Chapter 13: Join

I was quite a bit worried, as to the fact that some one might snitch on us, as I knew that they would get a good price for it at the exact same time as well, but at the exact same time too, I felt like I really should not be all too worried about that none the less, due to what it was that Noah had told us about never the less, as Isabelle had told him that she had gone to tell the government, and the leadership as to just what it was that had happened at our work place in the very first place any ways, but apparently, she had been told practically a hard no, due to the fact that they said they had a lot of other problems that they had needed to worry about than some thing as 'simple' as that. That really did not seem to be all too simple to me, if I was going to be completely honest with my self, as I was sure that she had been told about them wearing masks.

Hell, for all that I knew, as I was not all too sure as to where it was that she even lived at, which was clearly not the case for me on her though, was that she could have even seen it her self, and she could have tried to warn them that there was a rebellion, and an uprising going on right now. It was clear that they had not taken her all too seriously at the exact same time as well, which I felt was a great thing for us, as it meant that we were completely safe from all of this. Who knows, for all that I knew, they might not be lying to her as to the fact that they had told her that they had bigger problems to worry about than some thing like that never the less, as there could be a lot of uprisings in this world, and in other cities going on right at this very moment in time, at least, so it seemed to me.

It made sense though, as I knew that we were not the only ones that were sick as to just what it was that was going on in our nation right at this very moment in time any ways. It did how ever, seem like we were one of the rare ones that were doing any thing about it how ever, at least, in this city. I sighed just a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I had also asked them about the people that I had seen on the other side of the city that day that we had done the attack, as they did not seem to look to be normal people at all, as I could tell just based off of the way that they dressed, and also the fact that the girl had a lot darker skin than any person that I knew, that lived in this nation.

I sighed, as I felt like I might just be over thinking it, just as Noah had told me that I was, as he had said that he had seen some of the leaders before, and they did not look like any thing that I had told him, as he had said that a few of them had wings, never the less, that they kept safe behind their back. That seemed to be a little bit weird to me, as I had never met a human with wings, but perhaps they had the type of stuff to build them on their bodies, for all that I knew. I shook my head, as I knew that it was besides the point right at this very moment in time any ways, as I knew that I needed to have my focus in on the fact that I had to help rebuild this building that we had been building for quite a bit of some time now.

Also, it was the same building that we had torn down, but that was besides the point how ever, and I knew for a fact that it was not some thing that I had wanted Isabelle to find out about, never the less, either. I blinked my eyes just a few times, as I then shook my head a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I felt like I should not have my focus on that at all right at this very moment in time either, as I knew that I did not want Isabelle to find out that it had been us that had been the ones that had messed with the place, and we were the ones that had torn it apart, never the less. I gulped just a bit to my self, as I tried my best to not get worried about any of that, as I knew that as far as she knew up to this point, that she did not have a single clue about any of that, luckily enough for us, and for me.

I sighed a bit of a soft sigh to my self, as I then all of the sudden began to put another block up on the section that I had just first started on, over a year ago at this point, as it felt a bit strange to be back to this point, as I knew that this was ground 0, which still felt quite a bit strange to me, if I was going to be for real with my self. I blinked my eyes a few times, as I then began to put in the wet piece that gelled it together so that it did not fall off, all at the exact same time as well, as after I put up that piece, I then all of the sudden began to wipe my hands a bit, as I was quite a bit proud of the progress that I had made today, which still felt a bit weird to say, due to the fact that I had helped destroy all of the progress that I had even made in the very first place any ways.

That was besides the point once again how ever, as I knew that it was good enough to make sure that Isabelle did not suspect any thing from me, as we had in fact done a good job of hiding all of the evidence that we might have had any thing to do with any of this at the exact same time as well. I grinned a little bit to my self, as I did my best to hide it from Isabelle, all at once, as I saw her heading over my way from the corner of my eyes, as I had always made sure to look all around me, even from the corner of my eyes, over the last few days at the exact same time as well, as that was what it was that Sabin had told us to do after all, as he had said pretty soon, 'we would under stand as to why...'

