THE REALIZATION

After some seconds she realized that she was fine so maybe car stopped. She opened her eyes with a spark in it but it vanished after what she saw. There was nothing in front but when she turned around it's clearly visible that car was still full in speed moving forward. The bolero passed by her and she was still fine. This doesn't make any sense. Suddenly a thought struck her mind and to confirm it she decided to do it again. After a long wait in her dilemma a truck arrived. As she decided, she stood there waiting for it to kill her. And this time she tried hard to keep her eyes open and she succeeded. The truck too doesn't stop instead she herself saw it passing inside her. It is moving in normal speed forward swiftly. She also didn't have any impact of it. She didn't felt pain as there wasn't any injury. She fell to earth with a thud shaking from sudden realization. Suddenly her mind was full of haunting dead bodies of her friends. Hence, she stood up violently and ran hurriedly to the spot where she opened her eyes after the accident. When she reached there, her eyes got wide open to see her own corpse lying there with her head red with blood that had struck with the stone. Now, she realized everything. The vehicles she tried to stop didn't respond as the humans driving it were unable to listen or even see her. No one of them survived the accident.

She thought about others whether they suffered the same but she can't see anybody else's soul there. She was unable to understand why god has given her this after life time? Maybe she hasn't done any good deeds to get heaven. But what was she supposed to do now? How did her soul get peace? Then she looked at her corpse and thought about what people generally say about last rites. Maybe those rituals can get her soul rest. But how will she tell someone to do that? With these thoughts that occupied her mind she wandered fearlessly. And after some time she again reached the highway without even realizing it. She was unable to understand all this and till now she can't believe that she really is a soul which nobody can see or hear. A man on her bike was passing by and his bike suddenly stopped. She turned her head to see him when the man was cursing his vehicle and kicking it hard. She went to him and stood in front of him but he didn't pay attention. Of course he was unable to see her. But she wants to confirm it as it's hard to believe. She tried to kick the bike herself when the man became tired and stopped for a while. She kicked hard and the bike didn't start but the sound was loud enough to disturb the man. He looked everywhere but find nobody. Seeing a glimpse of fear in his eyes she tried once more and this time he panicked. He was frightened and started reciting religious hymns. It had no impact on her.

Actually she got little amused by his behavior, hence she again kicked. This time the man's breath caught in his throat, voice stopped. He quickly grabbed both handles of the bike and kicked it himself and this time the engine roared and he flew off with full speed. The girl was unable to control the laughter and burst out loud. But only for sometime till she realized what has she become? She was in the middle of the road this time shocked and devastating. Suddenly she heard the sound of an engine roaring from behind. She didn't pay any attention as she knew it very well that neither anyone can listen to her nor she was going to hurt.