Chapter 9

Alex had changed a lot since then but Ethan was afraid that his friend had shut down again, perhaps even tighter than he had before, and for that he felt guilty. It wouldn’t be easy for anyone to find Alex after a shoot, including Ethan.

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The shoot that followed was draining enough without his having to bare himself before Johnson and Ethan. It was for the series finale. The idea that everything was finally coming to an end almost made Alex lose it. They had been working together for more than five years, all the crew and the actors, and to think that one morning he’d wake up without having to drive to the set was almost unreal. And then to think that he might never see these people again due to what had happened…

Several times Alex had tried to brace himself and tell himself over and over that he could do it. It wasn’t easy for him, just as he was sure it hadn’t been easy for Ethan.