Chapter 31

The boys are set to perform in Japan mid September at 2 concerts but will need to be there for over a week due to rehearsals, a fan meet and some TV interviews. Namjoon and Yoongi have both said that they want their families to travel with them. I'm more than happy to go, i've always wanted to visit Japan, it's on my bucket list along with China, Australia and America. Lori too is looking forward to a change of scenery, neither of us have really ventured out anywhere recently, choosing to instead interact with each other at the houses. We are being overly cautious which I think is understandable given the last few months we have had to endure.

I'm up in the bedroom packing clothes and necessities for Jangmi and myself, making sure to pack some sexy underwear and a few revealing dresses for if we get anytime alone. Big Hit have hired an on call Nanny for us whilst we are in Japan, but they have been through a massive background check and had several in depth interviews. She is an older lady so although she knows who BTS are she is not a fan. I am concerned about leaving the baby with anyone but I can't go through life with her constantly attached to me, it's not healthy so I will have to bite the bullet eventually.

We won't be staying at a hotel in Japan, we have hired a house we can all stay in together as we feel more comfortable as a group. There is security in numbers as they say. The house is in Kobe, not far from Osaka where the concerts and the fan meet will be held. The Kyocera Dome is to be the venue, the band have performed there before. Lori and I did a google search of it and both laughed at home much like a breast it looks. It can hold up to 51,000 people which is a huge amount, but not the largest venue they have ever performed at. It sold out in 2 minutes mind you, both dates. There will be some who haven't managed to get tickets and I am sure they will be really disappointed because no one knows when they might perform again.

I make sure to pack some work out gear too because I have been spending time in the gym with Jungkook. He has been putting me through drills to help flatten and tighten my stomach and lift my breasts and bum. I've managed to lose a little weight and inches around my waist and I am happier, I feel less wobbly. Also, he has been teaching me the basics in boxing. I get to punch the pads and vent some of my anger, it has made my upper arms stronger and I have a nice little bicep forming. Joonie has started working out a lot more too. He has bulked up around his shoulders and his guns are amazing.

I did wonder at first if he was coming to the gym with me because he didn't want me to be with JK on my own, but I actually think he enjoys watching me get sweaty and do the downward dog! As well as a more physical work out I have been trying to learn yoga to help stretch my muscles and help me be more flexible. Namjoon has got to be enjoying watching me in tight Lycra doing the splits.

The other day I was in the kapotosana pose, which is great for stretching your stomach muscles and helping with flexibility in your hips. You have to be on your knees and then lean backwards as far as possible trying to get your head and elbows on the floor behind you, which i've mastered. Joonie got on the floor with me and pushed his pelvis into mine and commented what a great sex position it would be, and I'm sure if we had of been in there alone we probably would have tested that theory out. Unfortunately for us Jimin and Jungkook were both in the gym with us. Jimin had actually shouted over to Namjoon at the time "you are the luckiest man alive!" To which he replied "oh god I know!" I felt so desired and wanted I was throbbing and would have happily made love to him right then even if that meant Jimin and JK watching us.