Chapter 5

Friday comes sooner than I think and to say I am nervous is an understatement .I realise that I haven't gone to a party since my high school days with my friend Nina .But that all changed since I got into university, now all I do is focus on school work .I get out of my bed with my laptop next to me and take my phone and check for any missed calls or messages from Daisy but the only thing I see is a message from Connor . I ignore it ,as much as i like him I just feel a bit overwhelmed about the party and everything going on with Daisy being angry at me and stuff. I take some of , my left over food from yesterday and eat that for breakfast. I take my unfinished homework and do it and binge watch some more shows on Netflix . At about 12: 15 I leave the dorm room eating a very simple outfit that consists of a white T-shirt and blue jeans . At exactly 12 : 25 I enter my literature class with Mr Turner and take a seat at the back of the class. I take notes as the lecturer talks about all that. He concludes the topic and gives us homework. " You are to read pages 45 to 60 and write 2 different essays about what the characters say and how they feel " .

" You are to submit the work on Monday through my email " . Class is finally over and I'm feeling quite happy , I walk out and head straight to the dorm .There I open the door and find Daisy sitting on her bed and she looks different. She has dyed the colour of her hair into a pink and yellow colour as opposed to her normal dark brown hair .She also has a lot of make up in her face something I thought she wouldn't do ,she used to talk about his much she hated outing makeup and how pointless it was but then. She is also wearing a very short dress ,something she also wouldn't do but I guess people change so anyway.

" Hey " I say to her .She does nothing but continue being on her phone . " I'm glad you're back ,I was worried sick about you ".

" Look we are not friends maybe you thought we were or are but no .It was all simply an act ,just because my friends and I thought it would be funny I guess so it is that . " How could you do that to me I thought we were like friends ,you even said you told me all your secrets that I was the only person who ever was there for you " .I say on the verge of tears about the whole revelation . " Well that was a lie so ya anyways I gotta tell you I might be moving out of this dorm so you can have the whole place to yourself . " Just then before I'm about to say something a guy comes in and stands at the door ." Are you ready to go? " Oh hey Kim what are you doing here " Chris says with a smile on his face. " I live here question is what are you doing here ?" I ask looking quite puzzled . " we are going to a thing " she answers for him . " Yeah a thing ,I hope you are still on for the party tonight " .

"Yeah ,I am " I say even though I am dying in the inside of all the emotions I'm feeling right now " . " So see you then ,I'll pick you up at 7 " .

" Great ,see you then " I say . Daisy leaves the room and i fall apart , everything I thought I knew about her turned out to be a lie . I think about who I can call to talk to and the only person I can think about is Connor and yet again I bet he is busy with his girlfriend .

I end up calling him and he answers on the third ring " hey " .

" hey" he answers "So what's up "

"nothing much needed someone to talk to " I say

" Oh really ,I'm all ears "

"You know what it doesn't matter its stupid ,I don't want to bore you with my problems I don't even know why I called" I say now full on crying .

" Kim are you crying ? what's wrong do you want me to come and keep you company " he says sounding very concerned

" Yes,...No I don't .you're probably busy I don't want to be a bother "

" I'll be right there" he says and immediately hangs up. I scramble and try to wear something something more comfortable and I pit my hair up in a bun. After not even after 10mins there is a knock on the door. I go to the door and open the door and he enters and engulfs me in a bid hug.

" Hey ,I could tell that you were upset so I rushed right over to see you how are

you " he says ." I stopped by the gas station and bought you

" I'm not okay but..." I say trying to stifle a cry.

" shhh it's fine I got you tell me all about it " he says leading me to sit on my bed.

He uses his hand to wipe the tears of my face . " So tell me what's wrong " .

" Well where do I start , my ex best friend Daisy well she just told me that she wasn't my real friend and its soo hard because I thought that we were friends . I told her everything and she actually made me feel like I could trust her and now I guess not" .

" look its okay so she wasn't your real friend so what its fine there are tons of people you can befriend like for example you have me so are you going to the party ,I know it will cheer you up".

"So its settled then you're going to the party ,what are going to wear ?"

"I don't have anything in mind but I guess I can try something on "

"great" he says .