Luna

Luna's POV

'E---everyone left... I'm on my own now'

Tears kept vacating my eyes as I thought of those words. Lying on my knees in this wilderness that boasts uncomprehensible elegance, I should have felt rather pleased, but contradictory, I was crying.

The reason? I was betrayed. A concept that I thought was non-existent. It's supposed to happen only in novels. It's supposed to... That's what I believed, yet, reality struck me.

It was real, betrayal was.

My body had gotten soaked by cloud's empathy. Plants were now dyed wet as raindrops kept plunging.

My body had gotten dirty, my sanity was alike. I wanna end it all, it's hopeless anyway. All of it. I've started thriving to gain life, and now, I wanna lose it. Life was hard, I've realized, so why bother gaining life? Isn't it the same with gaining hardships?

'Why bother?', its the end, tears still kept falling as I said that, I didn't want to die, but I didn't have a reason to live either. Guess this was where it ends.

I've lifted my hands into the sky, clasping a knife toughly. Accompanying my tears, my hands slowly went down, taking off for my abdomen. This was it. This was where it all end. I closed my eyes as death was nearing. It was peaceful yet melancholic... confusing.

Tip of the knife was nearing my belly, memories of happiness and regrets kept resurfacing, it was peaceful, I was about to succumb to the liberty I'm feeling, until ----

Arms caught my wrist in a tight grasp. They boasted familiarity.

How nostalgic.

Squeezing every ounce of strength I could, I forcefully shifted my somber eyes upwards, tracing the source of this disturbance. A silhouette of a man came into my view, it was blurry yet I knew it was him.

The man I used to adore.

A person I thought was gone. But he's there, with his eyes' somber, body soaking wet, whimpering...

"You're not alone Lunna, I--- I'm here.", he whimpered...

Those words hit my heart so hard, they were words I badly needed right now. I was relieved, relieved knowing that he didn't betray me as others did.

My somber eyes got tearier, I felt like anytime now, I would lose control and wail here. I was about to... but it was at this moment -

'Slid'

He reached out his hand, then it touched my face. Caressing it softly, then tousled my hair with his left hand. Then he got close, his face did.

'Just what is he doing? Is he going to kiss me?', I thought as I can now feel his breath due to our shorter gap.

I looked at his lips unconsciously, it was tender soft, bright red and damn attractive.

'Gulp'

'Damn, he is really going for it!', I thought as he inclined his face and was now just a cm away from me. I didn't want to be kissed, or rather I didn't want to be kissed right now. But I didn't have the strength to retaliate, I'm helpless, I'll be kissed, defenseless.

While thinking that, I closed my eyes, waiting for that moment where our lips would touch. I changed my mind, I wanna be kissed by him! If it was him, then maybe yes, I would let him.

Seconds felt like an eternity, his lips were still nowhere mine, being impatient, I leaned my face forward, hastening our impeding kiss' momentum, but damn, its all futile, the meant lips didn't come, all I heard was a familiar shriek -

'YUCKKKK!!'

'Shit! I know that voice!'

Trayson, my brother... that was his voice. I opened my eyes only to see a bland room. Scanning it, I saw a sole cabinet, a bed in the center, a study area near the window, and the curtain that kept swaying as fresh air came into contact. It was morning. That was a dream!

A fucking dream!

I just heaved a sigh of relief, nothing can be done now, so I just caressed my lips, lamenting our respited kiss. 'It felt so real though', I thought

Trayson on the other hand ran out of the room as soon as I wake up, shouting "Mommm, Luna's trying to kiss me! M-- mom!", he yelled while freaking out.

However, I wasn't even a bit guilty by my action, I actually found his reaction hilarious, 'Cutie!'

"Come here Trayson, give your sister a kiss!", I uttered as I pulled myself out of the bed, walked out of the room, chasing Trayson while cackling

"Yuckk!!, Mommm, h-help!!!", Trayson, a 10 yrs old boy wailed

This setting happened often, especially whenever Mom asked Trayson to wake me up. Everyone found it hilarious and would laugh so hard.

