Son of an Indian brave and a white captive, Soaring Hawk is raised in the native customs. As he grows into manhood, he discovers his desire for the love of men. Knowing the fate of those of ‘two spirits’ within his tribe, he leaves the Indian village, disguises his heritage, and enters the white man’s world as Samuel Hawkins. He soon discovers life is difficult for a man who prefers men. While he finds companionship, and forms bonds with many of the men he meets, he is unable to find a relationship which satisfies his deepest need. He also discovers much of what is in the world outside his village conflicts with the values of his native upbringing. He embarks on an odyssey which takes him across the continent and into the arms and beds of many lovers. As he travels, he comes to realize love has many forms. But the one he seeks most continually eludes him. Where will his odyssey lead him? Will he ever come to the end of his search for Soaring Hawk?

The Search for Soaring Hawk

Garrett pulled back. He pushed Sam down on the bed and lay on top of him, covering his face and mouth with kisses, seeking the recesses of the cavity with his tongue, grinding his still rigid tumescence against Sam’s stomach. Garrett rose, supporting his torso with his outstretched arms. He looked at Sam with tenderness, yet with such passion that Sam felt his heart would swell to bursting.


Standing, Garrett placed Sam’s legs on his shoulders. He gathered the bodily fluids excreted between them, mixed them with saliva, and began to massage the entry to Sam’s body. Sam moaned and thrust his hips off the bed, eager for their union to begin. Garrett was at his entry. Sam closed his eyes and felt the immense organ glide into the confines of his body. As he opened his eyes, Garrett lowered himself and affectionately kissed him. The two men lay motionless, staring into each other’s eyes for a time.


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