Chapter 18 Feeling Sick

It didn't take long for me to be home and to be inside the house once again. Jones seemed to be out for a bit as I took off my shoes and bag, placing them in the closet near the door. I looked around to see if Squeaks had come out to see me, but he didn't make a sound. Walking towards the bathroom and starting a shower after the long day I had before. I knew that I would have to get more gas and supplies near the house. But I stayed inside the shower for what seemed like hours. The thought of those zombies having emotion was stuck in my mind. Was it possible to cure them and help them back to being normal people?

I sighed and hoped that this would end soon, but it seemed like the whole world was gone. Humanity was close to the end of the line but was still fighting. The feeling of arms wraps around me made me jump. All I could see was blonde hair and felt his warmth around my body.

"Jones?" I said with shock.

"Your home," he said shakily, "I thought you were killed."

"I know…" I replied

"You're never doing that again," he said as he finally lifts off me. He turned me towards him as I looked him in the eyes, tears were running down as he held me there. It didn't last long as I felt his lips on mine in an instant. Everything he felt was in that kiss, but it didn't stop there. His hand roam all over my body as he pushed me up the shower wall. The feeling of him touching my skin was hot, to the point where it felt like my body was on fire. A part of me gave in to the feeling as the water turned cold on us. We didn't stop as the feeling felt amazing, but soon part of me went black.

All I could hear was our moans and groans for one another. I knew what was going on as pleasure shot through my body once again. It only lasts for half an hour before both of us ended up tired. He ended up picking me up, making sure that I was clean before placing me in bed. Cuddle up next to him and into the warm blankets, finally getting the rest I needed for so long.

It was about a few hours later as Jones held onto me, keeping me warm. But something inside felt wrong as my stomach turned over. I pushed his arm quickly and ran towards the bathroom, throwing up inside the toilet. I didn't like the look of this as I had an idea of what was going on with my body. I took the time to go back into the room and get dressed for a trip to Wally World, seeing about a pregnancy test.

Jones was still asleep when I got up, so I left a note telling him that I went to see Jade. Placing my stuff on me and went out the door taking the bike. I went a safe speed to reach it in panic as I felt my stomach turn again, making me stop. It wouldn't stop me from getting there as I saw Martin outside the wall, fixing some of the wires. I was happy to see him as I held my stomach once again. He was panicked by my state as he called for Ace to bring me inside to Ben. Being helped inside as Martin push my bike past the gate.

"What happened?" Jade called out in the distance.

"She just showed up holding her stomach," Ace replied while placing me in Ben's infirmary. They were probably thinking that Jones had poisoned me, but I called them for a bucket. Soon as they brought one, I threw up once again. Ben knew what was going on with me as he walked in.

"When was the last time you had intercourse," Ben asked.

"Last night," I replied finally feeling better.

"Have you taken a test?" he asked

"No," I answered, "I was hoping you guys had one."

"We do," Ben said while handing me one, "but I would take it easy for a couple of days."

"No promises," I answered.

I looked down at my hand, not holding the test. I didn't know if I should tell Jones about it or hold it back till we are out of the Blood Cult. We want to leave, but it became harder as each of us was sent to dangerous missions. The feeling of my heart sank at the thought of him leaving because of this or maybe he would stay. I took a deep breath and looked at Jade for help. She grabbed my arm and pulled me towards the bathroom for me to take the test.

She pulled me inside and waited for me to go inside one of the stalls.

"So, you and that cult guy," she said in a sour tone.

"Yeah…" I replied with a long sigh, "but at least he cares about me."

"I still don't like the idea of you being with them," she answered, "The cult and him."

"I wouldn't worry about it," I replied as I took the test and waited for the results.

"You should see about staying here again," she replied.

"I don't think that would be a good idea," I sighed, "They would kill us without a thought if we tried to leave. If I did come back, they would come for me."

"Tis." she mumbled, "we could take them on."

"Sadly," I groaned, "they would wipe the base without a thought."

"Then what are you going to do?" she asked

"Take it out on the inside," I said, "Jones and I have a plan with Liam and a few others. To blow up the main church and free the people who were captured by them."

"And how are you going to blow up a church?" she said with a questioning look.

"C4," I replied, "Liam makes it daily."

It didn't take long for me to look back down at my hand, seeing the test was now positive. Two lines, the sign of me being a mother in the next nine months. The thought of bringing a child into this world scared me. Jones didn't know what was happening and the same with the others. I walked out with a shocked look and Jade knew what was happening with the test in my hands.

"Positive?" she asked.

All I felt was tears running down my cheeks, it was both sad and happy at the same time. Jade held me there wondering if I was going to be okay or not. Soon I took the time to move away and knew I had to keep it on the down low. Till we could get out of the cult and make it back home with the others. There was nothing that could be done as it would take time. Months in the matter, but now I wanted it done sooner.

"I should see about heading home," I replied

"Are you going to tell him," Jade questioned

"Not till the cult is disbanded," I sighed, "I don't want my child to be a part of that."

"Spoken like a true mother already," she laughed, "Do you want the others to know?"

"No," I answered, "They would try to keep me back. I know you planning to do the same."

She looked at me in confusion as I took the back of my gun, hitting her in the head. She fell as I took the time to walk away. She would either wake up or someone would find her on the bathroom floor. This was the perfect chance to leave without anyone knowing as the bathrooms were close to the exit doors. Most of the group would be working on the wall or maintaining the building itself. I looked around to see if anyone was around and lucky there was only Martin. I grabbed my bike and drove over to the gate. He let me out as I wave goodbye, finally heading home with the test in my bag.

The question that was going through my head was. Should I tell Jones about this?