CHAPTER 1 : Cana Reiss

My whole life as always been a one sided love Right from Junior to senior but today is the day I step forward to take a chance

This is the story of Cana a first year college student, who is academically bright in studies she received all the reward back when she was in highschool and middle school, she is an orphan who was raised in a church in Beryhills her major is science when she was little she once dreamed of becoming a sister but it was all shattered when she entered Junior high and by saying that today is the day when I would take a chance I mean that I finally have the courage to tell my prince charming's (more than one handsome prince) how much I love them

Hi am Cana Reiss age 18 in my first year in college ,I dress corporately outside but trust me the real me is a mess my room is a lot messy and I can be really lazy but somehow today is going to be different I cleaned up my room washed the bathroom cooked proper meal (note: I survive on can food), Because today is the day. I am finally going to tell my crushes how much I love them and what made me fall in love I guess I just loved by the rule that people don't fall in love naturally one of two occurrences made them but its going to be different I want to do something less weird and something I would remember (she saying this because this isn't her first time of confessing her feelings to her crushes back then in junior high(middle school) she did stand upright and confess her feelings to them but it turned out bad

'Hey you i love you so much can you be my boyfriend'

"Uh me"

Cana nodded instantly to the confused boy

"Um my mom is going to be mad at me she said I should focus on my studies to enable me enter a prestigious high school) he said so rubbing is head and moving back gradually.(and if I try my best I could get scholarships to study abroad)

"Oh I see big dream bye bye I hope we never see again thanks for breaking my heart"

She said as she waved at him and goes she then meet her other crush who was at that time the most handsome guy in middle school and dated lot of girls than his age he sat down at the cafeteria when can came to meet up with him

"Um I have....no I ...I..I love you so much please accept my confession"

He drank his coke and stood up came close to Cana rubbed her head and replied

"No"

(An air tight room with a fan on the ceiling and a girl sitting on the chair resting her head on the reading table)

"Why am I suddenly thinking of my heartbreaking story...…huh I hate everything"

She said so as she brought out a book it was her diary it was labelled "CANA's DIARY".

It was halfway filled up then she wrote the rest

After hearing all my heartbreaking story I want to do something differently this year for my crush as I said I am in my first year in college by this time next year I don't think I will be here so I have decided that I want to confess my feelings to my crush that is why I have decided to write 4 letters each for each crushes, I said so determined as I got up and wore a coat and gloves and headed to the convenience store. I have not really been healthy according to what the doctor said I have a weak immune system which is genetics so I easily catch cold there was a time in middle school when there were rumors an unpleasant rumors that anyone who associate with me fall sick at that moment so I was avoided and bullied and because of that the church removed me from the school and kept me in day school but not until my first year that I decided to live alone I always feel like a burden for them because they had to spend a lot of money on me because I always got sick when little, to some people winter is the best season while to some it is the worst while to others like me it is neither worst nor good I have a winter rule. "Wear a coat,a month before winter" if not prepare to spend new year in the hospital bed . I said so my self as I entered the convenience store ,as a small bell rang, i entered and got to the paper section as I picked seven letters and bought other things and went out.

But I wasn't exactly going home, I intended to visit the church its kind of a custom now, that I got you the church before Christmas and new year come, to pray for good health.

Christmas and new year is one of the special event that can ever happen well of course it is because you only get to see it once a year now imagine if you fall sick during that event it is the worst that can ever happen well I was really prone to staying indoor during that can of event , not until when I devoted myself to praying.

I said so as I got into a cab and headed to the church. Right here in star hills there aren't really any church there ,its been said in some news that the people here aren't religious that's why but who knows

I go to the church at the local village in star hill it is the closet you can see around but to me it takes quite a mile to get there but I just have too. Before I knew it I got to the church dressed in rain coat and a long gown and each pair of boots I headed toward the church and entered it was quite big but no one was there well its obvious since its a friday, i took off my coat and reached to the alter and bow down with my rosary and prayed for good health it continued for about 30 minutes and i was finished I then sat down at the back and brought out the letter and started writing when I noticed someone go to the alter to pray but I didn't really pay much attention and started by writing to my boyfriend back then in highschool

"People fall in love for a reason love may be.........…"

I kept on writing and squeezed the letter and drew it on the floor (yeah I know but I wasn't really taught any appropriate manner growing up in the church were they were a lot of kids ,well I failed to learn manners)

I wrote about 9 lines and kept on squeezing it I don't know if its just me but I couldn't find the right word to say before I knew it I had already written 15 lines and squeezed everything then I yawned a bit and noticed that the person had already left then I bowed my head as I grunted in frustration I then stood up to pick the papers which were on the floor before I leave,I got up and dropped my small mini pause on the table and I picked the papers as I opened each one of them I read the first one out

"true love is rare to find and yet easy to loose we better grab it like a diamond before it falls out and...….."

I couldn't even read the rest as I threw it away and held the waist bin tight

"gosh I should have done something better than this,now its going to take forever to complete it,I really don't have...…."

Before I could complete what I said I was interrupted by a calm but yet lonely voice but I didn't see where the voice came from because I squatted down and my long curly black and brown hair covered my face so I chose to ignore the voice but I couldn't ,it seems has though the voice became even more calm than usual I then looked up to see the direction of the voice as my hair blew and waved into the hair I looked up and saw a young man he wore a winter jacket just like mine with his hair almost covering his left eye and a free trouser and boot I then quickly remembered that he was the same person that came over to pray but now that i looked at him closely he really is like the k drama men he got a nice face no the k pop could he be a south Korean man who got lost in star hills and then discovered a church and decided to pray to find his way back , I said so as I kept on staring at him and he finished reading the letter,woah which letter my letter!!! How did ,he never mind I have to get it back at all cost,i said so still staring at him then he came closer and closer almost like he wanted to get a clear view of my face so with that i anxiously stood up quickly, then he withdrawed back and gave me a smirk and said

"it appears that I don't know you but even so are you that dense to fall for me"

I could do nothing but say "ehr"

As we faced each other.