Chapter 14: Go!

Well, it all turned out to be good with the recruiting, as much as I had been quite a bit freaked out about the fact that I was the one that had to do it, due to the fact that I knew that I was the one that was most likely going to be killed out of every one. It seemed like the world had changed though, and that the world was ready for that change at the exact same time too, as it was clear that we were not the only ones that felt like this all needed to be stopped. It felt like the rebellion was going to go some where. Sure, I knew as to the fact that we had already done an attack, and we had torn apart the job site that we had worked at, which still felt a little bit strange to me, all at the exact same time as well, but it was what it was at this point to me, as I knew that it had in fact hid a lot of evidence that it could have been us.

It still felt quite a bit crazy to me, as to just what it was that was even going on right now in the very first place any ways, as I was fairly certain that none of this would have ever happened to me. Sure, I did have a bit of a thought in my mind, that some thing might happen to my wife Sandy, but at the exact same time as well, I did not think that this would have got this far, when I had been living at my place with my wife just a few weeks ago. Or even after the fact that she had been gone, as I just kind of joined the rebellion, as a lost hope, and a bit of a last ditch effort to do some thing with my life. My life had been useless up to this point, but now it felt like I was making a difference.

I had got at least 10 to 15 people in to the rebellion, including the ones that had been speaking up about all of that at the lunch table the other day, which had a lot of people cheering them on, as it was clear that a lot of people agreed with what it was that they had been saying at the exact same time as well. Of course every one would agree though, as there was no other reason for them not to. The world was shit, and it had been that way for quite a bit of some time now. Every one knew that it was going to stay that way if we did not do any thing about it at all, all at the exact same time too. I began to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I got my focus back on to just what it was that was even going on right now, as I then began to remember that the guys that I had spoken up to at the lunch table were right beside me, right at this very moment in time, as I had chose the both of them, Dwayne, and most importantly Kenton, as Kenton was the one that had been speaking up the most about all of it.

He had shut his mouth as of late though, which was more than likely the best option, just due to the fact that I was sure that he did not want to say too much about a bunch of the stuff that was going on right now. I knew that we had to keep this as a secret for just a little while longer, like it or not, as I let out quite a bit of a rough sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too, and I shook off all of those thoughts from my head, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that it was all besides the point as to just what it was that was going on right at this very moment in time, and what it was that we were doing right now in the very first place any ways, which was the fact that we were on the outskirts of the city right now.

There was probably a hundred of us that were together right now, as I saw that there was a wide look on a lot of people's faces, as some of them were carrying weapons that they had never used before in their life, all at the exact same time too. I grinned just a slight bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I got my focus off of all of the different thoughts that were racing through my head right now. I knew that what it was that we were doing right at this very moment in time, was going to be the biggest move of all of them, as this time, we did not have masks on our faces, as this time, all at the exact same time as well, we wanted people to know as to just who it was that we were, as we were going on strike at work after all of this.

Nearly every single person that we worked with, was with us right at this very moment in time, as it was like I had just said, there was over a hundred of us right now, as it was giving me quite a bit of some hope, and some faith that some thing might actually happen with this. It seemed like the people in the city had changed, as there was a few people that had walked past us with a bit of a fearful look on their face, as if we were a huge gang of people that were about to mug them, even though all of us knew this part of the town was for people that were insanely broke, and we would not get much out of them any ways. I sighed just a bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I got my focus off of all of that, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that it was besides the point.

Let them be afraid, for all that I cared, as I knew that once they realized just what it was that we were doing, they might not be afraid about it at all, and for all that I knew, they might want to join, especially around this part of the city, as I knew that these people were not well off at all, simply just due to the leadership that ruled this nation right now, none the less. I shook off all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that it was besides the point, and that it was best for me to keep my focus on the fact that we were about to attack a caravan that was going to the city right now, in just a few moments.

It felt like we had been waiting forever up to this point, as I knew that we had left quite a bit early in the morning, when it had still been cold. Though at this point, around this time of the year, it kind of felt like it was always cold never the less. I sighed just a little bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I got my focus off of all of those thoughts once again, but this time it was due to a different reason that got my focus off of all of that, as I had not actually done it my self. It was the fact that I heard the voice of our leader, Sabin, as he was speaking to every one that was with us right at this very moment in time, all at once. I blinked my eyes a few times, as I turned my head over to him.

