SHIT.
This is bad.
The result of my first literature review is out.
and shit...i barely passed.
56 out of 100.
This might just be the lowest mark I have ever had in my entire life.
YUP. In my *dunking* Freaking ENTIRE LIFE.(really trying my best not to sweae here)
I would have cried if I were still a teen and had emotions. Now that I'm much more mature what I do is bottle down all the frustration and occasionally shout 'SHIT'...sometimes at places not so appropriate for word shitting.
The higest mark anyone had ever gotten on the course is 87 out of 100.
It is 87 for this assignment too. I wonder which one of my genius claasmates got marks that high and avoid them forever so I won't beat up myself for my embarrasing scores.
At least it is not the worst tho..but still!
Shit.
I feel bad.
But i know am not the worst one.
Some one had gotten 46. The average is 72.
I am learning with students who already have masters degrees and work experience...but still. ...this is bad.
I bet I really am the main character of this story. I bet this is the moment of the quirkless kid_the moment of the law student with a 2.0 with ...The kid without magic...sees and feels how truly powerless they are and decide to be strong and allmighty.
I bet this is where I realize that in a world of special I am mundane_a failure_and where my teachers would punch me with criticizm that will send me berzerk and I start training day and night to be ....the greatest of them all!
Maybe this isn't a bad story after all.
Maybe this story is truly an adventure...and out of a common mundane, plain girl as I would come out a hero...and ...a slightly more attractive one at that.
I shall be in class soon.
And after it , My supervisor will roast me on the 44 mistakes of my life.
I will stay a while in the company of the cool kids- my classmates...who I realize by and by to be superior to me by most things.
They already got masters and bachelors in CS tho.
When my below average of a score reaches the average , then I will know I have caught up...and when I surpass them...a hero will be born..and then...we'll go out in the world and take some giants down!