You who lit up the lanterns of my heart in the dead of the night.
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I can't explain what I've done or what have actually happened to me. how could I do this. Is that my soul always longing for him or what?
I remained holding him. My hands are tempted by my heart with no regard to my mind in that process. How I wished to stay here forever. How I wished to silence him, stop the time and get people away from me and him. I wanted with all my heart to die after this moment.
How much I got disappointed but I sat tight. Eacha nd every moment of pain I went through in my life passed before me at this moment. Over and over again, I'm trying not to show these tears that were challenging me to squander the last shred of my pride I still keep to face this life.