I was still a bit worried about Noah, and the fact that this might all be a trap, but I felt like a bit of an idiot for thinking that sort of way, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that Noah would not have gone all of this way, just to lie to us about all of this, and to just set up several hundred people in a fairly big city, where we needed every person that we could get, in to a trap, especially at a work place that he was a manager at, at the exact same time too. I breathed in just a bit to my self, as I then looked away from Noah at the exact same time too, who I had seen from the corner of my eyes, with quite a bit of a blank look on his face at the exact same time as well, which I felt was a little bit suspicious.

At the exact same time how ever, as well, I suppose that was the look that was on most of the peoples faces right now I suppose, as I then shook off all of those thoughts from my head, all at the exact same time as well, as I got my focus on the fact that I knew that Sabin was speaking to us right at this very moment in time, and he was in fact our leader in all of this after all, as he was the main guy that made all of the plans. Randy was beside him, just for the fact that he was also a captain that was going to lead us in to battle. I shivered at the thought that I knew that at some point soon, we were going to go in to some battles. I got my focus off of all of that how ever, as I began to realize that Sabin was speaking for real now, as I then began to start to listen as to just what it was that he had to say to every one at the exact same time as well, never the less.

"Alright every one... They should be coming any time soon now..." He said to us all, as I saw that there was a blank look on a lot of the faces of the people that were with us at this very moment in time still, as if they had not heard as to a single word as to just what it was that he had even said in the very first place any ways, which did in fact make me feel a little bit bad for Sabin, as I was sure that he was not all too happy with that at all either. I sighed just a bit to my self all of the sudden, all at once, as I knew that it was besides the point right now, as Sabin actually, very much to my own surprise, did not seem to be all too bother by the looks that were on a lot of the faces of the people that were with him, right at this very moment in time either.

I was not going to lie to my self either, as I knew that I had quite a blank look on my own face right now, as I knew that I was guilty of it as well, just as every one else that was here was doing right now. It did not seem to be that Sabin had his eyes on me at all right now, luckily enough for me how ever, as I then let out quite a bit of another soft sigh to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I saw that he had his eyes on the road that was ahead of him right now, as that was the road that the caravan was about to be heading down not all too much long from now, all at the exact same time as well, as that was after all, just what it was that he had even said in the very first place any ways, to all of us, never the less.

I rolled my eyes a bit to my self, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was even thinking right at this very moment in time, if I was going to be completely serious with my self never the less, as I felt like my brain was wasting a whole lot of time on a bunch of useless thoughts that I was fairly certain did not help me at all. I did my best to try to get my focus off of all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time as well, as I got my focus on the thoughts as to just what it was that we were even doing right at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways, which was the fact that all of us were all standing here, and we were all waiting patiently for the on coming caravan that we had all been told was about to be coming.

I began to breath in quite a bit to my self once again, as I still could not help but to be a bit afraid that all of this could just all be a lie, and that all of this could be a trap that we were about to be getting our selves in to, all at the exact same time as well, as I did my best to try to not get all too worried about any of that at the exact same time as well, as I knew that it was best for me to not get all too worked up about that at the exact same time as well. I did not care if I died at this point in my life, as it kind of felt like to me at this point, that my life did not have much of any sort of other purpose than to get what it was that the government and the leader ship had coming for taking my wife from me, and taking so many other people's lives in the process, all at the exact same time as well.

I nodded just a bit to my self, as I once again got my focus off of all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time as well, as I got my focus instead and just what it was that was about to happen in the very first place any ways, which was the fact that we were about to be attacking an in coming caravan that we knew had supplies from the government that they were giving to other people in the city that worked for the government, at the exact same time as well, as that was after all, how Noah had found out about this in the very first place any ways, as I knew that I could not forget as to the fact that I knew that he was a part of the government, and he worked for the government at the exact same time as well, never the less.

Though I suppose, if I thought on it for just a little bit longer, I would soon start to realize, all of the sudden, that all of us did in fact work for the government, as all of us were helping build some sort of useless type of structure that would be used for who knows what, as Noah had been telling us that they had built those in a few other cities, and they seemed to have some sort of eye on it, as it was called a Pyramid, and it was used for the government to have their eyes on us all of the time, as it meant that we would not have a single chance to start any sort of rebellion at all, if that was in fact the case never the less. I sighed just a bit to my self, as I got my focus off of all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that they did not help me at all right now, never the less.

