Hate becoming love

Growing up in an environment where things were not Rosy could be detrimental to one's way of reason,I was once loved but not until things started falling apart. There it hit me hard,that we simply can't get everything we want in life, until I met Desmond thinking that this might be a different scenerio but this wasn't what I planned for,this was just my delusions that love is a unique feeling but unfortunately mine was a sad and different story