Chapter 4:

“They are not worth it, your tears is precious. So, don’t cry on them.”- he said trying to me in crying.

I didn’t say anything. What will I say then?. I just want to cry and give it out the pain that they leave. It’s really hurt me that time. They not choosing me. No one wants to chose me.

“If they not chose you, I will chose you. What ever happens, I will chose you.”- he said using his calming voice.

My tears stop immediately when I heard that. I look at him with my brows frowned. What he meant by that?

“What to you mean by that?”- I asked him clueless.

He just shook his head and say nothing. He stood up and get the empty bottles in front of me. I looked at his back biting my lower lip, still wondering what the meaning of he said earlier.

I want to l think that he like me but I don’t want to assume in this early. We just met an hour ago, I don’t think his that fast to like me.

Well, I attracted to his lips. When he showed up again three meters away from me, biting his lower lip and fixing his messy hair. My dizziness was gone and I’m now sober immediately by his doing in front of me.

“You look hot.”- I said without hesitation. Urgh! Why I’m so talkative now? Why I said that on him. It’s just in my mind!

“You too, that’s why I’m attracted on you.”- he said with his smile. Shit! Did he smiled at me? My god! I feel my knee trembling now. Ow my god!

I immediately feel hot in my cheeks. I also wave my hand to produce some air. Urgh! I feel hot for what he said.

“Your blushing, do you like me now?”- he said with his husky voice. Fuck! His trying to turn me on. My god!

I swallowed hard when he walk to my way with slowly and hot walk like he is in the run way. Fuck! Why he doing this to me. God please help me. I swear, in just a snap the only sound in this room is our moan. So please, stop doing this. Stop turning me on. I’m begging you

I immediately sit properly and look around trying to prevent his gaze. I bit my lower lip to calm my self.

“Stop biting your lips or else I will kiss you right here right now.”- he said still looking at me.

I don’t want to look at him or else I will spread my legs on him. God his so hot by just walking. Why’s that so unfair.

“Stop tempting me please. Stay away from me.”- I said with my begging voice still not looking at him. Why would I look at him if I know in my self that when I will look at him something inside me will go out and I will be wild. Fuck of this monster inside me.

Zyra, calm down don’t let your wild side eat you.

I inhaled and exhaled deeply to come my self.

“Don’t worry, I will not took advantage on you now.”- he whispered in my ear. I was just stun there in shocked when he whispered at my ear.

“I like you, honestly.”- he said straight without looking at me.

I’m attracted to you too, I said in my mind only. I don’t want him to hear that. I’m just looking at him, secretly admiring him. His really handsome, we’re so compatible.

I stop admiring him when I remembered Yuan.

Yeah, I love Yuan, but he doesn’t care about me. He just focusing in his work as my Butler.

What if I will try to focus in this guy? Maybe it will be work right?

Beside he already confessed earlier, why we try to go out on a date?

Maybe I will be ask or waiting him to ask me for a date.

A silence filled the room. I waited to talk for thirty minutes but he didn’t talk again. So, I leave no choice to talk.

“You like me? Then date me.”- I said and take my thing, ready to go but in a bad luck I fell, I fell on him because my dizziness was back. Urgh! My head is so hurt for damn sake my god!

“Ow, Easy. Are you okay? Is it your head hurt?”- he ask. I don’t see him because my eyes was closed, I feel my head was spinning like a spinning wheel for damn sake!

I don’t want to talk. So, I just groan as my reply to him. I hope he will understand that.

After thirty minutes. I tried to open my eyes slowly. I saw him staring at me or should I say admiring me. Well, I look at him too, admiring him to be specific.

“Your handsome, why so unfair? I hope one of my kid soon will be like you. A handsome too or maybe a beautiful. A girl version of you.”-

“Ready to have a baby huh. Let’s just take it slowly okay? Let’s have date when you okay.”- he said while caressing my cheek.

I just look at him but said yes in just a whisper. Maybe because in my dizziness and feeling sleepy. I closed my eyes to take some nap for a while to ease my dizziness.

When I opened my eyes. I look around, it’s unfamiliar room. I don’t know who owned this. Where I am?

When I remembered what happened last night. My eyes widened, I immediately look under the blanket if I wear nothing but not. I’m wearing a pajamas with panda design.

I’m wondering who dressing me. When still thinking, the door opened and a handsome guy entered in this room. I look at him, that guy is Winter the bartender yesterday.

“Your awake.”- he said. He looked at me in a second and go to his closet to get a clean cloth.

That was I realize that his not wearing a t-shirt in top. Fuck! His topless! My god! He have a six pack abs for god sake! My god!

I bit my lower lip to calm my self.

He walk in where I’ am. I immediately look down staring my fingers still biting my lips.

My eyes widened when he kissed me and bit my lower lip. It’s just, I think one minute and he let go of my lips. I’m still shocked in what he did.

I’m planning again to bite my lower lip when he talk.

“Bite your lower lip again and I will eat you.”- he said in serious way. So I immediately stop.

I look at him and swallowed hard when I saw him licking his lips while looking at me.

“Uh….did you…. dressed me up…. last night?”- I ask, I looked away because in embarrassment that I feel right now.

“No, I’m still respecting you as a lady. Our maid dressed you up.”- he said. Still looking at me.

He sat in edge of his bed.

“Let’s go down stair my friend cook something. Eat first before you go home.”- he said again and offer his hand so he can help me to stand.