I kind of under stood already, if I was going to be honest with my self, at least in my own eyes, as I knew that we were trying to hide our tracks after all, as I did my best to have a bit of a look of pain on my face, as I knew as bad as it was to do as such a thing, I did in fact think back on the fact that I had lost my wife, as I knew that it would do a good job to pretend that I was in pain at this very moment in time, due to the fact that I knew that when I thought back on that, it did in fact put me in quite a bit of some pain. I was glad that I had done as such, as I then all of the sudden heard the voice of Isabelle, as she then began to speak up from not all too far behind me, all at the exact same time as well.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I then stopped just what it was that I was doing right at this very moment in time, which was of course the fact that I was putting up another slab of the sand bricks, as I all of the sudden put that down, and I turned my head over to Isabelle, all at the exact same time too, as I looked at her right in to her eyes, wondering if she was speaking up to me right now, trying to get my attention on to her. I realized that was not the case at all how ever, after just a few moments, as I saw that she did not have her eyes on me at all right now, as she continued to speak up to every one that was in the room right now, clearly, at the exact same time too.

That was mainly just due to the fact that I knew that when ever it was that she spoke to any one, she always made sure to be extra loud, so that every one in the room could hear her, as she felt like it proved a point to every one. It just kind of annoyed me if I was going to be completely honest with my self though, as I then did my best to shake off all of those thoughts from my head, all at the exact same time as well, as I kept my eyes on her, all at the exact same time as well, still a little bit lost as to just what it was that was even going on right at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways. I blinked my eyes a few times, as I kept my head tilted at her, as she kept on speaking, and I got my full attention on her, as I then began to listen as to what it was that she had to say to us all, at the exact same time as well.

"Alright... Good job for today you all, now go get some grub..." She said to all of us. I was quite a bit surprised at the exact same time as well, as to just what it was that she had even said in the very first place any ways. It really was not even just that, but it was more the fact as to the way that she had phrased it at the exact same time as well, as if she had all of the sudden woken her self up a bit all at once, and she had begun to realize that she was a normal person, and that she also worked with normal people that just wanted to have a normal life never the less. It did in fact surprise me quite a bit at the exact same time too, still, due to the fact that it was not normal for her to act it such a way like this.

It seemed like she was almost being nice to us, which was for sure not a normal thing for her to do, due to the fact that I was used to her being an ass hole to every one that was with her in the room, practically at all times. I blinked my eyes just a few times, not all too sure as to just what it was that I should do, nor what it was that was even going on with me in the very first place any ways. Perhaps she had all of the sudden seemed to wake up, and she had changed a bit, after the fact that she had seen our place get torn apart, and she knew that we were the ones that were going to be working hard to put it all back together, all at the exact same time as well.

I was almost tempted to be a bit serious with the thoughts that she might have actually all of the sudden some how managed to change, as I felt like quite a bit of an idiot for even thinking that way, all at the exact same time as well, as I could see every one that was in the room with me at this very moment in time any ways, no e the less, did not seem to see the same thing that I had just seen out of her, as they just seemed to be going about this, as if this was some sort of normal day for us, as if they had all forgotten as to just what it was that we had done here, as they all kept on going to the eating room, so that they could get their food for the test of the after noon, never the less, as well.

I sighed just a bit to my self, as I kind of felt like I was over thinking it a bit, all at the exact same time as well, as I also knew that I probably should not act that way to her, due to the fact that I was still fairly certain that she had been the one that had led to my wife getting taken in to the government, as to where ever it was that she was even at right at this very moment in time any ways. I squinted my eyes a bit to my self all of the sudden, as I then all of the sudden shook my head, all at the exact same time as well, as I did my best to try to get all of those thoughts from out of my head, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that they were kind of a little bit useless, as well as the fact that they seemed to be a pointless way of thinking all at the same time too.

