Chapter 5

I’m here at there dining area. Still shocked. Why? Well this house is have a five goddess. And they peacefully eating breakfast. The silence interrupt when one of them talked.

“I’m Ethan, I owned the house”- he said while staring at me. It’s not just stare, I don’t know if I saw was right, I saw a longing in his eyes.

He also introduce the three guy in front of me. Their name is Brian, Luke and Lucas. Luke and Lucas are twins.

I continued eating when Winter held my hand.

“Something bothering you?”- he ask. Maybe he saw the sadness in my eyes.

Who will be? If you’re siblings loves to hurt you.

“Nah, I’m just tired and my head is aching due to hangover”- I just said

“Take your medicine later so that the pain you feel will ease.”- he said with a worried look.

“Can that medicine also ease the pain I felt in Yuan?”- I ask him. I don’t care if his friend hear me. I just can’t help not to hurt specially on what Yuan said this morning.

FLASHBACK

When I’m fixing my self in bathroom, Winter knocked.

“Your Yuan is calling, do you want me to answer it or what?”- he ask when I open the door.

“No, let me answer it instead.”- I said and Winter give me my phone.

I answered his call and loudspeaker it.

“Where the fuck are you Zyra?!”- he ask immediately.

“I’m here at my friend’s house, I will be go home later when I’m done having a breakfast.”- I said with a calm tone.

But deep inside I felt the butterfly in my stomach. God his worried.

“Having a Breakfast? Zyra are you not done having fun in bed with a guy and yet you want to have breakfast sex?”- he said. I was in bridge of crying but I controlled my self. I saw Winter with an angry face and his hand is already in fist.

Even though I felt hurt I tried my self not to cry.

“Zyra tell me, how guys with you to give the pleasure you want? Maybe ten right? You just a slut graving for the pleasure you want.”-he said.

I can’t help but cry. Winter get my phone and ended Yuan’s call. He also off my phone and put it inside my bag.

“Look, we know that you are not like that. Stop crying Hon.”-he said with a worried in his eyes.

“It’s fucking hurt Winter. How there him calling me a slut?!. I know my self! I’m still fucking virgin!”- I cried and cried.

He just hug me so tight. Until I feel okay, well I’m not okay, I will never be okay.

“Are you done crying? Look Mich, I don’t want to ask if your okay. Cause you no what? It’s okay to be not okay. Just remember I’m here, always. I will never leave you.”- he said.

“I wish I fell inlove with you. But I don’t lie. I love Yuan. But honestly, I want you to be my side. I don’t know I’m confuse. Maybe I’m scare to be alone.”

“Tsk, what I am saying?!”

“I’m willing to stay by your side. I can be your comforter. And soon you will know who really I’m”

END FLASHBACK

When we done eating. Winter offer me a ride. I don’t know where I am so I accept his offer.

“Here”- he said and gave me his calling card. I accept it and also give mine.

“Call me if you can’t handle it anymore. I will be you drunk buddy.”- he said again and to my shocked he kissed my temple.

He just chuckled when he see me shocked.

“Go out now or else I will take you away from them.”- he said.

“I want that. But not now. I have something to do and fix before I run away with you. Anyway have a safe drive. Take care.”- I said and kissed him his cheek and get out on his car.

I felt something in my heart. I know that feeling because it’s same in Yuan.

When I open the door I saw Yuan standing infront of me while his arms cross above his chest.

“Are you done fucking ten guys? How it feels?”- he said while looking at me.

I sighed in defeat I don’t want to fight him back;. I still feel the tiredness in crying and pain the he gave to me.

I continue walking. And when I’m going upstairs Yuan hold my hand tightly and face me into him.

“Why can’t you answer? Cause it’s right. Tsk, what a slut.”-he said. And because of what he said I can’t control my self anymore.

Pak!

Yes I slap him.

“Call me what you want to call me Yuan. I’m tired! I’m tired of begging for your love! I’m tired of pursuing you! I’m tired of loving you! I quit! I quit for loving you! I’m tired of crying and loving you! Fuck this feeling of mine”- I said while crying

I get my hand on him and run to my room.

I deed nothing but crying in the whole they. It’s already 11:58 in the evening and yet I fully awake.

“By this end of the day, I will stop loving you and by the end of this day is also the end of loving and pursing you. This will be a goodbye to the both of us.”- I said while staring at my wall clock. It’s already 12:00 o’clock in the morning.

I woke up in the morning because on the loud knock.

Even though I still sleepy I have no choice but to woke up and open the door..

I saw my sister who smiling like a dog in front of me.

Ow no.... Not now.. I know that smile..

"Kuya Justine is waiting you downstairs"- she said

I sighed in defeat, what's the purpose of arguing on her?.. She so stubborn..

And besides I know why she doing this.. She wants her old ate Zyrs back. And that old Zyra is already dead.

I just nodded and close the door.

I went to my bathroom to fix my self..and when I'm done I decided to go out to my room.

While I'm walking downstairs I heard kuya Zio shout.

"Why are you hear?! "- he said.. Maybe asking Justine why is he here..

When I'm in ground floor I went to them and talked..

"Justine and I are going to talk. And kuya Zio, call Erwin and tell him to go in my favorite coffee shop."- i said and walk away.

When I'm going to my car, Justine call me and said...

"I will be your driver for today."

I just shrug my head.

"You are not born to be my driver. So drop that shit. Just follow me"- I said and get in in my car..