Winding an arm around Landon??s body and fisting his opposite hand in the hair at the back of Landon??s head, Trey kissed Landon, hard and deep. When he finally tilted his face up, he said, ??I love you. We??re caught in this totally crazy situation and it makes me feel like I??m floundering. I spent years furious at you, then you dropped back into my life again and suddenly I was attracted to you in ways I never had been before. Having you fall out of the SUV into my arms, bleeding so bad I was afraid I was going to lose you right there. God, Landon, I realized how much I love you and I??m terrified I??m gonna lose you still, just in a different way.??
Landon buried his face against Trey??s shoulder, breath hitching with sobs. ??Want you??want you forever??but I want to be part of my son??s life, too. Don??t make me choose. Please.??