I still seemed to stare at Isabelle for just a little bit longer, until I then all of the sudden saw her turn her head over to me, all at the exact same time as well, as I saw her then squint her eyes at me, all at the exact same time too, as if she was all of the sudden back to the same normal Isabelle, that she always was. I blinked my eyes just a few times, as I then got my focus off of all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time as well, as I then looked away from her all at once, pretending as if I had not been looking at her at all, not all too much longer ago at the exact same time too, even though the both of us knew damn good, and damn well, that I had in fact been staring at her just a few moments ago.

I sighed just a bit to my self, as I did my best to try not to get all too worried about any of that, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden got my focus on the thoughts that I had to go ahead and meet with every one else in the lunch room right now, as I remembered just what it was that I had made a promise to a few of the people that had worked here, all at the exact same time as well, as to the fact that I was going to talk to them about some thing, which the both of them I knew, knew just as well as I did, as to just what it was that was going on in the very first place as well, which was the fact that it had to do some thing to do with the rebellion. It had only been about a week, but the rebellion already had over 50 people.

I shook off all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time as well, as I shook my head a bit to my self, all at once, as I then managed to get out of the work room that I had been in, in the very first place any ways, as I turned my head over to where it was that the lunch room was even at in the very first place any ways, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I had been thinking, nor if I thought that some how it might have all of the sudden managed to go some where else. I rolled my eyes a bit to my self, as I felt like a little bit of an idiot right now, as I then let out quite a rough sigh all at once, as I got down the other side of the torn down hall way, as I then headed in to the ceiling less, eating room that every one was in right now.

I felt a bit bad for it still, due to the fact that I knew that we had torn down the place that we had worked at, as a lot of people that worked here were not in the rebellion at all. I knew that they too were upset never the less, mainly due to the fact that every one had thought that Isabelle was going to freak out, and get a bunch of people killed, but that luckily had not been the case at all, as much to my surprise none the less, she seemed to be acting a little bit different than she had been before. It was as if she all of the sudden was beginning to realize that all of the power that she had thought that she had, had ended up being useless for her, and she might even regret some of the things that she had done to a lot of the people that worked at this job site in the very first place any ways.

I was not sure if I would be able to forgive her though, due to the fact that I knew that she had been the one that had led to the fact that my wife and my unborn child had been taken in to some place, where ever the place might even be, I was not all too sure, as Noah had said he didn't know all too much about any of that. I felt like she was gone at this point, and it kind of felt like I would never see her again, none the less, but at the exact same time as well, I also knew that I could not lose my faith in all of this, as I let out quite a bit of a rough sigh to my self, all at once, and I did my best to try to get my focus back on just what it was that I had been doing right now, in this room with every one in the very first place any ways.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as I then all of the sudden began to realize, all at the exact same time too, was that the first thing I had to do, was to get some thing to eat in the lunch room that I had just brought my self in to with all of my coworkers that I worked with never the less. I then all of the sudden nodded to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I was kind of glad that I seemed to be waking my self up a bit, maybe only in the slightest, but it was a step in the right direction, as it all of the sudden hit me, all at the exact same time as well, as to just what it was that I was about to go and do in the very first place any ways. I knew that Sabin had given me, perhaps not the most hard task, but for certain the most dangerous task as to just what it was that I was about to have to go and do none the less.

I gulped a bit, as I shook my head, trying my best to not get all too worried about it, and to not freak my self out too much about what it was that I was going to do. I really did not care at this point, if some one was going to go and snitch on me for some reason or another, as to the fact that I had to be a part of a rebellion. I was not the leader, and I had to make sure that I did not expose the others that I was with, if I was caught, and I was killed. I shivered just a bit to my self, as I knew at the exact same time as well, that I really did not care if some one was to go and snitch on me, due to the fact that it meant that I would die, and if I was going to be completely honest with my self, my life kind of felt quite a bit useless with out having my wife, Sandy, around all of the time.

I loved her so much, as I knew that she had meant the world to me, and it tore me in to pieces to find Tona on the front of my home, covered in blood, which she still was yet to tell me as to who's blood that it was, and where the blood had come from. I felt like I did not want to hear as to who it was at the exact same time as well, as I did not want to think of any thing that might have happened to my Sandy. It scared me too near death, and I knew that I could not lose faith in my wife, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that if she was still alive, than she would keep on fighting, and that she would know at the exact same time as well, that I would make sure to do my damn best to go and find her, and to go and try to save her as well.

