I’m not ready okay! The wound that they give at me still not healing! It still here!”- I said while I’m holding at edge of the long table.

It’s almost years but I’m still hurting. Not because I still have feelings to them but because the wound that they give to me still here in my heart. When the memories brings back, it still have the ache in my heart. I also keep drinking alcohol to forget the past. I’m still crying too, but doesn’t mean that I still love them. It’s just they didn’t give me a closure.

I can’t take it anymore.

“It’s better if she choose Erwin than Justin.”- Zio said, one of my older brother

“No, Justin is better than Erwin.”- Zyriel said too.

So they still not get over yet? They are really want pissing me huh. They getting to my nerve now!

I can’t take it anymore!

They leave me no choice.

I took out my gun inside my bag. Jean saw it but I don’t care. I placing it to my target, I’m not that insane to kill my siblings. I just want to scare them.

My target is the big screen in front of me where they are also there. I pulled the trigger to stop them and the sound bang filled the four side of that room.

Bang!

All peoples inside the room specially my siblings shout for the shock and in the sound of my gun.

“Are you still fighting for that in front of me?”- I said in a cold tone. I feel tired, hearing them fighting if who will I choose.

“I don’t want to talk to them. I’m going now.”- I said and get my things and ready to go out of that shit room.

When I saw Jean also took her things, I stop and look at her.

“No need to follow me Jean, stay here for the meeting. And if Manager Lee keep discussing and planing the co-vocalist shit of her. Then file a case. I don’t want to join in that band.”- I said in a cold tone again.

I don’t know where I’m going now. I just want to go somewhere. Somewhere I’m only one in that place. I want to cry and shout. This shit life of mine is so messed.

I'm messed!

Can someone help me facing my shit problems?!

I need someone, someone who willing to stay beside me.