No

This is way too much for me to think about now

What if I say no? How will it go.

A part of me wanted to see how it would play out if I said no, but the more rational part of me knew what would happen, and feared the result, but I have never been quite the ration al type of gal now have I?

So instead I just let it play out, because I love the drama.

"You know what Antonio was right Emilio. It's always just the same thing over and over again. We fight then we make up, then we break up. Its a never ending cycle, and I'm sorry. I don't want to put myself through that any more, so yeah. I am going to go." I said trying to hold back my tears.

"So this is it then huh? We just forget about everything that has happened? We just forget about each other?" he asked, and I nodded, "I'm sorry, but I can't do that. I simply cannot move on and forget about you Marianna. It's fucking impossible."