And as usual, as we reached the kitchen, I heard Mom and Dad laughing so hard. It was pretty annoying actually hearing Dad's laugh, it feels like I'm listening to a cracking car, but in a somewhat funny way, fueling up my laughter.

"Did you try to kiss Trayson again Luna?", Mom said while controlling his laughter, pretending to take Trayson's side.

Trayson however didn't realize Mom's intention, "Yes Mom! Luna's sticking out her lips gain, Yuck! It even smells bad!", he spoke while hiding behind Mom, clutching at her dress.

"Of course my breath sucks! I just woke up you know! Why don't you try giving me a kiss? Come on, give your sister a kiss!", I said as I protrude my lips out, gesturing for a kiss

And as I intended, Trayson got more annoyed, knitting his brows hardly, " Yuck!!!"

I was about to chase Trayson again when Dad diverted, "Are you still dreaming about that guy again, Luna? You may end up getting married early in that case"

"Ahhh, Dad! We're just 18! we can't be doing that! And what's up with you Dad, thinking so advance! Married! I'm not that easy to get, you know! hehe", I uttered as I blushed so hard that my face got toned red.

Married?! Just what was Dad thinking! Its so embarassing! B-- but if he did propose... maybe, just maybe...

"Stop with the talk unless you all want to receive a tweak each? Eat now if you don't want to be late for school!", here comes Mom again with her boastful and bossy attitude

This attitude of her that didn't succumb, so of course, refuting was meaningless. "Fine", we said, lazily going to the table after that.

-----

Minutes later...

"Bye Mom and Dad!", I waved at my parents who were sitting in our hovering car, as they dropped me off in school, I didn't even wait for their reply as I enthusiastically turned my back and took a step forward.

It was my first day wagering College life. So truth be told, I was so damn excited!

Taking a few steps, I reached the gate with a gleaming name on it, 'MAXWELL ACADEMY', one of the most prestigious schools worldwide.

'Mom and Dad really had me enrolled here! Damn, Thanks, Mom! Thanks, Dad!', I thanked inwardly

As I was thrilled, "Wahhh, Luna!", in front of me, I heard a familiar voice, causing my excitement to stirred up.

Eagerly, I scanned for the person, flying heatedly towards her after, "Katy! Wahhh, I missed you!", I said, hugging and kissing her cheeks lightly, this was how we greet each other.

Of course, it didn't end there, looking below, my inwards envy ignited as I looked at her big and meaty oppai, looking further below, I saw her hefty, saturated butt that was downright emphasized by her fitted skirt.

"Damn that oppai! Just what is your secret Katy!", I uttered as I clutched her two lumps of meat, madly.

I was envious, downright envious!

People around us nearly choked by my action, boys, especially were stunned, yearning to switch roles, daydreaming on holding this beautiful and fair skin's oppai!

However, I wasn't even a bit bothered by their envious gaze, instead, I clutched Katy's breast madly and speedily, eventually leaving drools on the onlooker's eyes.

Katy was the same, unbothered, truth be told, she actually jiggled and released some moans from time to time. Later on, as I let go of that shitty meaty breast, she then tried touching mine -

"Don't you dare to do that!", I uttered after grasping her wrist that nearly touched my -

"Small oppai!, I want to touch yours too!", Katy jiggled

Damn, yes, I have a small or rather a flat chest! I know that Katy! Don't keep repeating that every time!

I was mad, insanely mad, just how unfair the world was.

'Sigh', "No, I won't let you-"

"Wahhh!"

Girls' screams masked my voice, it came from behind me. The screams were so loud and mostly from girls. Of course, I know this shit! This thing often happened, every morning during our high school days.

"Wahhhh!!! Here they are!", Katy uttered excitedly, looking at the forefront of the school where the commotion transpired.

Busily, I turned my body, then there I saw them, three boys going out of their own luxurious cars, walking princely as they take the girl's breath away, each step.

