As you would say, it’s not enough. I need a whole new direction.”
“But
you are an actor, Eduardo,” Nuri said. There was the glint of something
sympathetic in his eyes.
“A
crap one,” Eddy said.
“No.”
Eddy
tried to glare back at him but the ice cream was still a delicious taste in his
mouth, and he really didn’t have the heart for argument. Besides, Nuri was
right, even if he didn’t know it. Eddy knew he wasa good actor. Just
not good enough to win a place on the London stage. He knew what let him down,
too. “I get hideous stage fright, you know? Even at auditions.” He ran his hand
through his hair, wondering how soon he could get the colour washed out and
return to his usual sandy blond. “I suspect I come across as entertaining as a
plank of wood. I’m fine when I’m rehearsing on my own, or learning a part. It’s
just when I have to face the thought of an audience.” In his mind, he revisited
the passage of the last couple of years: discouraging readings, poor roles,