I then got my focus instead, on the fact that some one was talking to me right at this very moment in time, which had me a little bit confused never the less, as to just what it was that was even going on right now in the very first place any ways, as I began to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self, all at the exact same time too, and I then looked up at the sky, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was even looking at in the very first place any ways, if I was going to be completely honest with my self none the less, as I felt like I was wasting a fair bit of my time right now, on a bunch of thoughts that just did not make all too much sense to me right now, as I knew that they did not help me at all.

I got my focus off of all of that how ever, as I then all of the sudden turned my head over to just who it was that was even saying my name this time, which just so happened to be Dwayne this time, which did in fact have me a little bit surprised at the exact same time as well, as it was not normal for him to be the one that was to step up and speak like this, as it was usually his friend Kenton that was the more talkative one out of the bunch of the 2. I got my focus off of all of those thoughts how ever, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that they really did not help me all too much right now, in the very first place any ways. I then all of the sudden gulped a bit to my self all at once, and I then nodded to him, to let him know that he had my full attention on him right now, which I did in fact have, as I knew that I was not at all lying to my self right at this very moment in time either.

I was a bit lost in my head right now, but I was in fact quite a bit aware as to just what it was that was even going on at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways, which in this case just so happened to be the fact that I knew that Dwayne was trying to speak to me right now. I began to breath in just a little bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, to try to regain a little bit of some sort of control over my self, all at once, as I then all of the sudden saw Dwayne nod back to me, to let me know that he was going to continue on with where it was that he had even left off in speaking to me in the very first place any ways. I blinked my eyes just a bit, as he did in fact continue to speak to me, and I did in fact listen as to just what it was that he even had to say to me in the very first place any ways.

"This is going to work right? What happens to us if it doesn't..." He said to me, as I saw that he had quite a bit of a worried look on his face at the exact same time as well, which was a bit of a surprise to my self that I had even noticed that he had a worried look, as I knew that normally I was not the best person at trying to read other people's emotions a lot of the time, which kind of scared me as to the fact that I was the one that Sabin had thought would be best to try to help bring people in to the rebellion, due to the fact that I was not the best at figuring out people's true intent never the less. I suppose that it did not matter too much at this point how ever, as it was simply just clear that people were tired of this world, and all of the leader ship that led all of it, all at the exact same time as well, as I shook off all of those kind of use less thoughts from my head all of the sudden, all at the exact same time as well too.

I then did my best to try to get my focus on the fact that I needed to just go ahead and get my self ready for just what it was that was about to happen in the very first place any ways. I suppose, if I was to think about it just a little bit, than I would begin to realize that there was in fact a damn good reason as to just why it was that Dwayne would be a little bit worried right at this very moment in time as well, as I knew that just what it was that we were about to go and do, was going to be quite a bit scary, as well as the fact that it also was going to be quite a bit risky, all at the exact same time as well, as it might lead to the deaths of all of us, which made a lot of sense as to why Dwayne would be worried about it, as I knew that he had a wife and kids back at his house.

He was lucky that the government had not turned the way that it was now, back then, as I knew that he might have lost all of his children if that was the case, at the exact same time as well. Though, what was it that I was really even talking about in the first place any ways? He would have only had one child for one thing, as they would have taken his wife from him at the exact same time as well, as to the fact that he would never see her again, which was some thing that I knew that he could not bare at all, as he did have quite a bit of an attachment, as well as a bond to his wife, such as the one that I had for my own, which was Sandy in this case at the exact same time as well.

I knew as to the fact as to why it was that he should be worried right now, as I knew that he was risking his entire family in this if he was in fact to die due to all that we were doing in the very first place any ways, just due to the fact that if he was to die, than his wife would not have any sort of way of making any sort of money for the family, and if she was to get a job, than she would not have any way of taking care of the children at the house, all at the exact same time as well. I had not figured out all of that due to the fact that he had told me, as I had figured out most of it, just due to the fact that he lived just a few doors down from where it was that I lived at, all at the exact same time as well, too.

