Chapter 130

Hyungwon's POV

When I got to the hospital I went straight to Changkyun's room to talk to him and Shownu. Once I got there, Shownu looked at me. Changkyun was still asleep. I walked over quietly and sat down next to Shownu. He knew I was stressed and anxious about something.

Shownu: What happened?

Hyungwon: So I talked to Jonghyun.

Shownu: And?

Hyungwon: He thinks I should slow things down with Wonho and go back to being friends with him for the time being and let him see the kids on my terms and see where that takes me and him and see if something goes on during that time as well. I think he wants to be together.

Shownu: Wants who to be together?

Hyungwon: Me and him. And I just stay friends with Wonho with the occasional seeing of the kids on my terms. And I don't know how to say all this to Wonho and I told Jonghyun that I would talk to you, Changkyun, Xiumin, Chen, and Baek and that I would let him know.

Shownu sighed and looked at me. I gave him a look and he knew I didn't know what to do.

Shownu: I do agree with Jonghyun. But you need to push your anxiety away and just tell Wonho.

Hyungwon: But he really wants this second chance and he wants to be around the kids.

Shownu: And that can happen! But you need time for yourself. You need that break. You keep jumping into things that you actually need time for. Like right now. You jumped into letting him go back to dating you without giving yourself that time to heal from it. So Jonghyun is right. You need that break.

Hyungwon: Okay.

Shownu: I will be right there by your side if anything happens.

Xiumin: So will we.

Me and Shownu looked towards the door and saw Xiumin, Chen, and Baek there with my kids. I sighed and took Silvia from Baek.

Xiumin: Yes it's hard but it will get better with time. I promise.

Hyungwon: Okay. Thank you guys.

Xiumin smiled. Shownu smiled too and looked at me then back at Changkyun.

Shownu: And you already know that Changkyun and his protectiveness will be too.

Hyungwon: I know.

We kept talking and soon I fell asleep with my head on Shownu's shoulder.