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Hello there

How are you doing

I am doing fine.

I have post traumatic stress disorder and dissociative identity disorder or DID,80 HD and a little bit of OCD and autism. D social identity disorder is more or less split personalities or multiple personalities it's a form of PTSD as well or post traumatic stress disorder that you get from childhood trauma and I've had a lot of childhood trauma in my life. I have two personalities that my brain splits into from time to time psychotic doctor and I am very angry teenager.  They only show up when I get really upset or when I am really stressed out and I'm at the end of my rope because they're protective personalities I still have my dominant personality which is the one I'm talking to you with right now, Lisa is the doctor and I don't know what the name of the teenagers are just collar bubbles. They don't switch when I talk to other people but they just switch when I get angry or stressed out to the max. It comes from severe childhood and prolonged childhood trauma. Which I have had from being born in a war zone and adopted into a Catholic family and the Catholic school system was not the very best for me which added more trauma prolonging the trauma there for When I was 14 my personality started branch out.  My mother stopped being Catholic when she found out the true consequences of what happened to me because it was taxing on her emotions as well as mine.   It wasn't worth it. So she raised me as a normal person should have as a Catholic no offense. After she found out what happened to me in school. I will never let my kid into a Catholic school system unless they wanna free severe punishment and severe bullying. That's what they do in the Catholic school system has it they bully you into submission and make you conform, and if you don't you pay. 

I am also lesbian but I am I don't really like to put a label on love,  Love is everything in love is love iPhone you can't really put a name or a label on it it just happens i find and start putting labels on myself about two or three years ago about mental health and love wise.  I am married to a wonderful girl or a woman I should say and I am pretty much happy she understands that I have to do a lot of writing for my writing career and I do a lot of writing I am writing a book on a collection of relays to letters.  It's a journey you would be very interested in reading this because you get more of an insight of what my life is like and what Canada is like. Because these are my replies to my Pen Pal's.  

i'm glad you like Halloween too it's coming up pretty quick I am starting to see changes in the leaves colours of the leaves. I don't even change my hair colour as much as I do the leaves do every year and they're starting to do so right now..... I am hoping for an Indian summer so I can go and get some odd jobs done and do some and make some money before the snow flies.

Hope to hear from you soon

Bruises.