Brazil

Hello lorrayne

How are you doing

I am doing fine thank you.

I finished the antibiotics of about a day ago for the staphylococcus infection and I'm doing fine except for a crooked smile from now on where it's a beautiful smile if you ever want to take a look I can send you a picture. I took out the rest of my piercings they made me look angry and demented. So I decided never again with piercings if I even get as much is earrings for Christmas I am going to pitch them out the window or sell them for money. Let someone else enjoy them. Because I I am so opposed to piercings after a staphylococcus infection. I have a rider that I enjoy reading name Robert Young Pelton, Who said he survived anything and everything, But did he really survive a piercing on wrong. No so I am the Road Runner now. Lol laugh out loud. I am very grateful to be alive and to be able to MoveOn. My interest interest so now tattoos and and make up and hair dye and hair cutting. I do my own hair from time to time whatever grows out of control. I take the electric shaver to one side and let the other side grow and I Dare the other side that's growing. Right now I am on the pink cake when I get enough money I will get to Green or some other colour that looks appealing to Mya or I might stay with pink I don't know what you think.

PTSD is very intense when you get angry or you have an emotional flashback or mental flashback is really can be in Tanzania emotions I called big feelings instead of being a psychopath. They have this theory on TV or stereotypes on TV what are they say that people with PTSD or psychopaths which is a pile of crap because I just have big emotions and being a memories and that's about it. I don't go around hurting people or doing stupid stuff like they would say on TV. I know plenty of people with DID dissociative identity disorder and PTSD who would never harm and self myself including. Sometimes I wish I could raise awareness for PTSD and D ID so no one has to suffer for what is being said on TV or in the news and having bad labels on there like serial killer or other stuff. It's very annoying.

What have I been up to well ironically I've been reading a book about a serial killer who is in a true blue psychopath not anything else but it's a very good bark if you're in the Halloween and spooky and eerie creepy scary stuff I've also been writing a lot. I have a book out on Amazon called letters from roses that I have published on Kindle direct publishing and that's what I've been up to is the second book that's going on Amazon. I also right now just for Amazon but Wattpad and Webnovel. I am very interested in writing a strawberry for an activity and very therapeutic and shows people that you're only human. Why do you write letter novels I think there's a special name for them but I can't remember what they were called. As for my music I like techno and native music and also goth punk and rock. An indie rock and pop…..thought I am not Native American, I still enjoy their music and culture it helps me with my PTSD and my DID. I have three spirit animals the bat the wolf and the peacock bird. Each indicates a part of my personality and my lifestyle. Like the peacock bird I'm very proud of my heritage and the wolf I'm very loyal and fears and the bat well I spent a lot of nights awake and I have super hearing and vision. You cannot say something without me hearing it and sometimes people say stuff that they don't want me to hear and I hear it anyways.

Hope to hear from you soon

bruises