"When she kisses me, it feels like my world stops revolving.", she froze after hearing those words from her husband.


"Ruomei, why did you write this? Clearly, you wrote this song before the wedding so what makes you think we'll like kissing each other?", Meixiu thumped her chest because of the sudden change she felt on her heartbeat. She remembered their first and only kiss with the lyrics he just sang and the way he low key slipped a smile from his lips.


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"I now pronounce you, husband and wife."


Meixiu heard those words but she was stuck right there, she can't resist the charm of this man in front of her. She was shocked when Chaoxiang pulled her from her waist and tucked her closer to his body, her hands landed on her chest.


"You have to kiss me lady, it's a custom.", he said.


He drew his face closer, lowering his back to reach her height. She met her leading man halfway and locked her lips on his. His lips are making hers partly opened as he slipped his lower lip inside her mouth. Her heart's beating so fast. "Stop it already Chaoxiang or I'll die having no oxygen!", Meixiu thought.


From her upper lip, he then ravished her lower lip. Meixiu was too nervous, she never kissed someone before. That's why she poked Chaoxiang's stomach with her index because according to his interview, it's his most ticklish part, hoping he will stop the kiss after but what he did shocked her. He bit his lower lip and after tasting her blood, he left her standing there.


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"Are you that whipped for Chaoxiang?", she snapped out after hearing Lein.


"Why? What?"


"Give me your letter now, I'll give it to him at the back stage."


"Oh I'm sorry. Here it is.", she handed the box she made throughout the night.


"I'll go with the crowd so Chaoxiang will not see me.", Meixiu said and walked away.


TRIGGER WARNING:
Mentions blood, depression, abuse and suicidal thoughts.

Book cover is from Google, just edited by the author.

I LOVE YOU UNTIL I DIE

"Nice handwriting." he complimented her almost printed like penmanship and she suddenly panicked, grabbing the paper from him. 


"Uh...",she has nothing to say, as if she swallowed her tongue. "Am I caught?", she asks herself. 


"It's alright. Don't give it back. I already know who she is.", he laughed and patted her head. 


"All this time, she was just shy I guess. How cute." he tease her even more and he can see the sudden change in her color. "She's blushing.", he chuckled. 


"I can still remember one of her letters a year ago. ‘You are so hot and handsome on stage. I can be single for the rest of my life.’ Now she's married with her idol. Isn't it the best feeling Zhao Meixiu?" he stared at her but she keeps looking away. 


"Stop flirting Chaoxiang, I might hyperventilate here." Meixiu said to herself. 


"Why? Do you also consider marrying a fan?" she picked up her courage to answer. 


"That's why I was married to you right?", he winked and pressed her nose. 


DID MY IDOL KISS ME?