Chapter 3

I’m here at the bar of my friend, yes It’s lockdown but I don’t care. I want to forget my problems right now.

Maybe you’re wondering how I get here. Well I’ve called one of our driver to bring my car in front of my company, I also called my friend who owned this bar to opened it just for me.

I’m not alone here, I’m with the bartender. I don’t know his name. His look so irritated because of me. I’m done drinking ten bottles of beer and now, I’m drinking tequila.

I poured another tequila in my shot glass and drink it straight.

“Hey, can I get your name?”- I ask to the bartender in front of me doing his school stuff, I think? He’s doing something in his laptop and looking at the paper’s in front of him.

He look at me for a minute and look back in his doing. I though he will not answered it but he replied with out looking at me. I think his a gay. All guys are attracted at me. Well yeah, except Yuan my butler love.

“Winter Guevara is my name. How about you Miss intoxication?”- he said, I raised my eyebrows when he called me Miss intoxication.

The hell! I’m not that drunker to call me that. I’m in tipsy yes, but not so drunk! This guy! He trying my attitude huh! Urgh! I thought I will be free for the messed I’ve encountered earlier at the company, but I’m wrong.

“I’m not Miss intoxication, Zyra Mitch Fuental is my name.”- I said and drink the tequila in the bottle. I don’t want to pour it in my shot glass and drink it.

I’m done drinking tequila when I decided to stand and get another one to drink. I don’t want to disturb him in his study.

I picked the whisky bottle and tried to open it but I failed. I have no choice but to disturb him for a while.

“Um, Winter right? Um, can you open this for me? Please?”- I said, showing him the whisky.

He hold his head like it hurts and shook it. Did I do something wrong? I frowned my forehead, thinking if I’m doing something wrong.

“That’s a real whisky, that’s a fake. My half brother made that for display only.”- he said, looking at me while smiling. I think his not smiling, his nearly in laughing at me.

The fuck! Who’s the half brother of him, huh?! I will kill him! I feel so embarrassed in front of this guy.

“Who is your half brother? Give me the address and I will kill him!”- I said in angry tone.

He look at me and stand to go to the big cabinet in his side. He get the whisky out there and give it to me.

“Paulo Guevara, I though his your friend.”- he said and go back to his seat. I also go back in my seat and tried again to open the bottle but still I can’t.

He get the bottle to me and opened it for me.

“Paulo Guevara is your half brother? How come? I’ve known him since birth. He said nothing about his half brother.”- I curiously said to him and drink my whisky.

He continued doing his work stuff.

“We just met last week. And how come? Well his dad and my mom have sex in a room and-”- I cut him.

“Stop, It’s disgusting. You know?”- I said and rolled my eyes.

He just chuckled and back to his doing.

“You know your handsome but your so mean too.”- I said without thinking.

He stop and I saw that his smiled at his laptop but when he looked at me use the serious look.

“I know that, many girls want me to marry them but I don’t want them.”- he said bragging.. tss! He love carrying his sofa, huh.

I just rolled my eyes at him. i drink my whisky when I heard him chuckled again. I frown, wondering why.

“Can I call you Mitch?”- he said.

I looked at him but he didn’t look at back. He just biting his lower lips.

I looked at his lips, it’s pink and look soft. I wondering how it taste. Is he a good kisser?

I stop admiring his lips when he talk.

“It’s look like, you want to taste my lips, huh.”- he said, trying to teasing me.

I looked away and rolled my eyes.

“Ew, it’s look like not taste good.”- I answered. I am sound defensive? Maybe not right? But honestly I want to try it. But I’m scared.

“Well, you can call me in my Second name.”- I said, not looking at him. Why I feel embarrassed? Maybe when he caught me looking his lips. I immediately bite my lower lip when I remembered his lips.

“Don’t bite your lips. It’s tempting me.”- he said. I drink the whisky straight when I heard that. Urgh! I feel my face was so red. Did I blushed? My god I hope he can’t see that.

I drink the whisky non stop to lessen my nervousness and relax my self. When I finished my whisky.

I’m planning to stand when he talk again.

“Enough drinking, you’re look like wasted anymore.”- he said focusing in his doing

“I’m already wasted ever since.”- I said, and trying to stand.

He pulled my hand to get me near to him. When I sit again because he pulled my hand, he continued his doing.

I’ve tried to get back my hand but he did not let me go he also tighten his hold my hand.

“Sober your self.”- he said, without letting me go.

I just look at him and held my head because I feel dizzy now.

“Share your problems, I’ll be your listener.”- he said, still without looking at me and still holding my hand.

“My siblings keep pushing me to talk back to my exes.”- I said without hesitation.

I feel his hand tightened my wrist. I looked at him but he didn’t looked me back.

“Honestly? I don’t want to talk to them because the wound I still here.”- I said, pointing where my heart is.

I want to cry in front of him.

“You can cry in front of me.”- he said, this time he looked at me.

This time, I can’t controlled it anymore. I’ve cried a lot and non stop. All the memory in the past brings back to me. Erwin cheating me with my bestfriend and not only that, he also get my bestfriend pregnant. And Justin who choose trusting our friends with there lies then me. Now It’s all back.

“Don’t get it wrong, huh. I don’t love them anymore it’s just they just leave me with the wound and without a clearly closure. Maybe it’s just hurting my ego that time, that they choose other people than me. They never choose me. Maybe I’m just a second choices.”- I said, still crying out loud.

I feel his hand stroking my back trying to calm me and stop crying.