Chapter 7:-Our first kiss

I and Des are so much in love with each other, that everything I do, speak, touched, I loved it to be him, this is yet another feeling that I need to learn how to control before it consumes me...I wasn't lusting after him,but I was so deeply in love with him,yeah I know the difference between loving someone and lusting after someone. And right now I am learning how to trust Des even though I know it's my major prob,he might have lots of girls around him,or wanting him but for the fact that he chose me I should be grateful and try to put that in good use by trusting him..But that not withstanding, what kept me wondering was for the fact that after 2months of dating we haven't kissed,yeah I know you would be surprised as well right??which made me to think if there was something actually wrong with me,or doesn't he even finds me a bit attractive to be kissed at least just for once. I really wanted to kiss his soft ,and succulent lips but I can't ask him why we haven't kissed and I can't be the first one to make the first move. So as we sat at the balcony of a lecture room,he was gisting me how his closest friends babe was caught cheating on her boo ,I found it absurd for such a situation, except she didn't loved him that much,and the one that stroke me the most was when he said that they had to stop his friend from committing suicide,is this how love makes you want to take your life when betrayed, I wonder to my self...poor thing I said. Des held my hands in a gentle manner and started caressing them,I looked at our locked hands ,and smiled a bit he then facing me and using his right hand to turn my face slowly and gently towards him,and our eyes were locked towards each other. Phine he called out,here I was my heart pounding so fast why haven't I gotten to the fact that I see him each day and had to get used to the fact that we have been so so close together. yeah I responded softly??still glaring at him,I don't want to let go of you,I don't want to be tired of seeing your face and pretty smile each day,I don't want to lose you to someone else's,the thought of it scares me the most...he said,and shifting his glance from me, his eyes moving up and down as if he was looking for a perfect word to say, I was so touched by his confession,Phine he continued this time he brought back his glance at me and used one of his hands on my cheeks,I...I...am madly in love with you,I can't think of any other thing aside you,you ...you...you are the one thing that makes me want to get up each morning to see your pretty face,I smiled at his confession he sounded as if he was afraid to loose me, his voice was shaken as if he was frighten,truly he was really afraid of loosing me,I love you.. Phine,he concluded I smiled and told him too I loved him and he was not going to lose me to any one else..Then we went mute for a while before he leaned over and looking at me as if he was asking for my permission to kiss me. Still our eyes glued to each other and him leaning closer that I could feel his breathe all over my face, and then we kissed..it was divine he kissed me with so much passion as if ,if he had let go for a second I won't be there anymore and I kissed him back too... I felt butterflies in my belly am so much in love with Des. After the kiss he escorted me to the hostel and i bidded him fare well and as I reached my room I laid down on my bed and touched my lips reflecting to what had happened early on ,and I was blushing all red,this was our first kiss and my first kiss.