Chapter 6

At 6:50 me and Connor are leaving my dorm room to go to the party that Christian is hosting .I am wearing a short black dress that reaches just beneath my knees paired up with orange kitten heels .My hair is put up in a tight bun and i have on small hooped earrings on .I am carrying a small pink purse to keep my belongings in there .Connor helped me pick the outfit and told me it fit my body just right .i haven't told Christian that I have someone else to give me ride and I also haven't told Connor that I was originally going with Christian because if i'm being honest I'm nervous about the whole thing . We leave Campus in Connor's nice grey Mercedes Benz and I am thinking wow everyone here everyone having nice cars me not even having a car to begin with . " So ", he starts " This is guaranteed to make you feel much better about your friend that you don't even need in the first place ".

" Is this your first party ,I want it to be memorable " he says flashing a smile that shows all of his pearly whites .

" yes, I have been to a party but like a high school one ,I just don't have time to attend one " I say looking out the window .

" Then this makes even more exciting " , I'll be the first to take you to a uni party".

I think about Connor and how hell react to me ditching him for Connor.

"Can I ask you something ?"

"Yeah ,sure fire away " he says looking at me .

" Is your girlfriend ,going to be there " I say feeling a bit nervous all of sudden out of no where .

" Um ,to be honest with you , I don't think so ,Why do you ask? "

"No reason ,just curious " I look at him for a moment and i swear i see a look i can't comprehend but it quickly vanishes before I know it its gone . 15 minutes later we are outside Christian's house where the party is held and to say I'm surprised is an understatement because the house is pretty big if you ask me for a university student anyways ,it looks to be a 3 bedroom house . There are also so many people the place is packed and the music is on full blast .Luckily he doesn't have neighbours because if he did I'm sure the police would be here by now . Connor holds my hand and he asks me if I'm ready . I simply nod my head and he takes us to the entrance .He knocks on the door and Zario answers the door , " Hey man you made it and Kim right " yeah " I answer so glad you could make it and I promise you ,you will have so much fun" he says shooting mW a genuine smile .

" Enough with the talking man just let us in what is she being initiated into something " Connor says and Zario

steps aside to let us in . we get in and I am hit by the strong smell of alcohol and drugs. people are dancing everywhere and the music is so loud that I can feel it in my heart . people scattered everywhere like a million ants . I look to a corner and I see a couple making out without a car in the world . In another corner I see a group of guys smoking what I assume is to be a joint . " What do you want to drink" he asks me . "I don't know ,maybe a can of soda " .

"oh come on loosen up a bit don't you want me to get you something a bit alcoholic ? " he asks me dragging me to the kitchen to get probably pick the drinks . "Yeah sure ,i guess so".

We enter the kitchen and he picks take a red cup an pours in some cherry flavoured vodka in it and he then puts some Coke in the cup. " Here you go for the lady " he says and hands me the red cup. And for himself he grabs a beer .

"You said you've been to a party before so you what not to so right . Don't accept drinks from anyone and if you decide to go into a room make sure no ones inside first the and enter then lock" .

"Got it " I say with my thumbs up .

" let's go to find the group " he says and grabs me by the hand . He spots them and we go straight to them .They are sitting in a group on a yellow couch ,in the living room .Carrying red cups ,some smoking what I assume is weed. "Hey, what's up guys ".

" Hey, " everyone having n the group replies . I look around and realise that Connor's girlfriend is not here this time and I silently sigh out of relief because ,I know his dramatic things can get. " Kim can I talk to you ?" Christian comes up to me from where he is sitting .

" No, leave her alone" Connor replies looking slightly angry .

" Who are you her bodyguard ,she can speak for herself " Christian says looking at Connor like he will just snap and bite him . "hey you guys can you not do this" Zario stands up and kinda like gets between them . " What's your problem ?" Christian asks Connor . " You're my problem " Connor replies in the same tone as Christian . " Connor I think you need to mind your own business man " Christian tells Connor and grabs both wrists taking me to a room that I assume to be his room . we get in and he closes the door behind him .I look around his room and i see that it is very messy ,like everything is everywhere .At the corner of my eye I see a painting on the floor and I think to myself maybe he paints or something. I am brought back by Christian clearing his throat and I see him staring ,he stands there for a while until he starts. " What the fuck Kimberly ?"