I shook off all of those thoughts how ever, all at the exact same time as well, as I then instead got my focus on the thoughts that seemed to feel a lot more important to me, right at this very moment in time too, as I sighed just a bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at once, as I then all of the sudden got my focus back on to the presence, and just what it was that I was even doing right now, as I then realized that I was walking over to one of the tables that had an empty bag of food in it, as it was clear that it was mine, due to the fact that I saw that every one else had some food with them right now. I nodded a bit to my self, as I then all of the sudden got over to the table, as I was about to sit down and start eating, due to the fact that I was quite a bit hungry right at this very moment in time.

I blinked my eyes a few times, as just as I was about to sit down in the seat with a bunch of strangers that worked in some other section of the place, it then all of the sudden hit me, as to just what it was that I had been planning on doing in the very first place any ways, before all of this. I let out quite a bit of a rough, as well as a bit of a heavy sigh to my self, all at once, as I spotted the men that were not all too far away from me right now, as I saw that they had their eyes locked on me, as their eyes were wide, all at the exact same time as well, as it was clear that they did not have a single clue as to just what it was that I was even doing right at this very moment in time.

I did not blame them for it either, as I really did not have a clue as to just what it was that I was even doing either, as I then all of the sudden began to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self, all at once, as I got my focus back on to just what it was that I had been doing once again, which was the fact that I knew that I was going to go and talk to those men, and try to get them in to the rebellion, as they seemed to have showed quite a bit of some interest in just what it was that had gone on at this place the other day, in the very first place any ways. That was after all how I had come to find out that they seemed to have quite a talent, and quite a bit of some hope that this might actually work.

I was sure that they were smart guys at the exact same time as well, as I knew that they had probably come to find out at this point, as I had not told them as to exactly what it was that was going on, nor what it was that I wanted to talk to them about, was the fact that I was a part of a rebellion. I was fairly certain that they were in on it, all at the exact same time as well, though they did work on the other side of the place, it did not mean that they could not join us in what it was that we were even planning on doing here in the very first place any ways. The reason that I had found them, had been quite a bit of a simple reason at the exact same time too, which was the fact that I had heard them speaking up at a nearby table.

This was my chance to bring in some people in to the rebellion, as I had not done a good job of it so far, as people had simply shown interest, and I was not all too sure as to just how it was that they had got in, in the very first place any ways, never the less. I suppose that if I thought on it just a little bit how ever, it would make a bit more sense to me, as to how they had got in, as it was simply just due to the fact that their friends were probably in the rebellion, and I was sure that it was not hard for them to want to join in with their friends. A lot of people at this point, wanted to do some thing about this cruel and evil world that we lived in right now, as I suppose that it did in fact make quite a bit of sense as to how, and why so many people were wanting to join in the very first place as well.

I sighed, as I knew that my job, was easy, and there was not all too much that I needed to even be worried about in the very first place any ways, as I then all of the sudden nodded a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I then got my focus back on to just what it was that was going on around me in the very first place any ways, as I then blinked my eyes a few times, as I saw the men that I was planning on talking to not all too long ago, before now, were staring at me right now, with quite a bit of a blank look on their face, due to the fact that they were not all too sure as to the reason as to why I had sat down at a table, and why I was not coming to them right now, right after I had promised them that I would yesterday.

I sighed just a bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden began to remember, all at the exact same time as well, that all of this was not really some thing to be playing around with, nor was it some thing that I should be taking lightly, or joking about right at this very moment in time, as I knew that all of this was in fact, very real, and it was also very serious, all at the exact same time as well. I nodded just a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden got my self up from off of the table that I had sat on, as I still had yet to take single bite out of my food just yet, due to the fact that I had been far too lost in my head to even do as such a thing in the very first place any ways.

