Chapter 18

It's been Five months now that Mark and Logan has been in a relationship but they haven't made it official due to Mark been afraid of public's opinion, Logan been a caring lover does all he can to make Mark become free and open and nothing is working but he doesn't give up,he wishes to strive harder and hopes that one day Mark will take him to see his mom.

During his last visit to his uncle he made it clear to him and his daughter especially that Mark is he's and no one else's own,Sasha his niece tried all she could to get Mark but after been dealt by Logan she withdrew and left Mark for him, Logan was finally able to relax knowing fully well that no one was going to come in between them not even Garin because Mark had already told him that he belonged to Logan which Garin gladdenly accepted because he only wanted to be friends with him. On a certain night while the two lovers were taking their bath,Logan started reminding him their current problem,

"Mark....."

"Yes babe" Mark replied and turned to look at Logan who was at his back

"When are we going to see your mom?" Logan asked as he caressed Mark's chest, Mark stared at Logan not knowing what to say, "Mark say something please,i really want to see your mother,i can go behind your back because she's my manager but that would make you upset,so i am respecting your decisions but you can't keep me waiting Mark,i want to make love to you,to make you feel me inside of you but i can't until i see your mom,why are you still hesitating ?" there was sadness in his voice and Mark felt it,it makes him sad to see his lover down but...." Log.....I'm sorry really sorry,I'm afraid that mom will hate me when she finds out about this i do don't want to hurt her"

"but you are hurting me,you know it,your mom won't be angry,we can just go see her and hear from her"

"Log... your been selfish please and i..."

"seriously I'm been selfish?? you know i will stand by you,you don't know how she will feel because you haven't told her anything,you just afraid of nothing,you don't even want to face your fears at all,you know I'm with you but still yet you say I'm selfish,i do this for love,I'm tired of hiding okay???" Logan left the bathroom and Mark followed him trying to hold him but Logan refused to let him hold him,he was already putting on his clothes

"Logan I'm sorry please but try and understand me" Mark pleaded

"i understand you okay,suit yourself...do whatever you want,keep hiding...but as for me I'm done hiding"

"whe...where are you going Logan??" Mark asked as he saw Logan making his way to the door..

"to help myself of course.." with that Logan stomped out of his room took his car keys and drove out of the compound,Mark ran down to stop him but it was already late and he went back inside and started crying.