Chapter 72 - Beautiful to me

Kathy's Pov

I was a girl full of trauma, I didn't know how to deal with me. Going out was my coping mechanism and it was therapeutic for me and it was one of the reasons why I always go out late at night, no matter how unsafe it was for me, I was willing to take the risk just to get out of my hell house. 

But each time I go out, I always wish that my little brother was normal so we can go out and share each others struggle without pretending. I feel so lonely, keeping all of my struggles with myself. I wish Dustine and I are able to go out without other people's stares and this town sucks. I have to be very strong for Dustine even though people call him names when we go out, he never really truly cared about them. 

Loud noises, plates shatters or any other things that triggers my trauma makes me remember all the things I suffer from the past and here I am curled up in a ball inside my bedroom, covering myself with blanket.