Chapter 9

As you would say, it’s not enough. I need a whole new direction.”

“But

you are an actor, Eduardo,” Nuri said. There was the glint of something

sympathetic in his eyes.

“A

crap one,” Eddy said.

“No.”

Eddy

tried to glare back at him but the ice cream was still a delicious taste in his

mouth, and he really didn’t have the heart for argument. Besides, Nuri was

right, even if he didn’t know it. Eddy knew he wasa good actor. Just

not good enough to win a place on the London stage. He knew what let him down,

too. “I get hideous stage fright, you know? Even at auditions.” He ran his hand

through his hair, wondering how soon he could get the colour washed out and

return to his usual sandy blond. “I suspect I come across as entertaining as a

plank of wood. I’m fine when I’m rehearsing on my own, or learning a part. It’s

just when I have to face the thought of an audience.” In his mind, he revisited

the passage of the last couple of years: discouraging readings, poor roles,