'Damn, so hott!!', I thought inwardly, looking at the man in the lead

The man of my dream, speaking of dream, I remembered dreaming about him this morning, though the face in my dream was blurry, I knew it was him. It could only be him!

Mesmerized, I bit my lower lip slightly, recalling our respited kiss. 'Damn!'

Girls paved the way as the three boys walked, unbothered by their pursuers' affectionate gazes, they walked grandly towards the gate, until -

"Rayver! We're here!", Katy's voice halted them

'Damn this Katy!', I was still mesmerized by my dream earlier, so to the fullest, I wanted to avoid some unnecessary discussion with these boys, I'm afraid I might lose control and kiss him so badly! 'Damn!'

For god's sake, Rayver turned his head towards us, smiling gleefully after seeing this pure, cheerful Filipina beside me, Katy!

"Hon!", Rayver uttered enthusiastically as he ran speedily towards Katy, and of course -

"Wahh!!! Hon!!!", Katy was the same...

She ran straightly towards Rayver, downright meeting him, then she leaped, with Rayver had his hands opened widely, then boom, Katy was carried, turning around so violently while jiggling each time...

'Damn these lovers!'

"Stop that shit Rayver, its so cringe!", Jericho, one of the boys and my downright enemy, said

Just hearing his voice made me annoyed, this piece of shit! Yes, he's a piece of shit!

I looked at him with my brows knitted which he reverted by his poker face and lifeless eyes! 'Damn that eyes, I wanna gouge it out so badly! Damn!', it's only his average-looking face that made girls like him, and his body that's athletic, 6 pack abs and defined jawline which were all average! Yeah, damn average!

Ohh did I forgot to mention that he had bangs on him? And it freaking reached his eyes! Covering it half! 'Ahahahah, a nerd, he's a freaking nerd that's getting on my nerve!!!'

"Tsk", I articulated as I rolled my eyes cursively which he reverted again with 'tsk', 'Damn, really annoying!'

Shifting my gaze, I nearly dazzled as I looked at this perfect, dazzling, and holy entity before me, my lover, soon-to-be lover, Felix!

"Hi, Felix... Good morning hehe", I uttered shyly while adjusting my hair timidly, 'Ahhh, he's so gorgeous, damn!!!'

"Hello Luna, Good morning, You're as beautiful as ever"

"I know right, hehe", I replied, 'damn!, whats with my reply!', I freaked out inwardly but nothing can be done, I could only lament.

'Slid'

'Thud, thud, thud'

My heart started racing... I felt a touch on my face, it was so stunning, I knew this hand, it's his, Felix...

I looked at his eyes as he caressed my fair skin, particularly the mole under my left eye...

"Ahmmm... Felix?", I stuttered, Yes! I stuttered, My heart was still racing, thumping hardly!

"Luna... I.."

"You...?"

"I--"

"Stop with that shit", damn, this voice again, damn!!! This Jericho!

"I... I have a fight later, you will watch right?", Felix said

Stunned I spoke, " w--- what? Ahhh right, Y-- yes, I will watch!", at second I thought he's gonna say 'I love you', but damn that shit Jericho interrupted, crushing the momentum... I hate him, I hate him more!

With my heart still pounding violently, I started to feel weak, until -

"Thud", I collapsed on my knees

"Hey, hey, Are you fine Luna?", Felix's voice echoed

"I--im fine, I will just go to the bathroom, bye!", I said with a forced smile

Every step I take made me weaker, I think anytime now I would collapse, totally. I did my best to hide the pain I'm feeling, leaping and smiling joyfully each time until I reached the bathroom, then -

"Blurghhhh, blurghhh", I puked blood

"Blurghhh"

Gladly, no one's in this bathroom, I vomited all the blood out, not leaving anything that could intensify this sickness...

Yes, I was sick... Madly sick...

Year 2092 when the dungeon and supernatural powers came, and along with them, diseases that are incurable by normal means came forth...

Many people suffer from these varieties of diseases, with some even dying within a month...

And yes, I was one of them...

'I was sick', tears kept falling from my eyes as I thought of that, 'Damn! This sickness! Damnit!'