I breathed in just a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that it was all besides the point, at this point, as I knew that I had to keep my focus on just what it was that seemed to be a lot more important as to just what it was that was even going on right at this very moment in time in the very first place any ways, which had a lot to do with the fact that had even led me to these thoughts in the very first place any ways, as it was due to the fact that I had heard the fear in his voice when he had spoken to me not all too long ago, as it was the same fear in my voice that I had when I had told Sabin and Randy, as to just what it was that had happened to my wife the day before, when I had been at the lunch table with the both of them, all at the exact same time as well too, never the less.

I sighed just a bit to my self, as I then all of the sudden nodded a bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I knew that I had to keep my focus on the fact that my thoughts needed to be on the fact that we were soon going to be attacking an in coming caravan not all too much longer after this, as we had in fact been sitting in this spot for quite a bit of some time, all at the exact same time as well, as I began to breath in quite a bit to my self, and I then nodded a bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I looked over to Dwayne, all at once, as I had a bit of a blank look on my own face, as to just what it was that he had even said to me in the very first place any ways, as I kind of felt like I could not help but to have a bit of a blank and a bit of an emotionless look on my face, in the very first place any ways, never the less.

I gulped just a bit to my self, as I looked over at him for just a few moments in time, as I knew that he kind of viewed me as the leader in this, as it did not seem like he was looking to Sabin for any sort of advice at all, clearly, as it was clear that he was looking to me for all of the advice, and he was looking to me for me to tell him that every thing was going to be okay. I felt like it might not be the case how ever, as I just was not all too sure if every thing was in fact going to be okay, all at the exact same time as well, as I was not sure as to just how it was that this was going to go none the less. Noah and Sabin had told us not to kill the people that were in the caravans, as they had told us that they were innocent people.

I felt like that was going to be a little bit hard, if we were going to be lighting them all on fire, all at the exact same time as well, none the less, as I breathed in just a bit to my self, and I did my best to get my focus off of all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time too, as I was sure that Noah and Sabin had both formed up a good plan that would make them not lose their lives, if they were in fact innocent people that were in those caravans all at the exact same time too. I felt like I should stop stressing my self out so much, as it kind of felt like I was starting to act a little bit like it was that Dwayne was acting right now, which was not a good way to act, as I knew that I had to come in to this with quite a bit of an optimistic attitude all at the exact same time too.

I sighed and I shivered just a little bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden locked eyes with Dwayne, before I then all of the sudden began to nod a little bit to him, all at the exact same time as well, to let the guy know that I was about to speak to him, all at the exact same time as well, as I did my best to try to keep a blank look on my face through and through all of this, never the less. Dwayne looked at me for just a few more moments, as I could tell that he still was just not all too sure about all of this at the exact same time too, but in the end, he did in fact nod right back over to me, to let me know that he had his full attention on just what it was that I was about to say to him at the exact same time as well. Now that I had seen him do as such a thing, it did in fact make me feel quite a bit better, all at the exact same time as well, as I then did in fact begin to speak to him, now that I knew that he was in fact listening as to just what it was that I even had to say in the very first place to him any ways.

"Things will be fine Dwayne, you just can't lose faith in any of that... Or else things will not end up being fine, you hear me?" I said to him all at the exact same time as well, as I squinted my eyes at him, all at the exact same time as well, to make sure that he had in fact heard each and every word that I had just said to him, all at the exact same time as well. He stared at me with a bit of a blank look on his own face, for just a little bit of some time, until in the end, he then did in fact start to nod right back over to me, to let me know that he had in fact heard each and every word that I had even said to him in the very first place any ways. Dwayne then all of the sudden turned his head over to his good friend, Kenton, as to was clear that he was making sure that Kenton was in on this.

There was no need for him to do as such a thing how ever, at least so it seemed, as it was clear to me that Kenton had been in on all of this from the beginning, as of course, now that I had began to think on it just a little bit more, all at the exact same time as well, I did in fact remember that Kenton was the one that was speaking up the most at the table that day, never the less, as I then sighed just a bit to my self, as I luckily then all of the sudden saw Kenton nod to Dwayne, to let his good friend know that he was in on all of this, such as the rest of the people were, right at this very moment in time as well. I began to breath in quite a bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I then got my focus instead on the thoughts that seemed to be a lot more important to me right now.

