Chapter 2 :- Trust issues.

I couldn't stop thinking of my encounter with him, then I was preparing to go to the high institution,I know you might be surprised cause I said he is my senior isn't he the one whom ought to be preparing for a higher level of education?yeah, you are right but I also did sign up for an exams with his level and I need to focus on my academics than one guy,but it was so hard for me to do so.

After few weeks I had written the exams and passed,dad and mum was so proud of me I was given a slot to study Law in the higher institution and my Bros treated me as a special queen that I was.

Attending higher institution wasn't as easy as I thought ,after my 3 months in school something really bad happened I lost my dad my source of support not has if mum wasn't giving an helping hand but dad was just it for me,I was disorganized and thrown off the wheel , how am I going to do ? Life wasnt just fair at all for me. I had always wished that when am done with school dad and mum would enjoy the fruit of their labour but dad was no more how disheartening it was for me. I got over it a bit but he was still in my heart.

Going to the library for some research work I wasn't focusing on the path I took,I stumbled into someone and my materials feel to the floor. Am sorry said the voice who knocked me out of my subconsciousness,him bending down to pick them up for me and apologizing. I glaring up to see whom it was, was stunned it was my crush so he also was in the same institution as I am.

Hey,I said it's you,as if he was shocked hey !! I think you look familiar he raised an eyebrow up,I chuckled in mind I was like"you think,so you don't remember me?" I smiled and replied ,it's me that junior student whom aways comes by your block. He smiled and said now I remember how have you been? he asked..I have been great I replied and he smiled ,am Desmond what's your name? he asked. From that day onward that's how I and Desmond became friends that we couldn't stay apart from each other,I always enjoyed his company coupled with the fact,that he was my long time crush things went smooth for us. He always chats me up calls me first thing in the morning to hear my voice and we always hanged out together all this activities made me to start falling for him but what of he doesn't feel same and I was having trust issues...I couldn't read his mind so I can't trust him,what if am not as beautiful as other girls his female friends ,not as if he has asked me out that I am thinking alot about him..I just got so addicted to him but I was scared and feeling insecure not to love him hard and all that. Why am I having this trust issues?