"When she kisses me, it feels like my world stops revolving.", she froze after hearing those words from her husband.


"Ruomei, why did you write this? Clearly, you wrote this song before the wedding so what makes you think we'll like kissing each other?", Meixiu thumped her chest because of the sudden change she felt on her heartbeat. She remembered their first and only kiss with the lyrics he just sang and the way he low key slipped a smile from his lips.


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"I now pronounce you, husband and wife."


Meixiu heard those words but she was stuck right there, she can't resist the charm of this man in front of her. She was shocked when Chaoxiang pulled her from her waist and tucked her closer to his body, her hands landed on her chest.


"You have to kiss me lady, it's a custom.", he said.


He drew his face closer, lowering his back to reach her height. She met her leading man halfway and locked her lips on his. His lips are making hers partly opened as he slipped his lower lip inside her mouth. Her heart's beating so fast. "Stop it already Chaoxiang or I'll die having no oxygen!", Meixiu thought.


From her upper lip, he then ravished her lower lip. Meixiu was too nervous, she never kissed someone before. That's why she poked Chaoxiang's stomach with her index because according to his interview, it's his most ticklish part, hoping he will stop the kiss after but what he did shocked her. He bit his lower lip and after tasting her blood, he left her standing there.


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"Are you that whipped for Chaoxiang?", she snapped out after hearing Lein.


"Why? What?"


"Give me your letter now, I'll give it to him at the back stage."


"Oh I'm sorry. Here it is.", she handed the box she made throughout the night.


"I'll go with the crowd so Chaoxiang will not see me.", Meixiu said and walked away.


TRIGGER WARNING:
Mentions blood, depression, abuse and suicidal thoughts.

Book cover is from Google, just edited by the author.

I LOVE YOU UNTIL I DIE

"I was so wrapped up with today's schedule. I haven't eaten anything." she said and looked for any biscuit in her space. 


"Here.", someone handed her a jar of cookies. 


She lifted her head only to see her freaking handsome husband, Zhao Chaoxiang. Meixiu can see some changes in his aura; he is somehow looking at her with a huge contriteness in his eyes. That kind of expression is a thing that Meixiu never saw before except of the time when he let her intake a lot of alcohol in his brother's bar. 


"Hey.", she is about to stand up to bow her head but her knee bumped on the table. 


The guy dragged her seat and he knelt in front of her, seeing her knee turned red. That gesture of him made Meixiu wonder about his real intention of coming here. Is he just here to fuss and make a fool out of her? And since when did they become close to each other? Meixiu can't even understand where this man is coming from. 


GUILTY MEIXIU