“It’s like I’m not even here,” he said.
A man walked ahead of Seamus and waved his
hand in front of the sensor. This time, the electronic door
opened. ONE
For some reason the incident with the door really
seemed to get under Seamus’s skin, but so many things did today. He
practically ran to the car, and once inside he looked in the mirror
and then he mumbled, “I am still here, damn it.”
By the time Seamus reached the house, dark
had already begun to set in. The long dirt driveway that led from
the main road to the house was beginning to fill with cars; Seamus
recognized most of them from his parents’ coven. He knew that
within a few hours the main road would also have cars parked on
both sides of it for at least a mile as the crowd started to
gather.
The farm land that Seamus’s family home sat
on had been in his mother’s family since not long after the
Mayflower landed. His family had changed since then. The Mayflower
ancestor was English and Puritan, but one of his descendants
married an Irish maid from Boston. They continued to add Irish and
many other groups to their family. They were an American family who
claimed lines of ancestral witchcraft all the way back to Europe,
into England, Ireland, and even a few other places. Sometimes
Seamus wondered if stories hadn’t been changed along the way, as
seemed to happen to family histories over the years. It didn’t
matter. His family was well accepted in the area, and Seamus was
proud of who he was, whoever that was.
A spot had been left for him on the long
driveway. His parents knew he would come home, and they always left
it open for him then. Seamus smiled. He had many things to be
thankful for in his life. Unfortunately, there was that one thing
that he did not appreciate.
Seamus grabbed his bag from the back seat
and walked to the door on the side of the house that led into the
kitchen. The top half of the door had a large glass pane in the
middle. Seamus could see his father, his mother, and several family
friends laughing as they sipped on what he knew was his mother’s
famous apple cider. He stared for a moment before entering. This
was how he wanted to remember them.
Suddenly, his father turned and looked at
Seamus through the glass. Raferty O’Donnell walked to the door and
opened it.
“You’re here, my son,” he said, and grabbed
Seamus in a hug.
Seamus smiled. He loved the fact that his
father always laughed when he hugged him. So few people were ever
really that overjoyed to see him.
“I amhere,” Seamus said, knowing
that the affirmation was just as much for himself as it was for his
father.
“Yes, you are,” his father said, kissing
Seamus right in the middle of his forehead.
Raferty grabbed Seamus then, and pulled his
son toward the group of people gathered in the kitchen.
“Look who’s here,” Raferty announced loudly
to the crowd.
“Oh, I knew you’d come,” Susanna O’Donnell
cried, running across the room to her son.
Seamus smiled, once again, feeling the
warmth of people who truly loved him. His mother’s curly long
reddish blond hair flew into his face, and he smiled. His hair was
the same color, but cut into what his father always called a Caesar
cut. “It suits you. It’s short, serious, and tough,” Raferty often
said.
“How was your visit to the doctor’s?”
Susanna asked.
Seamus could feel a tear start to form in
his eye. He would have been okay if no one had asked. This was his
mother though. He had to tell her the truth. They had been through
a lot.
“It was informative,” he said. “And they
were very, very certain.”
Seamus buried his head in his mother’s
shoulder. He was grateful that her long beautiful hair was covering
his face as Mrs. Austin approached.
“Will you be joining us for the ceremony?”
Mallory Austin asked. “We’re all so glad to see you, Seamus.”
Seamus smiled. He had always loved Mrs.
Austin. Now in her sixties, she had been in their group since he
was small, but Seamus could remember that she had converted to
their way in her forties. Seamus had so often found her enthusiasm
and hope to be outstanding. He could tell from her voice that his
mother had told the group what was going on. He imagined that there
had been healing circles done on his behalf. He could almost tell
you the days that they had sent him those large bursts of white
light and hope. He always found it amusing that so many people
found those who practiced his faith to be evil or hurtful. He had
never met people so loving.