chapter 9

I sit on his bed while he looks for something for me to wear because in his opinion what I'm wearing is a bit too traveling and I would give him an outburst its just that I'm too burned out right now . " Here you go " he says and he hands me over a grey hoodie with matching sweatpants . "I'll just too to the bathroom to change " u say and stans up to change .

" Sweetheart don't be shy too to change in front me I won't look " he says and laughs .

" I don't trust you ,you are just not honest enough for me to believe you " I say and enter the bathroom and close the door .

it take me about 3 mins to change and six my hair and just then I hear Chris shouting " what's taking you so long what are you doing there sweetheart raising chickens ".

I laugh a little to myself at how unbelievable he is and leave the bathroom with my dress neatly folded . in my arms .

I find hon sitting on his bed busy on his phone " There you are I was getting bored without you,it felt like hours " he says while smirking .

" You know how annoying you are " I say and roll my eyes at him .

" whoa when have you started rolling your eyes at me ,well this is a new one " he says

" Can you never shut up like geez " .

" If I'd shut up you wouldn't like hanging out with me " .

"I don't like hanging out with you ,you just think that just delusional because you think everything revolves around you" .

" I'm so hurt " he says in a sarcastic tone.

" So where are we going" I ask

"ah ah ah ,you don't get to ask that you just seat back and relax and trust me "

"What if I don't trust you"

"Then you'll just have to deal with it.

The whole car ride consisted of Chris's terrible singing and me staring out the window thinking about tody as a whole .Now we are standing in a gas station shop , arguing between which sweets are the best.

" chocolate is obviously better " I say

"Sweetheart you haven't been around

the sweet world often maybe that's why you're so sour ,jelly sweets are better .

" Anyways let's just take everything ,well then compare later "he says .We end up taking a lot more snacks than I think well be able to handle ,along with some can drinks he takes the coke and I take sprite . " You are not even gonna offer to at least pay " he says while giving the cashier money .

" No, why would I do that when you were the one who wanted to take me somewhere ,so be my guest and spend all the money you want to. I say

He pushes me while we are going back to his car he also fills in the car's petrol .He gets back on the road and puts on music ,the song We are finally here" he says. He grabs all the things and we head down to the beach . " Here let's sit down here " he says and he puts the snacks and everything down .

"So here we are ,sitting underneath the stars and moon at the beach with snacks and drinks ,you are free to vent to me if you want to just so you feel better. " he says while trying to open a bag of salt and vinegar flavoured lays .

I take my open my bag of mints and start eating them . " I'm not really sure I want to talk about it right now " I say feeling the feelings I felt before come back and I start crying ".

" Its okay I'm not forcing you to say anything you don't want to so let's talk about something else ,also here is a tissue " he pulls out a pack of tissues from his packet and gives it to me .

"Come here " he motions with his arms for me to come closer to him and sit in his arms .I move closer to him and he engulfs me in his arms "I'm not gonna tell you everything's gonna be okay cause I don't know what happened ,all I can tell you is to let it all out .If you feel like doing anything ,anything at all just do it " he says while rubbing his hand up and down my arms .

" Thank you " I say .

" for what " he answers acting oblivious as to what I'm talking about .

" Don't act like you don't know what I'm talking about " I look at him and push him as he laughs .

" okay,okay I'm sorry you're welcome " he says .

"what , do you want to do with your life because life goes on after Uni ,do you have like any plans " .

" Well , i am planning on travelling the world you know cause I feel as if there is more to what I've seen .I want to be able to see and learn other people's cultures you know what I mean " . I say

" So is that what you want to do, then like why did you come to uni ,if all you wanted to do was travel, you could have some that easily .

" My dad isn't the type to like support what you do ,he believes that for all r o be right I have to go to university and get a 9 to 5 job so there's nothing I can do for now since he basically still supports me financially .

" So why don't you just get a job to be yourself started and I'm sure the rest will come through" he says .

"I don't think its as easy as it sounds so for now I think I'll stick with him "

" you're right I wouldn't imagine what it would be like .How are you finding the night so far is it relaxing and peaceful or that .

"Yeah it is ,I feel so much better, I think I should do this often .

" Yeah ,you should this is what I always do when I feel a bit stressed and anything like that .