Chapter 55

His hands move on their own, keep hitting, keep hurting. He doesn’t think he can get them to stop.Part 4 1

Avery is late for his economics test. He knows he should’ve at least opened the book this weekend but he was too busy with Jacob. He doesn’t regret that in the least. He loves that boy, everything about him. This is more than what he thought he felt for Tyrone or Greg. It’s more than he’s ever felt before. He thinks there will never be anyone like Jacob for him again. He doesn’t plan to ever let him go. He’s only seventeen—this doesn’t seem like such an outrageous idea to him.

He already knows they’ll run up the phone bills over winter break. He’s applied to several colleges but he’s waiting to hear from State. That’s where Parker goes. He wants to go there too so he can stay close to Jacob. He’s already trying to work out in his mind how they’ll spend the summer together. They have to—he’s going to make sure they do.