I kept on going over to the table that I saw the guys over at, not all too far away from me, as I kept a bit of a blank look on my face, all at the exact same time as well, as I was not all too sure if I wanted to be caught or not, as I was sure that there were still a few people that were too lazy to do any thing about all of the evil that was going on here in the very first place any ways, as I knew that they would rather just take the money from snitching on us, rather than actually do some thing to change all of the evil that was going on right now at the exact same time as well. I blinked my eyes a few times, as I then kept a bit of a blank look on my face, as I then joined the guys at the table, all at the exact same time as well, as I kept a blank look on my face, all at the exact same time as well.

I made sure that there was no one close enough to listen as to just what it was that I even had to say in the very first place never the less, as well, as I then all of the sudden nodded to my self once again, once I realized that I was safe from all of that, and that there was nothing that I needed to worry about at the exact same time as well. The guys had chosen quite a smart place to sit at, as it was clear that they had known as to just what it was that was going on, as I was a little bit worried for the future of me, as to the fact that I felt like I had made it far too obvious, as I knew that I had gone over to their table, whilst they had been talking about them being excited for there being some sort of some 'change', in the world, I had told them if they wanted to find out more about it, than I would talk to them at a discreet table the next day.

I sighed a bit of a soft sigh, once again, to my self, as I felt like I was being a little bit too on edge right now, as I was sure that every thing would turn out just fine for me, and I was sure that I was just being a bit too freaked out for no reason what so ever, right at this very moment in time any ways. I still felt like I could not help but to gulp a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden looked at the both of them dead in their eyes, as I saw the the first guy, who had been the main guy that had been speaking up on all of this, the day before, then all of the sudden began to speak up to me, all at the exact same time as well, as his friend had kind of just been with him, and he had supported him in this.

I blinked my eyes at the both of them still, as if I was trying to pretend that I was perfectly innocent, and I did not have a clue as to just what it was that was going on, nor did I have a clue as to just why it was that I had come over to this table, all at the exact same time as well, as I felt kind of like a little bit of an idiot at the exact same time as well, as to what it was that I was doing, as I was certain that neither of these guys were at all stupid at all right at this very moment in time, as I kind of did my best to shake off all of those thoughts from my head, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden saw that the main guy nodded to me, to try to get my attention on him, all at the exact same time as well, as it was clear that he could tell that I was a little bit afraid to talk all of the sudden, as well as the fact that I was a bit lost in my head, all at the exact same time too.

I still had quite a bit of a blank look on my face, and I knew it, as if I was still trying to hide every thing that was even going on right now, in the very first place any ways, to the both of these men, even though it was clear that they had kind of figured out at this point, as to just what it was that I had wanted to talk to them about. I kind of gave up a little bit, all at the exact same time as well, which was some thing that Sabin had told me not to do, as he had told me that I needed to show every one no sort of emotion when it came to the fact that there was a rebellion. I did not care how ever, as I felt like I should just go ahead and listen as to just what it was that the both of them even had to say to me in the very first place any ways.

I stared at the first guy for just a little bit longer, as I then had a bit of a look of hope, and a look of faith on my face, all at the exact same time as well, as to the fact that it was clear that the both of them had talked a bit in to this, and it was clear that at this point, they had come to the realization that I had wanted to talk to them about a rebellion that was forming up, all at the exact same time as well. I then all of the sudden nodded to the both of them, all at the exact same time as well, to let the both of them know that I was paying attention, and that I was also listening as to just what it was that he even had to say to my in the very first place any ways. As I did do such a thing, all at the exact same time as well, that was when the first man continued with where it was that he had left off on speaking to me in the very first place any ways, as I then did in fact begin to listen as to just what it was that he had to say to me at the exact same time too.

"So... I am going to assume that you wanted to talk to us about the rebellion that is forming up huh? You can't get us to shut our mouths, we don't care at this point... We support just what it is that is going on... Some thing needs to be changed in this world, and you should see it too..." He said to me. I looked at him with a bit of a blank look on my own face, all at the exact same time too, as I had not a clue as to just what it was that he had said to me in the very first place any ways, as that was not at all as to just what it was that I had come to him to talk about. I tilted my head a bit, due to the fact that I was quite a bit lost as to just what it was that he had even been talking about never the less. As the man seemed to notice that I was a little bit lost, I saw that he too seemed to be a little bit confused.

