Chapter 129

Hyungwon's POV

After the movie was over I said goodbye and left to drop off everything for Shownu and apologized for taking so long and then I went over to Jonghyun's house to talk. Once I got there, I knocked on the door. Jonghyun answere and he looked rough.

Hyungwon: What happened to you?

Jonghyun: I haven't been eating or sleeping that much.

I instantly got worried. Jonghyun let me in and I instantly went into the kitchen and started cooking food for him. Jonghyun looked at me in amazement.

Jonghyun: You don't have to worry about me.

Hyungwon: If you're not sleeping or eating then I do need to. No doubt about it.

Jonghyun sighed and looked at me.

Jonghyun: Hyungwon.

I looked at him.

Jonghyun: I'm okay.

I could tell that he was lying. I went over and hugged him tightly. He hugged me back just as tightly.

Hyungwon: No, you're not. I can tell. Xiumin and Chen told me what you told Baekhyun. And told me to stop being a people pleaser. So I decided to come and talk to you to get your input on what is going on in my life especially if you don't like it.

Jonghyun: It's not that I don't like it, it's just that I'm worried and I don't want you to get hurt again. Yes I know you want to give him another shot but in my opinion, you should have started out as just friends and then grew back into it if you so pleased so that you had time to gain that trust again in him.

Hyungwon: I know that I just jumped right in without thinking.

Jonghyun: Don't worry about it. And don't think you need to worry about my decision. It's all up to you.

Hyungwon: But if you did have a say in it, what would you say?

Jonghyun: I would tell you not to do it and I would make out with you right now.

I laughed.

Hyungwon: So you want me to put things on hold and go back to being friends with Wonho for right now and see where that takes us and see what happens during that time that we are just friends?

Jonghyun: Yes and also let him see the kids but on your terms when your comfortable with it.

Hyungwon: Okay. I will take that into consideration and talk with Shownu and Changkyun along with Xiumin, Chen and Baekhyun.

Jonghyun: Okay. And my offer is still on the table of you and the kids moving in.

Hyungwon: I know Jonghyun.

I went back into the kitchen and continued cooking and soon I gave him a plate of food and sat down with him and continued to talk with him. Later on I had said goodbye and said that I would stay in touch and left. And I went back to the hospital to visit with both Shownu and Changkyun along with Bangchan and Felix.