Those thoughts of course, were the fact that I knew that we were about to go and attack an oncoming caravan in just a few moments, which did in fact make me shiver quite a bit, all at the exact same time as well, as I just was not all too sure as to just what it was that was happening with me right at this very moment in time, nor was I all too sure as to just what it was that I should even expect to happen in all of this. It felt like there were a lot of things that could happen, and a lot of things that could go wrong with what it was that Sabin and Noah had planned on all of us doing at the exact same time as well. I breathed in quite a bit to my self, all at the exact same time too, as I then got my focus back on to just that, which was the fact that we were about to do that.

I gulped just a bit to my self, as it still did not feel real to me, if I was going to be for real with my self, as I still did not know if this was real at all. I was not sure if my life was real at all, if I was going to be completely honest with my self never the less, as I gulped just a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, and I then got my focus a little bit on the fact as to just what it was that was going on right now any ways, as I breathed in just a bit to my self all of the sudden, as I heard a lot of voices all around me start to speak, which had me quite a bit confused never the less, as I squinted my eyes just a bit, and I began to look at every one that was around me right at this very moment in time too.

All of the sudden, I then turned my head on just what it was that clearly every one else had their eyes on right at this very moment in time, which was the fact that I saw some thing big moving in the back ground, from the bottom of the hill, all at the exact same time as well, as I saw that it was a lot of them, and they were all turning around a corner, all at the exact same time as well, as it was clear that were it was that they were headed right now, just so happened to be as to where it was that we were at, at this very moment in time too. I gulped just a bit to my self, as I then all of the sudden began to breath in just a bit all at the exact same time too, as I instantly knew that what it was that we were all looking at right now, was in fact, the caravan.

Just as I thought those kind of thoughts, I then all of the sudden saw some thing from the corner of my eye, which seemed to grab my attention just a bit, all at the exact same time too. I turned my head all of the sudden, all at the exact same time as well, as I saw that Sabin had pushed his hand up, as it was clear that he was trying to tell all of us to move back a bit. I saw a few people in fact do as such a thing, which got the rest of the people that were right here, right now, on to just what it was that was going on in the very first place any ways, as I saw that each and every person that was around me right at this very moment in time, all of the sudden begin to move back a bit, all at the exact same time as well.

I was not all too sure as to just what it was that was going on right at this very moment in time any ways. I blinked my eyes a few times, as I saw some thing else begin to happen from the corner of my eyes, which was the fact that there was some more movement. I turned my head over to it all of the sudden, as I was a little bit lost by it, as I then all of the sudden, all at the exact same time as well, then started to see that Noah was putting a mask on his face. I was a bit lost, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that was going on all of the sudden, as I was ready to put a mask on my own face, if only I had brought mine with me. I expected a bunch of other people to start to all of the sudden do the exact same thing as he was for some reason, but that was not the case at all clearly how ever, as it seemed like Noah was the only one that was going to be putting on the mask right now.

It then hit me all of the sudden, all at the exact same time too, as to just why it was that he would be doing that in the very first place any ways, as I was sure that he wanted to hide his own face from them, all at the exact same time too, just due to the fact that he was after all the one that was giving us the valuable information that we needed about the government, and all that was even going on in the very first place any ways, never the less. I sighed just a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I was not all too sure as to just what else it was that I should even be doing in the very first place any ways, if I was going to be completely honest with my self. I breathed in just a bit, as I stared at the caravan for just a little bit longer, until I then all of the sudden heard the voice of Sabin, as he once again began to speak to every one all at once.

This time how ever, when it seemed like he was going to speak, it seemed like he was speaking a lot louder than he had been before, as it was clear that he was trying to get the attention of every one on him right at this very moment in time never the less. I sighed just a bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I got my focus off of all of those thoughts, all at once, and I looked at Sabin right in to his eyes, as it seemed like this time, he was looking right in to mine none the less, which had me in quite a bit of shock at the exact same time too. I gulped just a little bit to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I got my focus off of all of those thoughts, as I then began to listen as to just what it was that he had to say to every one in the very first place any ways, even though it kind of felt like it was meant just towards me.

"Everyone! Go! Go! Go!"