Chapter 123

Changkyun's POV

While we were on the walk, Hyungwon seemed a lot happier. We had sat down at a bench in a park and I looked at Hyungwon. I knew that he wasn't fully happy with Wonho even if he had apologized for what he did. I didn't want to tell him either. Shownu looked at me. He knew what I was thinking.

Shownu: I think it's time to tell him.

Hyungwon looked at us.

Hyungwon: Tell me what?

Changkyun: Please don't be mad.

Hyungwon: Why would I be mad?

Shownu: We are starting to think that you don't love Wonho as much as you did when you guys were dating before the mishap. You look more depressed and like you don't trust him as much as before. Changkyun was the first one to notice it.

Hyungwon sighed.

Hyungwon: I guess I can't fully hide behind a smile. And yes it's starting to get true.

Changkyun: You need to find someone else Hyungwon. Please. For your sake.

Hyungwon: I know Kyun. But it's hard when you don't know who to turn to who has the same feelings or who is gay too.

Shownu: What about Jonghyun?

Hyungwon looked towards the table.

Hyungwon: I'm sure with the last outbreak of mine with him, he won't want to see me.

Shownu: You haven't seen him nor the others in two months. I'm sure they want to see you again.

Hyungwon: I can't bring myself to it.

Shownu: Come on. Let's head home.

We stood up and Hyungwon was walking behind us keeping an eye on his kids. I looked at Shownu and started whispering.

Changkyun: What are you planning?

Shownu: We are going to go pay them a visit. You know Hyungwon won't unless we take him or force him.

Changkyun: But he's not wanting to go right now.

Shownu: I know he's not but I want to see them. I got close with them too. Just not as much as him.

Changkyun: But what about Hyungwon?

Shownu: He'll be fine. I know my brother.

Changkyun: Honey. He needs to open up a little before he moves on.

Shownu looked at me. I sighed.

Changkyun: Okay.

We kept walking and soon we arrived at Jounghyun's house. Hyungwon noticed and sighed.

Shownu: Only for a little bit Hyungwon.

Shownu knocked on the door. Minho answered and looked relieved whenever he saw us.

Minho: Come in. Thank god you guys came. I really need help.

Hyungwon: With what?

Minho: Taemin has been sick for the last couple of days and he's been really weak that it's gotten to the point where he can't walk without leaning on someone and to where he can't hold the kids by himself. And he also runs this house but it's been chaos since he's been sick.

Hyungwon: Why haven't you taken him to the hospital?

Minho: He says it won't help.

Hyungwon's POV

I looked at Minho confused.

Hyungwon: Why would he say that?

Minho: I don't know honestly. But I am glad that you came because you might be able to talk him into it. He always listens to you whenever he's like this.

Hyungwon: But I don't think he'll listen though.

Minho: Hyungwon, you know better then us all when it comes to Taemin. You find ways around his stubbornness. So please help.

I sighed.

Hyungwon: Okay.

We walked in and I left my kids with Changkyun. I walked into Minho and Taemin's room and saw that Taemin was curled up on the bed. I walked over and saw that he was asleep. I smiled and sat down on the ground. Once I sat on the ground, Taemin started to wake up. Once he saw me, he smiled.

Taemin: Hi Hyungwon.

Hyungwon: Hi Tae. How are you feeling?

Taemin: Not so good.

Hyungwon: Do you wanna go to the hospital to see what is causing this?

Taemin: It's just a common cold. It'll wear off.

Hyungwon: What if it isn't a cold and it won't wear off? Don't you think we should see what it is?

Taemin thought about it and sighed.

Taemin: Okay. Let's go. But I need help.

Hyungwon: Well, I figured from what Minho told me. But come on. Do you need to change or anything?

Taemin: No. I just wanna go and see what this is. I'm tired.

Hyungwon: We will get you back in bed once we get back home.

Taemin: What if I have to stay?

Hyungwon: Then you can get some sleep there.

Taemin: Okay.

We walked out to the living room and Minho sighed. Minho had come over and helped me with Taemin. Once we got to the car, we helped Taemin into the back seat. After he was comfortable, I went and said goodbye to Shownu and Changkyun. Jonghyun came out of the house and looked at me. I was scared to look at him.

Jonghyun: Come on. Let's get him to the hospital.

I shook my head. Shownu put his hand on my shoulder. I smiled and went with Jonghyun to the car. I got in the back seat with Taemin while Jonghyun got into the front. Once we got to the hospital, Minho helped me get Taemin to one of the nurses. Once Taemin was taken back, Jonghyun had pulled me to the side while Minho sat down. Jonghyun looked at me.

Jonghyun: I'm not mad about anything or at you. You know that right?

I stayed silent but nodded. Jonghyun made me look at him.

Jonghyun: Shownu told me everything. You don't have to worry. That offer I made of you and the kids moving in with me is still on the table. And yes, I still want you to move in even if we had a fight.

I hugged him tightly. I felt myself start crying. Jonghyun soothed me until I calmed down.

Hyungwon: I'm sorry. For everything.

Jonghyun: Don't worry about it Hyungwon. I still love you. More then Wonho. And Shownu did say that he will talk to Wonho about all the things he has done and tell him that you are concerned. But if you are having doubts about him, you need to tell him and break it off if it is putting you and the kids at risk. And you matter most. Your safety and the kids safety is more important.

I smiled and hugged him again. Jonghyun hugged me back.

Jonghyun: Oh and that room that we set up for the twins is still put together. And I know this may sound selfish but I kinda do want you and the kids to move in with me.

I laughed.

Hyungwon: I will talk to Wonho and I will let you know.

Just then we heard Shownu yelling at someone. I felt someone grab me and take me into a hug. Shownu pulled them back. Jonghyun took me into a gentle hug to calm me from the panic attack that I went into.

Shownu: You can't just grab him like that Wonho! This is why I told you my opinion about you being overprotective of him!!

Wonho looked at me.

Wonho: Is it true?

Hyungwon: What?

Wonho: Is it true?

Hyungwon: What are you talking about!?

Wonho: Is it true that you don't feel the way you did when we first married?

Hyungwon: Yes because I'm scared that you will just end up lying again.

Wonho: But I'm not going to!

Hyungwon: You never know!! Because of you I don't know if I can trust you anymore!!!

Wonho looked hurt by that. He tried to fight tears.

Hyungwon: If you want me to trust you again, we need to go back to being friends. And see where it goes from there. I just can't deal with going through another relationship with you again and have you lie again. And then have us go through this again. So right now, we are just friends and I am moving in with Jonghyun and taking my kids with me.

Wonho: But they are my kids too.

Hyungwon: But I have documents from our divorce saying otherwise. So they are MY kids and I will do what I wish with them. Wonho, come talk with me when you are sober and less depressed. I don't trust you when you are drunk. And I'm sorry for doing this. I don't want you to get more depressed. We can still talk each and every day but we can't live together.

Wonho: Okay. I promise that I will get better. When you decide on it, can I possibly still see the kids?

Hyungwon: I will think about it but I want to see proof for my final decision.

Wonho: Okay. Let me know and I will help get you and the kids packed and help you move.

With that Wonho walked out of the hospital. Shownu looked at me.

Shownu: You sure about this?

Hyungwon: I think so.

Jonghyun hugged me a little tighter. I sighed.

Shownu: It's going to be okay. Promise.

I smiled at him.

Shownu: See you at home.

Hyungwon: Love you.

Shownu: Love you too.