I stared at the man, right in to his eyes for just a little bit longer, still doing my best to keep that blank look on my face, all at the exact same time as well, until all of the sudden, I felt like I could not hold it in for any longer, as I all of the sudden cracked, as I then cracked a bit of a smile on my face all at the exact same time as well, as I began to laugh at the exact same time too, which I could tell confused the both of them quite a great deal, as it kind of scared them none the less. That was not my intent how ever, as I had not been trying to scare them at all, as I then all of the sudden shut my mouth up a bit, as I saw them move back a little, as it was clear that they were not sure as to just what it was that they should do, nor were they all too sure as to just what it was that was going on with me in the very first place any ways.

I felt like I could not blame the both of them for it how ever, as I was quick to all of the sudden shut my mouth up a bit, as I also had to go in to a little bit of some consideration as to the fact that I knew that not every single person was going to be in on it, and I was sure that the fact that I was laughing so loud at the exact same time too, would surely draw a lot of eyes to the table that I was sitting at with the both of them at this very moment in time as well. I kind of felt like how ever, that I just did not care all too much any more. I felt like it was a bit bad, as I knew that it was due to the fact that I knew that the love of my life, once again, my, Sandy, so to say, was gone, and I was not all too sure if I would ever get her back.

I knew that I could not screw other people over in all of this, due to that fact, as I knew that these were simply just innocent people, that were just like me, and they were just like every one else, as they simply wanted some change to happen in this world, and they wanted it now, as it seemed like the world was getting worse and worse as every single day seemed to pass along never the less. I sighed just a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I then shook my head, doing my best to shake all of those thoughts from my head, and my mind all at the exact same time as well, as I then got my focus back on to the presence, and just what it was that they had just said to me in the very first place any ways, as I had quite a bit of a blank look on my face, which I felt like might once again not be a bad thing.

I was quite a bit happy due to that fact as well though, due to the fact that I could see that the both of them were a little bit afraid of me, as it seemed like they might be a little bit worried as to the fact that I might snitch on them, which luckily enough for them, was not the case at all for me, as I let out a little. It of a soft sigh to my self all at the exact same time too, as I was simply just glad that they did not have a single clue as to just what it was that I had been getting at, and just what it was that I wanted to go to them, meet up with them, and talk to them about at the exact same time as well. I was glad for that, as I was starting to realize more and more, as each moment seemed to pass along, that this rebellion might actually have a chance to go some where.

I shook off all of those thoughts from my head, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that it was besides the point at this point, as I then looked at the both of them right in to their eyes, as I could tell they still were a little bit worried, all at the exact same time as well, as they then sat back down at their chair on the table, as they then seemed to have a bit of a blank look on their faces all of the sudden, as it was clear that he had felt like he might have spoke a little bit too much, as to the fact that he had said some thing about the fact that he supported the rebellion completely. Little did he know how ever, that was just what it was that I was even looking for, in the very first place any ways. I sighed a bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden nodded to the man, to let him know that I was about to speak to him, all at the exact same time too.

The man still did not seem all too sure about all of this, as if he had thought that he could just run away, and that he would be safe, which would not be the case at all, so I was not all too sure as to just what it was that he had been thinking none the less, as I sighed just a little bit to my self all at the exact same time as well, as I then did my best to try to get my focus off of all of those thoughts all at once, as I then got my focus on the thoughts instead, which had to do some thing along the lines about the rebellion, as I then all of the sudden saw the both of them nod as a bit of a response as to just what it was that I had done, as it was clear that they were ready to listen as to just what it was that I had to say. I felt a lot more safe now, all of the sudden, as I then began to speak to them, all at the exact same time too.

"No... Just the opposite... You see... That rebellion, well, I am a part of it, and I am offering you a change to join..."